Chapter Twenty Five
I parked the car in front of the grave and got out with the flowers.
"Do we come?" Ariana asks.
"No I'll come back soon. Wait here." I said and went off.
I reached my parents grave. This grave only had the stone, no bodies because my parents bodies had been burned. This was there so that we could come and meet our parents.
I bent down and put the flowers in front of it.
"Mom, Dad I miss you. Please forgive me, for forcing you to go to the concert that day. I never knew what would happen. I love you and always will...."
I continued, telling them about my friends, about how Meg had come and where we were going. Then I told them about Mia's marriage and Alex. I told them how Alex was very nice to me.
Then I choked down my tears and went back to the car.
I sat down and started the car without saying anything. Chris took my hand and held it. That was really good of him because it made me realize that I was alive and still a part of the world.
I looked at Chris momentarily. The song playing in the radio was almost depicting me. Was this some kind of a joke? How do they know what I'm feeling. Nevertheless I started singing softly.
When you feel my heat look into my eyes.
Its where my demons hide, its where my demons hide.
Don't get too close, its dark inside...And the song continued, faith was surely playing with me.
Again Chris was staring at me.
"What?" I asked looking at him for a moment before concentrating on the road again.
"Nothing" he said and left my hand.
Aww why did he do that? I was liking it. It made me less sad. I continued driving and I soon parked the car beside the amusement park.
It was named Trivoli, we took the entry tickets and went in.
Meg was walking in front of me and Chris, with Ariana and Connor. She was purposely trying to leave me alone with Chris. That was kind of sweet of her.
Chris took my hand in his again and this time intertwined his fingers in mine. A chill ran down my spine as he did that.
I looked at him and smiled. He smiled back and we went together towards the rides.
Ariana, Connor and Meg stopped in front of the roalercoaster, cyclone. God this one was huge. It looked scary, I didn't want to ride this one.
"Let's go on this one." Connor announced.
Ariana and Meg nodded in agreement. I looked at Chris who also looked haply about it. Seriously? Was I the only one?
"Um...I don't know." I said.
"Aw c'mon you have to come." Chris said jerking my arm.
I pulled my hand away from his and glared at him. I know there was no going back. These people would make me ride it anyhow.
A group of kids went ahead and stood in line.
Meg looked at me, "Look kids are going on it too. Now C'mon." she pulled me into the line.
I rolled my eyes at them. We reached the place where we sat on the thing. Chris sat beside me, Connor sat with a kid and the Ariana and Meg sat together.
Meg and Ariana kept winking at me whenever I looked back. Those bitches. They were doing all of this on purpose. I hate them.
I looked at Chris who was looking at me in amusement.
"What?" I asked.
"You look scared." He stated the obvious.
"No I'm not." I said.
"Oh you so are." He laughed.
I snorted. The thing started, and I held Chris' arm tightly. I hope I don't fall. In the starting I felt really scared but by the end it was actually cool.
We got down and Connor asked me how it was.
"Oh my god it was so cool." I said jumping up and down.
"Really? But I thought you were scared." Chris said with a mischievous grin.
I narrowed my eyes at him, and then started walking beside Connor.
"Doesn't matter she found it cool. Right?" Connor said defending me.
I struck my tongue out at Chris.
"How mature" he said before coming from behind me and pulled my shrug. The shrug slid of my shoulder. Shit. I pulled it back and turned around ready to shout at Chris but he looked shocked. Had he seen it?
"Do you have a tattoo?" Chris asked coming beside me when Connor went to talk to the girls.
"Um...no?" I said and looked at him, he looks said that he knew the truth. "Yes" I whispered softly and looked down at my feet.
"Can I look at it?" Chris asked.
"Its not very nice." I said.
"It doesnt matter show it. And when did you get it?" Chris asked.
"I won't show it." I said ignoring the second question.
"I'll see it somehow." he said smirking at me.
I rolled my eyes at him.
"When did you get it?" he asked.
"Before coming here." I said softly so that he couldn't hear but he did.
I knew he did. He nodded and didn't say anything.
We rode on a lot of other rides, before sitting on the grass in front of pizzeria.
I opened my shrug, forgetting about my tattoo. Meg got up and came next to me.
"You have a tattoo? Why didn't you tell me?" Meg said.
"I'm sorry Meg." I said.
"Its really beautiful. It looks sexy." Meg said smirking at me.
I rolled my eyes. I knew what she meant. I hate her. But atleast she didn't know why I had made it, I really was ashamed of it. Really was.
"Of course it does, it is done on me that's why." I sassed ignoring my thoughts.
She struck her tongue out at me and went to order food.
I sat down, beside Ariana and Chris came and sat beside me.
He leaned towards me and whispered into my ear ,"Nice tattoo"
I smiled at him. He smiled back.
Connor and Ariana were also shocked after seeing my tattoo, but they acknowledged the design.Soon Meg was back with two pizza's and coke. We all began to feast at it and talk.
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Picture of lily's tattoo design in media. Its only the design, the location is different.
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