Until Forever

So We Finally Meet

Chapter 7: So We Finally Meet

MY P.O.V:

We were still face to face and I was really enjoying the moment. But then my clumsiness got in the way and I nearly tripped again! It was so embarrassing! But then he caught me again before I fell. His face brushed the side of my face. , he whispered, his hot breath tickling my ear. . Surprisingly, I did feel really safe in his arms. I just stood there quietly. Shit! I should say something! , was all I managed to say. Argh! I can never talk normally to anyone! He probably thinks I'm a freak. And I'm guessing I was right because he stood there for a while, then ran away! What?!? I didn't want him to leave! , I called after him. . Okay, so I probably sounded like a desperate loser, but I don't care! I wanted to talk to him! I did the first thing that came to mind, I ran after him!

I had a very strong desire to go talk to him. I wanted him! No! Not in that way! I'm not a slut! I've only had one boyfriend. That dick Eric! But whatever happened between us is over. I loved him to pieces! I really did! He was my everything! He made me feel beautiful! Ever since that day I saw Victoria eating Eric's face, my world was shattered. Everything he said to me was a lie! He was the only person that made me feel beautiful! After that, I felt so worthless. I felt like a loser! I felt so used! I didn't tell my mom about it because she was already so stressed with work. I thought that would be the end of Eric; but it wasn't. I broke up with him a few months ago. But a day before I came to LA, he came over to my house. My mom wasn't home, so when I opened the door, he barged inside! I was scared and didn't know what to do! He told me he still loved me and wanted me back! But I could never I back to a liar! I told him never, but he pushed me up against the wall and kissed me for so long! It was disgusting and I could smell alcohol in his breath; I felt so sick! I pushed him off and he got really mad. And then he...................he did something horrible. I wake up every night screaming, remembering it. He raped me.

I never told anyone about that; not even my mom. I didn't know what to do, so I started cutting myself. I went to the bathroom after that incident to cry, and then I found a razor. I knew it wasn't the right thing to do, but what choice did I have? He told me that if anyone found out about it, he would come and kill me! I slowly brought the blade to my wrist. The pain was excruciating and unbearable, but at the same time, it felt so good. All of my problems were flowing away, just like all of the blood coming out of the cuts was flowing away. I cut my arms and my legs and I've been doing that since. The cuts have healed so there's just a few scars. But I always made up an excuse if anyone asked. I'd say that I fell off my bike, accidentally cut myself when I was peeling apples, or whatever. And surprisingly they believed it.

Oh! Finally! I see that boy! The mystery boy who I was chasing! Wow, I sounded like a complete loser there! Shoot! I think he noticed me too, because he started speeding up! Man that boy can run! I increased my speed too, until my phone started vibrating in my pocket. I stopped to check my phone, assuming my mom was texting me. But it was from............Eric! What did he want now? I read the text and he said that I look good in shorts. How the hell did he know I was wearing shorts? I got scared, really scared! I started to increase my speed even more. To my luck I saw my dad standing beside that mystery boy! Game over! Now I'll know his name!

As I came there, I heard my dad say, . My jaw dropped and I was filled with rage! The mystery boy was...I mean is Logan! So Logan was here the whole time! He looked kinda frightened, probably from my death stare. , I said giving a fake smile to my dad. Who am I kidding? That smile was real! I finally get to meet him and he couldn't run off this time! Wow I sounded desperate! Anyways, my dad left us two and we walked over to a nearby table and sat down on the chairs, He wasn't talking, so I figured I would have to start conversation. Wow, dad wasn't lying about him being so quiet. , I managed to smile. God I was bad at introducing myself. . He slightly looked up. Wow he was really.......wow! His piercing blue eyes bore into mine and I felt myself blush slightly. He continued talking. . Logan Baker....nice name! Wait! How come I didn't realize this earlier! Logan was the person who I bumped into when I came in the studio crying, and he carried me to the empty dressing room and called the doctor. He was also the same mystery guy who caught me.....twice! I didn't notice that I said all of that aloud! , he blushed slightly. I felt my face go hot! I can't believe I said all of that out loud! Well, I guess I have to say thanks now. . , I yelled. SHIT! I said my thoughts aloud...again! He looked at me and smiled. . I knew he wasn't attempting to flirt because he was looking down while saying that. I was really enjoying the moment, but we had to get to work.

, I asked him. He furrowed his eyebrows. Wow he looked cute when he was thinking! . Wow, I didn't know he was that deep! He looked up at me. . I looked down, a little embarrassed. . His face lit up as if he had an idea. , he said while grinning. I couldn't help but grin back; his smile was so contagious! I asked. He hesitated a little, but took my phone and added his number in my phone, and I did the same. He took a goofy picture of himself on my phone and made it his contact picture and I couldn't help but laugh! Then my dad came over to us. , he smiled. . Logan gave me a questioning look. I gave him that I'll tell you later look and then left with my dad. We started driving and I could feel the butterflies in my stomach. . . Well that's what he said about Karen too and I hate her with a passion so I'm not quite sure about Vicky. But then again, Karen is a wannabe 18 year old, while Vicky is an actual 18 year old. OMG I'm so excited! We pulled onto the driveway and the door flung open, with Vicky standing in the entrance. My face dropped to the ground when I saw her. Literally!