Boy version of me - Lizquen

Chapter 55

{I don't know what to title with this chapter 😂✌🏼️}

LIZA POV

Why do people leave? Why do things change? Bakit niya akong kaya saktan? Halos ika matay ko ang pagmomove on sa kanya. I did boxing, cooked every pasta, dish, baked every pastry, yoga, wall climbing, archery... Activities that can make me forget him. Pero bakit ganun? Bakit ang bilis mag-fade ng pagmamahal niya saakin? Ganun ba talaga ako hindi worth it na mahalin? He's the one! He's the boy version of me pero bakit siya pa yung nawala ng walang paalam? Anong nagawa ko para iwan niya ako? Ang dami kong tanong... Kaya ayun andito nanaman ako sa hospital confined in the same room as last time. Ang babaa ng dugo ko... I barely eat tapos kung kakain pa ako chips and coke. I slowly dying...

Quen,

Kung nasaan ka man bumalik ka na habang handa pa akong patawarin ka at pabalikin sa puso ko.

I still love you,

Liza

Yan yung mga bagay na gustong gusto kong i-email sa kanya pero hindi ko magawa. Masyado akong mahina... Para bang sa sobrang lungkot ko nawala na yung part ng sarili ko na masiyahin at mataas ang pangarap.

Thanks a lot Enrique! For ruining such a girl like me... I was never complicated. Not like this... But thanks to you my soul became as dark as black with a heart that's hard as a stone. And a love that made me think that nothing would last to eternity.

Enrique Gil's life after 5 years without Liza and living in London with His dad and stepmom who migrated there to stay with Quen.

"Anak! Chuchay is here"

I'm laying on bed with no shirt on. Just scrolling through my timeline in facebook. With a lit cigarette in my left hand.

"Anak Chuhay is here"

I pretended like I wasn't hearing my dad. But he went inside my room and stared at me... I was annoyed.

"Sooo?" In my sarcastic voice.

"Hi Quen samahan mo naman akong magpacheck up" She lied on my bed and on my chest. I pushed her away.

Lumapit si Daddy and punched me in the face "You got this girl pregnant and then you're acting like you didn't? Ano ba Quen"

I stood up dropped the cigarette and stepped on it for the fire to ease. And yelled "I didn't got her pregnant! This is for that god damn debt of yours from that rich slut girl's parents!"

The girl tried to hug me "Take care of me please! I need your affection"

I stared at her like she's some piece of shit. "Go back to that sugar daddy who impregnated you! Don't pass that fucking responsibility because that kid isn't mine."

I stormed off my room tapos lumapit saakin si Dad "Quen! What the fuck? I asked you to pretend to be that girl's husband bakit hindi mo magawa? Anong gusto mo mabaon tayo sa utang dito?!"

"Bakit niyo ba pinapasa ang bagay na dapat kayo ang umaayos?" I was raging that mine.

I already had a black eye and I don't want another one. So when he was about to punch me in the right eye I kicked his groin.

"I won't degrade my level just for you to pay your god damn debt from that girl's parents!"

I stormed off! Ugh! Palagi na lang bang ganito? Magpapanggap akong ama ng babaeng haliparot? Tapos ano edi ako yung mukhang masama... Mukhang ginusto ko na buntisin ang menor? No way dad! Ang babaa naman masyado ng tingin niya saakin.

Wala no choice... I need to go back to the Philippines with my Mom. Maui and my Mom broke up. He said he didn't want a child pero nabuntis niya si Mommy. So he left her just like that. My mom got broke both with money and her heart. She's living with my Grandmama Consolacion. Buti may ipon ako.. I got a cab and went to the airport.

"Can I book a flight this Sunday, Philippines?"

The attendant checked the schedule and reached me the tickets. I also bought a ticket for my little sister who's stepping in high school this year. I'm excited for her!!! High school is a pain in the ass but definitely it's the best part of your school life. Umunlad na kaya ang Pilipinas? Corrupt parin kaya ang mga gobyerno? Kumusta na kaya ang mahal kong iniwan ko?