You never noticed

I need your Attention

Almost half of a million, or let just say half of the population living on this earth says that 'Life is practically simple' says who? Google? The billionare? The dancer? The mother? The fucker? The addict? Oh, come on! They were just bluffing. Those are all lies. Who said that life is easy anyway? It just a stupid idiot Quotation and God knows who's that stupid who made that stupid quote.

Well, I believed that, I agree that life is practically simple only for those who has a perfect life and you know who that is. Well, life is really simple. If you live, you live. If you want, you get, If you love, love. If you die, then die. You just need to accept that those things that you never have are not mean't to be yours. Actually only we, we humans, are the ones who made life complicated. Why? Because we have so many doubts. So many options. So many knowledge to know. So many possiblities and so many wrongs.

Just like when a couple planned to run away. The one has the motivation and the other one has not. Why don't they choose what's the best for them? Why don't they choose what makes them happy? You know why the other one hesitated? Because there are people who might get hurt, who might die because of their decision, who might hate them, who might let go of them and they are scared like shit that it will happen someday. That's why you need to choose the very wise decision without hurting yourself and to anyone.

But why me? I didn't do anything. I didn't hurt anyone. But why it hurts me so much? Why's that his ignorance hurt me so much? It's not like I said 'Hey, your dick's small.' I didn't hurt his ego alright?

I only greeted him 'Hello' but I was like a thin air infront of his eyes vanishing slowly. And hell yeah, it hurts to be ignored.

I want his attention. I want his blue light eyes landed on mine. I want his lips talk to me, smile to me like I'm the beautiful girl ever. Okay, I'm hopeless here.

No, seriously. I want your attention Vin. Vin, look at me please.