Twistice (Twi-Stice)

Confessions

**Ch 26 Confessions**

**Bella's POV**

            I got up from the table to put my finish plate in the sink and grabbed a sundae from the freezer. When I got back everyone was staring at me. “Are ya’ll going to stare at me this whole time and look like a bunch of idiots or are you actually going to say something!” I snapped. After the day I had I was so tired of everyone judging me. You I blame this all on Edward. He is turning me into a big softy. I still have yet to tell him I love him. I don’t know why that is. Maybe I'm afraid he will reject me. I know that is stupid to think but I can't help it from bubbling up every now and again. Ugh stupid sex god!! God and those jeans on him are too tempting for words. Mmm I wouldn’t mind taking them off of him and just leave him in tie and boxers. Oh yes I think… “Bella!!!” I almost jumped out my seat by someone shouting in my ear. Unfortunately for them my reflex kicked in and I slapped the person hard across the face.

            I looked over and started laughing. It was Edward I slapped and now he has chocolate sauce on his cheek and the corner of his mouth. “I'm so sorry but you shouldn’t do that to people. Here let me help you.” I got out of my seat and walked over to Edward. I pulled him down and trailed my tongue from his lips to his ear where I bit and trailed back down. When I had all the chocolaty goodness off I went to sit back in my seat and continue eating. “Are you going to answer the question?” Charlie asked me. I arched my eyebrow completely confused about what he is talking about. “I have the faintest idea of what you are talking about Charles.” I told him still pissed off about what he accused me of earlier. I swear trust is a hard thing to find even in your own family. “What do you mean by they’re changing?!” he snapped. “It means exactly what I said! I have mixed my blood and saliva together with a temporary sleeping agent so while their eyes change they don’t have to end up panicked like Edward did and they can just sleep until it wears off.

            I have gone over this situation several times and this is the best solution I could find. I didn’t want to test it on one person since the mate would be worried so I gave it to all of them. Laurent wasn’t going to undergo the change until I was sure he could handle his new diet, but he pissed me off so I scared him and gave him a shot to. Everyone should be up in a few hours. Angela and Ben can you have you parents pack up some clothes and anything else you might need for tomorrow and I’ll go get it. I need to step out for a little bit.” I told them as I finished up my ice cream and headed upstairs to put on my boots and vest and I headed back downstairs. “I told them you was in a hurry so everything will be waiting on the porch.” Angela told me when I reach the bottom step. “Okay, Edward you might want to head to your house and grab them a change of clothes and take Angela if you don’t want to be touching your mom and sister’s delicates.” I told them before heading out the door not looking back and hopped into my baby and took off.

            After picking up their belongings I headed to the only person I could talk to. I trekked up the long stony path until I was at my destination.  I sat down and brought my knees to my chest placing my head on them. “Hi gram. I'm sorry I couldn’t bring any flowers with me this time. I just really need to talk to you. Mom is gone you know. She up there with you and Phil is with her. She came and visited me today you know. Just like the way you did before. Gran I don’t know what I'm going to do without her. She was killed because of me and even though she said it was meant to happen; I don’t believe here. I mean how can she just be fine with dying. It should have been me not her. She had so much to live for, while at the time I had nothing. I don’t know what I'm going to do without her I need her. I miss her so much and I never got to tell her that I loved her. Gran this is all my fault.” I couldn’t talk anymore as the tears and sobs I have been holding back since lunch broke free.