Everything I Didn't Say

Chapter 34

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I was surprised that Adeline agreed to stay over at my place tonight, considering the fact that she can't stand it when she upsets her family. Here lately, though I don't really think she cares anymore. Well to a degree that is.

"Here we are." I grin to her as we reach the drive to my brother's home. A twist of guilt washes over me when I see her smile. She's so good to me, and I can't bare to tell her about Amanda. She didn't even mean anything to me, but I'm scared she'll think otherwise.

I open the door to my bedroom quietly, because my brother was already in bed. Addy lays down her bag on the floor, and starts going through my drawer. "What are you doing?" I chuckle.

"I'm taking a shower. You honestly think that I'm staying in these smelly clothes?" She smiles again. "Plus you didn't really give me time to get clothes from my house."

"Well that's because I like you better in my clothes." I make my voice raspy, knowing that it sends her over the edge. Adeline bites her lip and stands up to allow me to embrace her. "I love you." I whisper. "Your perfection."

"I love you too. You mean a lot to me. More than anything in this world, Luke. And I would do anything for you." She puts her hands on my face and pulls me down to her lips, carefully connecting as if she were guiding me to kiss glass. A smooth, soft, piece of glass.

I trail my hands down her waist and find my hands examining her bum. Adeline presses harder into me, closing off any empty space possible. Even though she was in her gross work clothes, it still doesn't make me want her any less. Addy pulls away, and looks at her feet. "I need a shower now."

"Don't I know." I snicker, following close behind her.

"Who says you get to come?" She bats her eyelashes innocently.

"If I remember correctly, you did." I state, pointing my index finger at her.

"And I could still change my mind."

"But we both know you won't do it. Not tonight anyways, because you want me just as bad as I want you right now." I say in possibly the lowest tone I could muster. A small gasp escapes her lips as her cheeks turn a bright red.

Without another word, she tugs at her top, throwing it to the floor. I smirk and walk over to turn on the water and tear my shirt off on the way back over. "You don't have to watch me." Addy bashfully speaks, hanging her head low whilst she fiddles with the button on her jeans.

I wrap my hands around her wrists making her look up at me. "What I said about you being perfection was true. I mean it whole heartedly. I love every piece of you so there's no need to be ashamed in front of me."

Adeline slowly drops her hands and looks at me. "Then undress me."

I smirk again, and drop to my knees. I place my hand on her now bare waist and with the other, I undo the latch on her jeans slowly sliding them down her thin legs. I cover up the fact that I have to take in the biggest breath not to moan at just the sight of her, so she doesn't think that she affecting me that much. When she's In just her underwear, I look up at her for an 'okay'. She nods, placing her hands my shoulders and putting her lip in between her teeth.

After we are both bare, we stand under the water. We both stare at each other obviously feeling the sexual tension in the air. I bend down and take her lips in my mouth again, sliding my tongue along the bottom of her lip. She allows me access, and we battle for dominance. "Take me Luke." Addy breaths throwing her head back.

Without hesitation, my lips go to her neck finding her sweet spot like I know she likes. Addy breaths heavier and presses to me more. I feel her breasts on my chests which makes me rise beneath her. She sinks to her knees and grabs my enlarged member. Addy's mouth sends shivers down my whole body, and I melt with her touch. I throw my head back with pleasure. "Suck me, baby." I moan, causing her to pick up her pace. Her small hands pump me where her mouth can't reach and her tongue swirls around the vein under my shaft. As I'm close to my high, she takes me in further and makes me hit the back of her throat. She gags a little, and closes her throat against me sending me over the edge.

Addy pulls me out of her mouth so I release on her body. Thankfully the water washes my mess for me. When she stands back up to regain her posture, I push her against the wall, and run my finger along her wet core. Addy moans and bites her lip to keep quiet the best she can. "No Luke I don't need it. Just fuck me." She moans loudly, pulling my fingers away from her, and grabbing for my cock. It doesn't bother me any. I push into her slowly at first, but pick up the pace. Adeline rocks her hips back and forth causing me to hit her g-spot every time. "Fuck." Adeline moans, running her hands down my chest.

"You feel so good, Adeline." I groan, pushing more and more into her. She throws her head on the wall a close her eyes with both pleasure and with the fear the water might get in her eyes. "Luke I'm close." She moans whilst her legs start shaking.

"Wait for me, babe." I groan and thrust harder and faster each time she moans. Finally though, I know she can't hold it any longer so I let my orgasm was over her and I both. I ride out our highs while he both finish off.

"I love you a lot." She giggles, kissing my mouth again.

"Right back at cha." I wink and yawn at the same time. "I'll meet you in bed, I'm tired now."

"Same here. I'm gonna wash and I'll be there."

"Okay babe." I say and wait for her on the bed.

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I think I may have fallen asleep waiting for her because the dip in the bed wakes me. I groan and turn over to see her in my Nirvana shirt that falls past her knees. "Sorry to wake you. Go to sleep." She whispers.

"No it's okay. Come here." I motion for her to lay in my arms.

"Luke?"

"Hmm?"

"How come I have no problem being naked in front of you when we're not doing anything, but when we are about to have sex, I get all uncomfortable and insecure?"

Her question wakes me up some and I wonder the same thing. "I don't know. Maybe you just feel pressured by it. Like you don't fully trust me in that type of situation." I honestly tell her.

"But I know that I do trust you, though. I just feel like you might get bored of what you see, or maybe you won't like it after a while. Cause I'm mean, when you see me naked and we're not doing anything I feel like my nakedness isn't the only thing that your focused on and that's okay."

I chuckle. "Even when you tell me not to look, I look. Your body is too beautiful not to look at." I admit, feeling myself blush.

"Thank you, Luke." I feel her smile, then yawn.

"Good night, my love. We can talk in the morning if you'd like." I mumble feeling myself drift off too.

"I think I'm good now, but thank you. Maybe you can tell me what had you so upset today in the morning. Good night. I love you." Adeline turns on her side and is out like a light.

Me however, don't feel so tired anymore. The thought of having to tell her about Amanda makes me sick.