'till dawn

again.

(old draft, 22/09/25)

wrong, start again
wrong, start again
wrong, start again
wrong, start again

no matter how many times
i'll do it again,
my results will never be enough

mistakes make better artists,
yet as i make more and more mistakes,
i feel more and more worthless;
i'm useless.

my head feels like
it's about to explode,
as i hear "start over",
tears fall down my cheeks,
and i'm hoping to be left dead.