Niall Horan Imagines

Hate from the fandom...

I sat on the bathroom floor crying with the razor blade between my finger and thumb. Tears went streaming down my cheeks. "My life was stressful before the hate from the fandom" I thought "some family".

I scanned my arms looking for a place to begin, I ended up deciding on my wrists. I took a slice and watched as the blood pooled from the cut, I was feeling relaxed , something I haven't felt in so long.

I took another slice and a knocking at the door began. "Princess? Are you okay? You've been in there for a while." Niall asked worried through the door while jiggling the handle.

"Uhh..." I surveyed my cuts. "Yeah everything's fine" I lied.

"Y/N let me in please." Niall begged. Now I began to panic I didn't want him knowing about this. "Y/N? If you don't open this door I'm gonna knock it down."

I quickly took the razor blade and threw it in the trash can. As it landed in the trash Niall came rushing in swinging the door wide open behind him. I watched as his eyes drifted from mine to my new cuts. "Y/n..." He breathed. "Baby how could you?" He dropped to his knees and grabbed my arm examining it.

I began to tear up again "Niall I'm sorry, the hate became to much.". He looked up at me, his blue eyes wet and sad. "Princess you should know that you can come talk to me, I'll understand. This isn't the way." He told me. He blinked and a couple of tears escaped his eyes.

"Niall.. I'm sorry." I cried. He pulled me into his chest and held me close. "It's fine princess, just please don't do it again. Eh?" I nodded against his chest. "Now let's get these cleaned up".

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Alright so that was kinda dark... If any of you have self harming problems you can come to me for help... If you trust me. In totally trustworthy I actually have a few good friends who harm 😭 but I'm here too help :)

You should stop because it just leaves permanent reminders of what was happening at the time. Talk to someone, write down your feelings, etc. I find these help when in upset. Maybe they'll help you :)

Anyways, vote comment etc. love you 😘