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tw: suicidal attempts & sexual content
Evara pulled her knees to her chest, watching her social media flood with likes and comments and aspiration from teenage girls who looked at her like a challenge.
She always wanted to look Halle Berry when she was younger, something about the way people found her so astonishing no matter the cause.
Evara now lies out on the sun chair, tanning while Ben played with a chew toy on the grass.
Callum had been inside watching a game that he had missed last night.
Evara then placed her phone down taking a sigh as if she did any work by shifting her finger around her screen all day.
She pulled the Prada shades back onto her eyes as the sun beamed down on her body. She ignored the cuts on her forearm and focused more on her neon green bikini that bought attention to her dark tanned skin.
Everything started to unravel again.
Spiraling back in her head.
Almost a month ago, Evara had been sick of suffering in the silence waiting for Callum to feel ready enough to propose, she took matters into her own hands and made the offer.
The look on his face when she had done so, it was a face of confusion and nervousness. He was smiling frankly but he knitted his eye brows together in pure confusion.
She didn't get on one knee but she sat him down and handed him a box with a ring it. His response was.
"Why?" He asked
"I mean..it's been three years..of just dating- I wanted to take this further- I mean we've got a new place that we call home..there's enough space to start building a-"
"Enough- no no..I just.." he spoke his eyes running through hers, trying to solve this broke puzzle that was within Evara.
"Why..no Callum?" She questioned.
The silence was heavy for a moment.
He looked back up at her.
"..I'm sorry okay..let's do it okay- you're right I just- I dunno I wasn't expecting you out of all times and- I dunno. I'm sorry- I'll do it okay" he replied as she smiled
"I love you.." she spoke softly pecking his lips.
"Love you too" he replied with a soft smile.
3 weeks ago, was the date of the wedding.
It was small and rushed.
It wasn't going to be a big family wedding since Evara would feel embarrassed if Callums family were to arrive but no one off Evaras side.
