Only We Know

Chapter Twenty-Eight - Clouds

"Could you be more specific?" He says and I can tell he is holding back a laugh

"That is specific" I respond, sniffling "I'm stupidly emotional and I don't know why. Elle is always getting me in trouble, I have an essay due tomorrow that I have no clue what to write for it and I have a giant math test and I'm probably going to fail again. Everything is wrong, Harry"

"I told you that we would work on the math and I'll help you with your essay like last time, so don't sweat it" he says and I look up at him "I don't think that you're 'stupidly' emotional. Everyone gets emotional, hell, the other day I got so mad I broke a plate"

"Why?" I ask and he looks down at me

"Because, my mom and dad are never around and Gemma needs them. We both need them. It just drives me insane. They move us around all the time and we have to cope with it on our own" He says and I hug him.

"Im sorry" I whisper against his chest and look up

"We all have crap in our lives, Lea. The way we deal with is says a lot about us" He whispers "You can't hide things from me. Im here for you, I want to know"

With that, I move my body up and press my lips against his. I kiss him for a moment and he pulls me closer to his body. I pull back and look in his eyes, the green piercing me.

"Im ready" I whisper and he smiles

"Are you sure?"

"Harry, please. I want you" I blush and he presses his lips back to mine.

I kiss him with a little more urgency this time. He deepens the kiss and I move my hands to his chest. Harry sits up a little and brings me with him. I tug at the hem of his shirt and he breaks the kiss to allow me to hug it over his head. I smile and look down at his chest. He moves his lips to my neck and I moan at the contact. He smiles against my neck and I push off of him to tug my shirt over my head and quickly unclasp my bra. Instead of reconnecting out lips this time, he stares at me chest and moves his hands from my hips to my chest, squeezing me gently. I groan and he smiles.

I pull my mouth back to his and start to rock my hips. He moans in to my mouth and I feel him hardening underneath me. He rolls me on to my back and moves so he is hovering over me. I look up at him and he moves his lips back to mine. I feel him use his knee to push my legs apart and, as a reflex, I automatically close them.

"Relax" He breathes, breaking the kiss

"Sorry" I blush as he pushes them back open and kisses my forehead

I watch as he kisses down my chest, stopping and sucking on each of my nipples for a second, making me arch my back. I run my fingers through his hair as he continues and then stand up, tugging his jeans off so he is just in his boxers. I can see his length through his boxers and gulp. He gives me a smile and crawls back on top of me, kissing my neck again. I just want to feel him. I take the moment in and try to memorize everything he does. How he feels against my skin and how gently he touches me. Harry sucks on my neck, hard in some spots, sure to leave more marks I will have to explain.

"If you want to stop" Harry says between kisses "You need to tell me"

"Harry" I moan and I can feel his smile.

Harry kisses me roughly this time and tugs my pants off of me, bringing my panties with them. I blush as he moves his hand down and rubs my most sensitive area. My mouth forms an 'o' and I look down at what he is doing before I roll my head back on the sheets and moan. Harry kisses my neck and slowly lowers himself, kissing down my body. I keep my eyes shut as his tongue comes in contact with my clit and he slips a finger inside me. I gasp and bite my hand to stop myself from moaning loudly.