Bumper Cars [EDITING]

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- Jax POV -

When Tara asked me for a ride home, I saw it as the perfect opportunity to tell her that we couldn't be anything more than friends.

I never expected for her to tell me that she's being stalked by a fed.

I really never expected to be stabbing a fed's radiator, or threatening one.

Lastly, I can honestly say, I didn't expect to end up in her bed, after that.

It felt wrong. No, it felt worse than wrong.

The woman who I love, who I am in love with. The one who keeps forgiving me is at the hospital with my son right now. And I'm in bed with another woman. One who, yes, I do love, but I'm not sure I'm in love with.

While she was in the shower, I quickly got dressed and headed to talk to my mom. The only person who I'm sure could talk any sense into me.

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When I pulled into the clubhouse, I was glad to see that my mom's Cadillac was here, and Henley's truck was not.

If Henley saw me right now, she'd know something was up. She'd see right through my bullshit like she always does, and honestly... I think she'd leave me. I know she loves Abel like he's her own, and hell... He is practically hers, but I don't know if I'd be forgiven this time.

I walked into the office and my mom immediately gave me a look.

"What'd you do, Jackson ?", she asked, reading my expression.

I didn't want to answer her. I already knew she'd flip out. For one, she hates Tara. Secondly, she loves Henley. She practically raised Henley. The day I officially got with Hen, was probably one of the happiest days of my mom's life.

"Jackson", she said in her worried voice, getting up and standing in front of me.

"I don't want her to leave", was all I could say, knowing that my mom would get the rest.

"Neither do I... We both know only one thing could make her go. I'm assuming because you're here, that thing has already happened."

I nodded. It didn't surprised me when my mom slapped the hell out of me.

"She and Abel are the best things that have ever happened to you, Jax."

"I know, ma. I don't want her to go. I just... I don't know what to do."

"You love Tara ?"

"Not as much as I love Henley", I answered, honestly.

"Then Henley doesn't need to know. That shit will just hurt her. You break shit off with Tara and you go home to your old lady at night. Stop fucking around and acting like you're still 18. Be a man, Jackson. Be the man that I raised."

I nodded and hugged her. That was exactly what I needed to hear. As soon as I see her, I'm breaking shit off with Tara.

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I got home, that night, and Henley was on the couch, watching TV.

"Hey, babe", she said, giving me a kiss when I sat on the couch.

I looked at what she was wearing. Black boy shirts and a thin, pink tank top with no bra on. Her dark hair was pulled back into a messy bun. She gave me a tired smile that drove me crazy.

"Come here, babe", I said, motioning for her to sit in my lap.

She did and I immediately pulled her into a deep kiss. I was surprised when she kissed back. I wasn't sure if she was still pissed with me or not.

She pulled my cut, trying to get us as close as physically possible. I turned her around, so that she was straddling me, properly. She smiled into our kiss, as we finally pulled away, both panting.

"I need you to take me, right now, Jackson", she whispered in my ear.

I pulled her tank top off and threw it onto the ground. I placed kisses on her neck as she grinded her hips, causing me to groan.

Usually I try to take it slow with Henley, but right now. I needed her and I could feel how much she needed me. I laid her down on the couch and pulled her boy shorts off, unbuckled my pants and pushed them down to my knees before entering her.

Her screams only motivating me, I thrusted harder and harder until she and I both reached our peaks. I collapsed on top of her, not even bothering to pull out.

"I love you so much Jackson", she said, playing with my hair.

"I love you too, babe", I said, giving her another kiss, that led to round two.

God ! My love for this girl will be the death of me...