69 days to fall inlove

EPILOGUE

EPILOGUE : just give me a reason

(SHANE MADRIGAL'S LAST POV)

Nakapikit ako, may kung anong boses akong naririnig pero hindi ko naman mainitindihan, parang aliens.

"doc, kailan ho ba gigising ang anak ko."

she sound so familiar, via's ? mom's voice ? pero what are they talking about ? pero bakit parang umiiyak siya, there was a lot of sadness in her voice

"i don't know ma'am, kadalasan po sa mga gantong kaso kapag lumalaban ang pasyente, isang linggo would do, but your daughter she seem to..."

"WHAT DO YOU WANT TO TELL ME... NA GUSTO NG MAMATAY NG ANAK KO ?"

unti - unti kong naririnig when i heard someone say clearly......

"Ma'am si ma'am shane po gising na...."

everyone stormed into the room. they were all crying, lahat sila nakangiti sakin. sobrang saya ?

"hey. " agad naman akong niyakap ni mommy.

"what actually happen ? " walang sumagot, tumingin ako kay via, pero iniwas niya ang tingin niya...

"did he..... uhmm, visited me?" aaminin ko sobrang gusto ko siyang makita.. mahawakan.

kung kanina masaya ang mga mata nila, now theyre eyes are all sad.

"hey, answer me. bat walang gusto magsalita." naiinis ako, ang dami kong tanong ni hindi ko ma-alala kung anong nangyari...

when i was about to ask again.... biglang...

napahawak ako sa ulo.....

"shit,,,, my head... hurt as hell. "

"AGGGGGH" an intolerable pain, sobrang sakit na parang mabibiyak na yung ulo shitttt..... a slip of memory past through me....

i dont know but body starts to shiver then the next thing i knew umiiyak na ako.....

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i cant think straight, naglalakad ako kasama ang anak ko at nakita namin siya na may kasamang babae, and whats worst isang batang babae, i want to strangle his neck, to cut his ball to show how hurt i'am, iniwasan niya ako dahil nagkaanak siya ? iniwan nya ako para palakihan ang anak ng iba.

it felt cold... it felt really, Alone.

humigpit ang hawak sa kamay ko ng aking anak, "mommy, why you crying ?" his innocent face.. sobrang kamukha niya ang daddy niya.

"nothing baby, malamig kasi eh. lets  walk fast we might catch cold" ibinuhat ko siya, i really do hope na wag na siyang magtanong tungkol sa daddy niya...or rather sa lalaking nakasalubong namin kanina.

we were about to cross the pedestrian lane when suddenly...

"mommy..." it was my son's voice...

"mommy.." he was crying....

my head hurts..... sobrang sakit na parang mabibiyak na yung ulo ko sa sakit...

sobrang lightheaded ko,  i want to bam my head sa unang poste na makikita ko, pakiramdam ko may mga memory na pumapasok sa utak ko. i feel like vommiting at the same time. geez. for christ sake ni hindi naman ako uminom.

"shane!!!" it was the last voice i heard, that man called my name, the man who hurted me a lot but also the same man i vowed to be with.

after that...

everything went blank.

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unti unti ko ng naaalala , hinawakan ako ni via sa ulo, at pinapatahan.