Boy version of me - Lizquen

Chapter 57 Chasing her

"Enrique Gil!"

"Enrique Gil!"

"Why did you stop loving me? Ganyan ka ba katigas? Talagang may lakas ka ng loob ng iwan ako? Wala kan kwenta"

*Nagising*

Panaginip lang yun?

I want her back... I need to chase her...

"Pa may address book po ba kayo ng students ng San Antonio University?" I asked my dad.

"Yes anak kaso nasa office ko"

"Can you tell me where I could find it?"

I grabbe my keys and ran... I know it's too late. Pero walang too late sa love. Laging may time para diyan. And if dying for her is the only way to get her then I'll do it.

Pagpasok ko ng campus. Pinagkakaguluhan ako ng mga tao... I didn't knew why.

"Siya ba yung girlfriend mo?" Pinakita yung picture ni Liza.

"Dati oo" Ang sinabi ko dun sa babaeng nag-abot.

Sumigaw yung isang babae "Kaibigan ako ni Liza! Paalis na siya ng Visayas, babalik na siya ng Luzon. Habulin mo siya hangga't kaya mo pa"

Kukunanin ko sana ang address ni Liza para puntahan siya. Turns out heartrob at popular pala si Liza sa school ni Daddy. Turns out she rejected a lot of guys that we're courting her dahil sabi saakin ng kaibigan niyang si Sofia na hinihintay parin niya akong bumalik. I ran back to the parking lot para magdrive papuntang airport.

Panic mode na talaga ako actually. I just didn't realize talaga na siya parin through the years. Na kahit naiwan ko siya handa pala siyang maghintay para saakin. Yun nga lang naabuso ko siya. Halos nakikipagkarera na yung speed ng kotse ko sa sobrang bilis muntik na akong tumilapon. Pero thank God hindi.

Pagdating ko ng airport hinanap ko siya ng hinanap... I just couldn't find her.

THIRD PERSON's POV

Nag-CR si Enrique at nasa CR na talaga nun si Liza. Mas na unang lumabas si Liza kaysa kay Enrique. Hindi sila nagkita... At nasa may waiting area lang si Liza the whole time. Ang buong akala ni Enrique si Liza nakasakay na sa eroplano.

"Flight for Luzon will be on 8pm" Matagal pa actually ang flight ni Liza pero she chose to forget everything painful in the airport.

Liza Soberano POV

Good Bye Enrique Mari Bacay Gil, I'm going to miss you!

Sabi ko sa picture na hawak ko. I was about rip our first picture together pahati sana sa gitna... Bigla akong nakaramdam ng yakap sa likod ko. Mainit na yakap. Nagnakaw din siya ng halik saakin. And the shocking part is that I remember the texture of those lips.

"I want you to be in my arms again" He whispers in my ear.

And somehow no matter how broken I am he found a way to fix me.

"I didn't left you... I just couldn't fight with distance" He says...

I stood up and wrapped my arms towards him... And So he did. The both of us we're crying. The tighter the hug the more feelings explode... The tighter the hug the more I feel how we missed each other.

"I can't explain how much I miss you"

Then he replies to me... "Missing you became a thing that I got used to"

This has been my longest hug ever... And with him it felt like it lasted for a lifetime.

"I'm not even sure if I should trust you with my heart again" I said...

He tightens the hug... Then he sings "I'll tell you one thing it's always better when we're together" I rest my head on his shoulder "Yeah look at the stars when we're together"

He releases the hugs and looks at me...

"My girl version... I'm yours and definitely you'll always be mine, I'm madly in love with you"

"I'm madly in love with you too my boy version"

He grabs my hand as the other was for my luggage. He bought himself a ticket also to fly back with me through Makati. He then calls his dad...

"Dad I'm going home... In Luzon! With Lola"

"If that's the thing that will make you happy then follow your heart anak. I don't want you to regret things in your life just like I did. Fight for the one you love"

After buying tickets we want back to the bench and waited for a while. We missed each other so we asked how were our lives without each other.

"Five years huh?" I said...

"Five years without you and I became a different person"

"Really?" Nagbuntong hininga ako as I listen to his stories...

"I smoked, drank, even took drugs... Look at me I completely become a new person. I look like some sugar daddy by the street. I look like some rich guy that has sex with sluts... Which I don't"

I laughed at him... "Well I'm always here to change how much you are..."

"How about you? How are you when I broke up with you on the email?" He asks me

"At first I knew that you we're going to be back but a year has passed and three years and then five years. I chose to move on from you but finding someone isn't a way to forget you"

Five years without him felt like I'm in hell. Dealing with shit people that only cares about gossiping and judging people with what they do or even what they like. Somehow Quen leaving for a while made me see a world without him and it wasn't good.

"Do you know that I also nearly smoked... But it was you that I remembered. You're my everything Quen!" He holds my hand...

"And you're my world Liza" He says with his deep serious eyes.

I can't wait for the new memories that we will make. Because the past memories built who I am and so will the future memories. We waited for hours para lang makauwi muli ng Luzon. To forget everything that happened in the past and start a new one. I'm ready to love you once again Quenito and this time it's going to be more.