One More Chance (EDITING)

One More Chance-Chapter Eleven

Chapter eleven

Kionne’s POV

Group 2: Reika, Ismael, Andrea, Ian, Nix, Jovert, Chin, KIONNE

TSK. Kung minamalas kanga naman talaga. Ako nanga yung umiiwas pero sadyang gumagawa ng paraan ang tadhana para paglapitin kami. Ang hirap ng ganito pano ba naman kasi nakikita ko parin sa mga mata niya na nasasaktan parin siya dahil sa nangyari samin. Shit naman kasi diba? Sa totoo lang pwede naman ako lumipat ng school para lumayo sa kanya kaso hindi ko kaya, hindi ko kayang malayo sa taong pinakamamahal ko.

((NOW PLAYING: WALKING IN THE RAIN BY A1))

More than two years ago I met a woman that changed my whole life. She has everything a man would want a woman to be. She’s beyond perfect. She’s an angel. She’s the most beautiful girl that I’ve ever met, well she is a Goddess for me. She has a perfect life with her family. She has everything a girl would dream to have, but still she remains to be humble enough to the people around her. Every time I see the smile on her face, it feels like I’m the luckiest guy on Earth. She is every man’s dream. I’m so thankful to have her in my life. She’s my everything, my life, my happiness.

She has been faithful to our relationship for two years, I’m just the one who ruined everything for us. I never thought that this would happen. I have been a fool again, a stupid person that does not deserve Reika to be in his life.

I met Daphne in a disco club in our province, she’s a 1st year college student in our school and one of the cheer leaders in the basketball team. We were both drunk that night so I never knew what happened after that night. I just ended up lying in her bed naked. 1 week before the school starts she went to our house and said that she’s pregnant. Masyado akong nabigla sa mga pangyayari, wala akong nagawa kundi panindigan yung bata.

Oo nagkamali ako pero hanggang ngayon hindi parin nawawala yung pagmamahal ko kay Reika. Gusto ko sana na magreply sa mga texts niya kaso hindi ko alam kung ano sasabihin ko kaya naisip ko na mas mabuti kung hindi nalang ako magpapakita sa kanya sa anniv namin.

I was there in the place when we first met at our 2nd anniversary. Hindi lang talaga ako nagpakita sa kanya, masyado akong natakot na harapin siya… Hindi ko alam kung pano sasabihin sa kanya yung mga nangyari sakin. Alam kong wala akong dahilan para saktan siya pero nagawa ko padin.

An hour before she came to our meeting place nandun na ako. That time desedido na ako na hindi ako magpapakita sa kanya kaso namimiss ko na talaga ang prinsesa ko kaya pumunta padin ako kaya lang mas minabuti ko nalang na tignan siya sa malayo.

I saw her with a box and a small envelope. Alam ko para sakin yon. Alam ko pinaghirapan niyang gawin kung ano man laman ng mga dala niya.

Wala akong ibang ginawa kundi tignan siya sa malayo kaso hindi ako satisfied ng ganun lang. I went nearer to her. Nagtago ako sa isang puno sa harap ng bridge na kinatatayuan niya. I can still see that she’s still hoping that I would come.

Time passed by hindi parin siya umaalis sa lugar na yon until it rained. I saw tears falling from her eyes. I know what she feels that moment, she feels that she’s alone, and that was the worst feeling for her. For two years she never felt that she’s alone because of me. We’ve been together always. Naging sandalan namin ang isa’t isa. Alam ko magiging mahirap para samin na makalimot dahil mahal na mahal namin ang isa’t isa, pero kailangan namin gawin toh. Masasaktan lang siya kung ipagpapatuloy namin toh.

It really hurts me seeing her cry because of me…                                     

…flashback…