Years later..Everything has changed <3

What did I do? I'M SORRY!

Jenna's POV:

 I soon woke up when I heard talking. "Jenna?" I heard someone call. I stood up to see Liam running around worried. "LIAM!" I shouted. "Omg Jenna, come here baby!" He said crying. I was crying now too. "I-I'm sorry for running away!" I cried. SMACK. "That's for running away." Liam yelled. I was scared now. This was not a dream. This was a nightmare. I ran away from Liam. He's going to hurt me or Ellie might hurt me. I ran into the house to see everyone worried happy to see me. "OMG JENNA, YOU'RE BACK!" Everyone shouted. I looked at Ellie into her small green eyes. I had tears coming down and I ran to my room crying. Why did everyone hate me? What in the world did I do to make Ellie want to physically hurt me? I heard a knock. I wiped my tears and opened it. It was Niall. "Jen, is something wrong?" Niall asked concerned. I nodded. "What happened baby?" Niall asked once more. I took a deep breath and told him everything. I told him about Ellie hurting me, me getting spanked for hitting Ellie when I didn't, getting punched by her, and cutting. When I stopped, I couldn't stop crying. "OMG, shh it's ok babygirl, sh it's ok." Niall said trying to calm me down. 

Niall's POV:

 I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Sweet little Ellie was doing this. "She-she did this." Jenna said and pulled up her shirt. I saw a big black and blue mark on her stomach. "She did that?" I asked. Jenna nodded. "Come here, sh it's ok, I believe you, shh." I said softly to Jenna. "I-I love you Ni-niall." Jenna attempted to say. "I love you too babygirl, come on we gotta tell everyone." I said quietly. I held my hand out to Jenna and she took it. I led her out of her room to be stopped by Ellie. "BITCH!" Ellie screamed and kicked Jenna and ran. "What the hell?" I screamed.  

Ellie's POV:

 I honestly didn't know what was going on with me today. Something changed and I'm being really mean to Jenna. I think I hit her like so many times. I feel really bad but whenever I want to apologize, mean words come out. If Niall tells, I'll be in huge trouble but I deserve it. "ELLIE, GET DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW!" I heard my dad scream. Uh oh. I walked downstairs slowly to see Jenna getting rocked by Niall and my dad with his arms crossed. "Anything you want to say young lady?" My dad asked angrily. "JENNA HIT ME BEFORE SHE RAN AWAY!" I blurted out. I didn't want to blurt it out but it just did. Something in WRONG with me. Everyone looked at Jenna. She was still crying her eyes out, she didn't care. "Ok, no she didn't do anything." I finally confessed. Jenna looked up. "I don't know what's been going on with me, but I've become mean and I hate it!" I cried. "I hurt Jenna by kicking, hitting and making her cut!" I cried. "I'm the worst person ever!" I sobbed. My dad came over and hugged me. "Sh, it's ok." He told me softls y. "Look, you owe Jenna a HUGE apology right?" My dad asked. I nodded. "Ok but first, you're going to get a nice long spanking." My dad announced. I nodded softly and he led me upstairs.

*Sorry, skipping spanking. she gets 100 in total. 45 with paddle, 20 with strap & 25 with the hairbrush.*

I went downstairs to see Jenna still upset. "Jenna?" I asked. No answer. "Jen, please." I pleaded. She didn't even look at me. I honestly felt terrible. "I am so sorry, I really am." I begged. Still no answer. "Sweetie, it'll take time." Niall told me. I nodded softly and started to cry. I wanted her to forgive me. I wanted my cousin but just like an older sister back. "I'll give you time," I said still crying and walked away.

 5 days later:

Jenna's POV:

 I woke up to Ellie sitting on a chair with her guitar. I sat up and listened. Ellie started. "This song is for you Jenna, I am really sorry." Ellie said and with that she started.

 I'm so glad you made time to see me

How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

[Chorus]
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call
Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

[Chorus]
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

*Credits to Taylor Swift.* (Back to December)

I clapped so much once she stopped. I was crying because that meant so much to me. "Aw come here baby, I love you munchkin." I said and hugged her tightly. "I really am sorry" Ellie said once more. "Babygirl, you're forgiven, I love you munchkin." I said and smiled. "I won't ever hit you ever again!" Ellie announced to me. I hoped not. "We'll need to help you with that if it gets out of control." I told her. Ellie giggled and hugged me. My Ellie was back. 

Cute ending. I knowww. Sorry if I didn't add the spanking. TOO LAZYY! but I updated another chap! So yeahhh. Ellie was just being somewhat weird but ends up having like an anger problem that she finds out but i didn't put it in b/c it's really not important so YEAH! Ideas pleaseee! I NEED ideas! Does anyone want to see Kyle/Jenna spanking stuff maybe a public one or one with a gf like Niall and his or Haz and his or even Lou and his wife or Dani & Liam or Perrie & Zayn. So yeah COMMENT PLEASE ! I AM BEGGING YOU TO COMMENT. IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY TO GET COMMENTS & VOTES ! So MY GOAL FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER IS 10 VOTES & 10 COMMENTS. NOT HARD I KNOW! I will start writing once I get ideas but it will NOT be posted till I get my goal. I know I didn't get my goal reached for this but I was bored. So be happy. Thanks! So please comment/vote & fan!!!  Love you all! xoxo

Jenna Payne xo