Impending • Harry Styles

Chapter Seven

"You fuck me off sometimes!" Mia screams pushing Harry away from her.

"Mia, we didn't do anything, I promise I wouldn't hurt you!"

"Don't say that, don't lie to me. Why was there another girl Harry, WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME?" - "How did I ever trust you." She whispers under her breath.

"Mia I'm so sorry." He says holding her in his arms.

"Harry." Her voice cracks.
"Why?" Tears begin to stream down her face as she sinks into Harry's arms.

At this point the mystery girl who had just ruined Mia's world had already left, like nothing ever happened.

***

Mia decided to surprise Harry by coming to his house a few hours before she's meant to. She feels a shot of adrenaline when she arrives to see another car on his driveway - which isn't his. Confident but also anxious she walks in the front door. She nearly falls to the floor when she notices the high heels next to Harry's boots. Still in denial that Harry could do something like this she calls out his name and no one responds. While her heart is racing she walks down the corridor to Harry's room. Her whole world fell apart when she saw him there with another girl. People across the world probably heard her heart break. Do you know when you're on the verge of crying and you get that hard lump in the back of your throat. She felt this the second she saw him, and felt it for so many days and nights after. Feeling as if she could never trust him again, what would they become now she knew this had happened. How long had he been doing this for. How long had he been using her as another girl, she no longer felt special and the spark in her heart is slowly dying. All the things he's ever said to her, he must have said to someone else. Everything didn't matter to her anymore.

***

Its been 1 week since I've spoken to Harry. Nothing feels the same anymore. I feel like the days drag on and on. I grow weaker everyone day. I don't feel special, I don't feel anything. Crying has become normal and sadness permanent. It's hard to sit there watching my screen light up in his attempts to call me and seeing his beautiful face. I miss the way he held me, the way he whispered in my ear, the way he slowly kissed my neck, the feeling I get just by his touch, I miss his hair, his smile, his jokes. I miss everything about him. It's only been a week, and I know that's not long, but for me it feels like a eternity. I want it to stop, but I don't know how. I lost my world, I've lost everything. I have my family but it's not enough to fill the hole in my heart he left.

"Hey Mia, I miss you. I love you, please talk to me. I miss hearing your sweet voice. I'm so sorry, I hate myself everyday. Mia..." I hear on my voicemail.

It's soothing hearing his voice.

***

"Mia dinners ready." Sarah calls from downstairs.

Mia puts on a brave face and wipes her tears from her eyes and she walks out of her room. She doesn't want Dash and Violet to know anythings wrong.

"Sissy, we're having spagjetty!" Violet claps her hands in excitement.

"It's spaghetti you silly." Mia says poking out her tongue.

"Sit next to me." Says Dash pointing to the empty chair beside him and tugging on Mia's oversized jumper, Harry's jumper.

"No she's sitting with me." Violet crys.

"Vi, dash asked first. Mummy can sit next to you." She lets out a smile.

A smile hiding so much pain.

Violet gives Mia a sad look.

Sarah hands them all of their plates and they begin to eat.

"Thank you Mum, I'm as full as a pig." Mia says while putting her fork and spoon on her plate signalling that she's finished. 

"So how was everyone's day?"

Violet and Dash are too busy eating to realise what's going on.

"My day was fine."

"Has he spoken to you yet?" Sarah whispers to Mia while rubbing her back.

Mia shakes her head.

"I would like to tell everyone something."

"Go on mummy." Violet adds.

"I've been given a promotion at work, so there will be a few people coming over to the house tomorrow to discuss business plans, but this new job means I can be home a lot more then I was before and I won't have to do night shifts, isn't that great!" Sarah announces.

"Congratulations." All three of them say.

***

I drag myself back up stairs and lie down on my bed. The thought that schools tomorrow almost kills me. I realise once again that Harry won't be dropping me off or picking me up and it hurts. I lay on the bed for a while before the tiredness kicks in, I check my phone and it's 1:37am, I guess I should go to sleep but I'm too upset to go to sleep it hurts all to much. I have no friends to talk to about how I feel, I can't talk to my mum or siblings. I have no one. All I had was Harry.

***

My alarm goes off and I remember it's school, I get up, get breakfast, get dressed just the usual ritual before going to hell. I mean school.

As  I'm standing in the kitchen staring at my half eaten bowl of cereal and I notice my mums phone light up.

"When are you coming over I miss you." Shows on the screen with the contact name a 'G'.

"What the fuck?" I whisper under my breath.

"Good morning." I hear mum call.

Shit

I re-position myself to make sure I don't look odd

"So mum what are you doing today?" I ask.

"I'm going to be seeing my new boss, hopefully I get the job."

Shes lying to me.

"Oh yeah." I say negatively.

"You okay honey, I don't like that tone in your voice." She says rubbing my shoulder.

"There's no tone, I'm going to school now, bye." I walk out of the room.

I'm about to cry, mums met another guy and she lied straight to my face. I no longer have Harry to comfort me, could my life possibly get any worse.

I grab my bag and walk out of the house.

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AUTHORS NOTE

Thank you for whoever reads this. The picture with this is actually what I imagine Mia looks like. Anyways have a good day/night.

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