Twistice (Twi-Stice)

Advoidance

~~ Ch 6 Avoidance~~

**Edward’s POV**

            Ever since the first time I met Bella I couldn’t stop thinking about her. She is not like anybody I have ever come across in my 100 something years here. She is so frustration but that is only a part of why she draws me to her. I don’t understand her she never does what I expect and when I think I finally got her figured out she does something that throws me for a total loop. When she invited us to the sleepover I honestly didn’t want to go because I wouldn’t know how to control myself around her. As the days went on I stopped just craving for her sweet blood that would sedate my thirst and the monster within me that tends to rear its head every time she is near me, but now I crave other things from her. I love the way her eyes change when she is in a different mood; every time I look into them I'm always dazed by it. I wanted to lean in and rub my hand over her soft skin tracing my finger down her jaw line to her full luscious lips of hers so many times I have lost count. I don’t know why I love her I just couldn’t help myself all we do is argue and fight every time were together. When she invited us over I tried to be respectable and considerate but I just couldn’t especially not after she told my sibling and myself are history I was speechless. She doesn’t want anybody to know about her but she knows everything about my whole entire family. She left out the room so fast I couldn’t speak. My family was still frozen in their own thoughts when I heard her down stairs on the phone talking with someone. I started walking downstairs but froze when I hear her talking about us but that isn't why I froze. I froze because when she was describing us she us the word vampire. Was she mentally insane she could get us all killed what is she thinking?! She finally got off the phone and once again we have an argument but I just couldn’t help but reach out and grab her. I knew it was pointless but I just couldn’t sit here and be fine with this anymore. First I can't hear her mind, second I find I'm drawn to her blood on top of other thing, and lastly she stronger than us but she is human and is a complete mystery who doesn’t mind telling people about who we are. My family finally moved downstairs to find out what was happening and I was the one getting yelled at. Over and over they were either mentally or verbally shouting at me to let her go but I just couldn’t not this time. When I looked into Bella’s eyes they where pitch black but it looked like they were glowing. She slipped out of my hand and ran up stairs I was right behind her but I wasn’t fast enough to get in her room. Not even 2 minutes later she was opening the door about to head out when I slid into her room and locked the door behind me. She looked shocked but then he earlier again took over. She was yelling at me for everything today, but all I could really do is stare at her lips. When she started walking towards me I honestly have no idea what happened I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her into a kiss. It was all my bent up emotion just escaping into this one kiss. Her lips were just as soft as silk. I could feel her body was in shock by my sudden choice and I knew I should have controlled myself better but I just couldn’t. The next thing I know she is out of my arms and running in her closet before I got to say anything she out of the room and I could hear her pulling away from the house in her car.

            Walking out of the room I was met by Carlisle and Esme. What did you do Edward? Carlisle thought to me, but I couldn’t respond instead I ran out the house heading home. I could hear them running after me but I just wouldn’t stop my head was swimming. How could I tell my family I kissed Bella without her permission and she ran off in response to what I did? It is not my fault I couldn’t help myself. Esme will probably end up trying to rip my arm off. I hate making them disappointed in me but I honestly couldn’t help myself. I have never told them that I found Bella attractive okay attractive is an understatement she is an unnatural beauty. She is smart and intelligent. She can see through every bodies mask and she always keeps me on my toes. I have never been envious over what the rest of my family had until now. Every time I look at them I can't help but feel lonely like there is something missing from me that was until I met her. When I got home I went to the dining room and waited for everybody because I just knew this discussion was inevitable. They all appeared 5 seconds later and grabbed a seat.