Everything I Didn't Say

Chapter 14

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I slept on the lounge with the boys since Adeline had falling asleep in my arms. I wasn't going to let her sleep on the couch so I took her to my bed. I figured she'd feel awkward if I slept with her in the same bed, so I'm here.

"Luke." Some feminine voice whispers, slightly nudging me. Slowly I open my eyes, revealing the beautiful love of my life: Adeline.

"Mmm.. Hi." I groggily talk. She giggles a little, but looks confused.

"Luke what am I doing here? Why did I wake up in your bed?" She questions as I raise up on my elbows.

"Y-you fell asleep on me last night during the movie, and I put you in my bed. I didn't want to have to go through the trouble of taking you all the way to your flat." Her face flushes, and she looks down at her feet.

"I'll be on my way. My family probably wants to see me. And I don't want to be in the um way." Addy gestures her head towards the sleepy boys who are sprawled on the sofa and the ground.

"No. You don't have-"

Addy shakes her head, cutting me off. "Please. I think I just need some time on my own."

I nod, fully sitting up. "I understand." I get up and open the front door for her to exit. The pang in my chest felt like a ton of bricks weighing me down. 'When will I see you next?' My mind screamed. But I couldn't bring myself to ask her. Truth is I don't know if she'll come back.

"We need to do something today. Just us guys. Let's not worry about the women." Ashton suggests, making me tear away from my glare.

"Well unless we're getting in their pants." Michael cheers. Calum laughs, giving him a fist bump.

"Yeah mate. Let's go clubbing." He says.

When everyone looks at me with expectant eyes, I say, "I- I don't know."

"Aww come on it'll be fun. We'll grab a few drinks and we'll crash at my place in case we get hammered. That way your mum wont find out where you were." Mike pleads. I probably should've thought twice about my answer, but at the time I didn't care.

"Fine." I sigh. "Okay we'll do this."

~xx~

We get to the club around 8pm that night. As soon as we entered the club, I feel the music pumping through my veins. Ashton heads straight to the dance floor, already having girls fall over him. Same goes for Michael. Calum however, follows me to the bar, ordering us a mix of something.

"We need to get lucky like them tonight." Calum says, nodding his head in the guys' direction, in which Michael had a girl on his lap on a sofa in the corner, and Ash was grinding on one.

I smirk, but feel guilty because my heart belongs to one and only one girl in this world. I decide not to respond to him, I just chug on my alcohol. After sometime, Cal and I are still here, ordering now harder, stronger beverages.

"Look at that one." Cal points out, nodding his head in this girls direction. She's clearly staring at him, wanted him to take her on or something. "Don't come look for me. I'll be gone a while." He puts on his charm, strutting over to her.

After Calum left, I looked around for Mike and Ash, but they were no where to be found. For a split second, I saw Ashton being lead by hand by a girl, but then he disappeared. Never did I see Michael or Calum after that.

I sigh, turning over the drink in my hand, letting the liquid slosh around in the cup. The blonde, petite younger gal, much shorter than me, makes eye contact with me when I scan the place for what feels like the 100th time.

I casually nod at her as I let my eyes wonder over her. She smirks, twirling her hair around her finger. I notice that she starts approaching me, so I discreetly turn my body away from her. "Hi hottie. What's a guy like yourself doing all alone at a place like this?" The girls asks me.

I don't answer. She sits down on the stool that once occupied Calum, and strokes my arm. I peer at her, from the side of my eyes. "What's your name? I'm Amanda." 'Amanda' tells me her name, putting her hands on my thigh.

With the alcohol runs through my body and my mind as she rubs me through my jeans. 'If Adeline wont do this for you, someone will.' My mind told me. I knew that wasn't true, but I was getting horny, and I had a person willing to help me with those problems. "I'm Luke. Amanda are you ready for the night of your life?" I put on my playboy attitude, offering my arm to her, letting her lead me out to a place a little more private.