Years later..Everything has changed <3

She's not the same, what did I do? running away & cutting.

Jenna's POV:

 I was sitting in my room texting Kyle. He's been telling me about this party that we MUST go too. I called him up & told him I'm totally in. I decided not to tell Liam or the boys because they wouldn't want me going out. Overprotective brother & uncles. Ow. My arm still hurt from Ellie hitting it with a block when I told her I couldn't play with her. I let it go though because I loved her.  -_-  "Jenna!" Uncle Louis called from downstairs. "Yeah?" I called back. "Come down here please!" He shouted. I didn't know what was going on but I went down to see him red as a tomato. "Why did you hit Ellie?" Uncle Louis asked mad. "I didn't!" I yelled. SMACK. "First off, don't yell." He said sternly. "I didn't hit Ellie!" I cried out. Great. I never get believed. "Ellie is CRYING and telling me YOU hit her!" Uncle Louis told me angrily. I looked down at Ellie. She was crying but I could see it's fake. "She's lying you idiot!" I blurted out. I walked away not caring. Two seconds later I'm in my room over Uncle Louis's lap.

*Flashback*

 "Ellie, please go away." I said nicely. "You never want to play you big meanie!" Ellie shouted back. "Look, El I have homework, I'll play later, I promise." I said and put up my pinky but Ellie slapped it away. "I wish you weren't my cousin you big fat meanie!" Ellie screamed and grabbed a lego and hit my arm. "Ow!" I whimpered. Ellie isn't the same person, what happened? My arm was bruised just from one lego block. "Please get out." I said quietly. Ellie got out and I plopped on my head and texted my boyfriend. Then I was called down to Uncle Louis on why I hit poor Ellie.

*Now*

"Uncle Louis, please I didn't hit Ellie!" I pleaded. Smack after smack went on my bare bum. SMACK SMACK SMACK I don't believe you SMACK SMACK SMACK young lady SMACK SMACK SMACK she's younger SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK then you SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK you do NOT hit SMACK SMACK SMACK anyone SMACK SMACK got it SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK. I didn't answer. I didn't do anything. Ellie's the one who hurt me. SMACK. "I said do you understand me?" Uncle Louis asked once more. Again, I didn't answer. SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK. "Will you answer now or should I get the spoon?" Uncle Louis asked sternly. I was just sobbing, I couldn't answer. He took me off his lap & got the spoon and put me back over. SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK. "OWWWWW!" I finally said. "OKK OK, I'M SORRY OK PLEASE!" I begged. I didn't know why I was apologizing but I just wanted it over. SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMAKCK SMACK SMACK SMACK. Uncle Louis stopped and pulled everything up. I hissed as it hit my bottom. "I love you" Uncle Louis simply said, kissed my forehead & directed me to the corner for cornertime. "Hands on your head, no rubbing." Uncle Louis said sternly. I nodded and cried once he left. I didn't deserve this. I didn't deserve any of this. I heard the door open. It was Ellie. I turned around to see Ellie laughing. "HAHAHAHA YOU GOT SPANKED!" Ellie screamed. I ignored her while she made rude comments about me. Ellie came up to me and hit me in the leg. Hard. I winced as it hurt. "What happened to my sweet little Ellie?" I asked myself.  Ellie slapped my butt hard and left the room. I wanted to run away. "Why does she hate me?" I asked myself. "What did I ever do?" I asked myself. I started crying real bad. I soon heard someone open the door. It wasn't Ellie but it was Liam. "Babe, you ok?" He asked. I nodded my head softly but knowing me I wasn't ok. "Jen, you can get out of cornertime." Liam said and kissed my head. I nodded and laid on my stomach only to see Ellie back in my room wanting to punch me. I screamed. "GET AWAY!" I cried and opened my window and ran. I heard the boys come in but it was too late. I was gone. I didn't know what happened with me & Ellie's relationship. 

Louis's POV:

I heard screaming coming from Jenna's room. I saw Ellie standing there but no Jenna. She ran away. Why? "El, what happened?" I asked concerned. Ellie shrugged and walked away. I was suspicious. "JENNA?!" I screamed from the window. No answer. I ran downstairs to tell the boys and yep they panicked. This happened before, I hate it. 

Jenna's POV:

 I'm sitting by a tree crying my eyes out. I have a razor in my bag so I take it out. Cut. Worthless. Cut. Fat. Cut. ashamed. Cut. ellie hates me. Cut. I hate life. Cut. Everyone hates me. I started hysterically crying even more and soon fell asleep. I wanted this to be all a dream. I couldn't take it anymore. 

A/U: Hi guys. I am updating even though I didn't reach my goal. I'm upset too that I didn't reach it but oh well. Anyway, chapter's up! Sad chapter I know. I was crying as I was writing this. Idk. I liked kinda writing this as "Evil" Ellie but something happens that makes her that or something else. Maybe it's a dream? :OOOO It's a secret till next chapter! So hope you enjoyed! Vote/comment/add IDEAS for AFTER the next part please! Thanks so much!!!! :)

Jenna Payne xoxo