Until Forever

Stained

Chapter 28: Stained

MY P.O.V:

I woke up after feeling something on my face. I took it off and saw that it was a note from Logan. It said, 'Good morning beautiful! I wish I could've stayed until you woke up, but I had to go because I recently got a job. I work at a photography class and teach photography. It's really fun and I get paid a lot of money too! I won't be back until 3pm, so until then, have fun! Love you! xxx -Logan'. I checked the time and saw that it was 10am. I was planning on chilling with Victoria today. I got out of bed and was about to fold my blankets, but I froze. My white bedsheets were covered in blood! I started to freak out and quickly called Victoria over. Within a couple of minutes she came. , she asked as she came to my room. She froze when she saw my bed. , she said and booked an appointment for 10:30am. It was already 10:15am so we got in her car and she began to drive. , she asked worriedly. , I said. , Victoria asked impatiently. , I said. Victoria pulled the brakes and I nearly hit my head. , she gasped. , I muttered. She continued driving and we made it to the hospital. We both quickly went to the doctor's office; the same doctor I went to for the pregnancy test. She took me in a room and conducted a few tests. Then Victoria and I waited in the waiting room for 45 minutes. Victoria was pacing back and forth and I quietly sat there. This has to be a dream! No way did anything happen to my baby! My baby couldn't be dead! Then the doctor called Victoria and I in her office. She looked me in the eye and took a deep breath. , she said quietly. I was paralyzed and couldn't move. Do my ears deceive me? That couldn't have been what she said! No way did she say that! My baby couldn't have died.

water?>, the doctor asked.

, I asked her. , she said. Victoria enveloped me in a hug, but I pushed her off and ran outside of the hospital. I ran far away from the hospital. I kept running until I reached that park Logan took me to before. I ran under a big oak tree and sat down. I pulled my knees to my chest and started crying. This couldn't be true! It had to be a dream!

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VICTORIA'S P.O.V:

I woke up after hearing my phone ring. I groaned and put the phone to my ear. , I said. Sophie was on the other end and she was freaking out. She said how she found blood all over her bed and she didn't know what to do and Logan wasn't home either. I jumped out of bed and drove to her house. I went to her bedroom and froze when I saw the blood. I had a feeling I knew what happened, but I didn't want to scare her so I stayed quiet. We drove to the hospital after I booked an appointment and Sophie told me what happened yesterday at the mall. I was so shocked that I slammed the brakes. We drove to the hospital and Sophie did a few tests. After the longest wait in my life, the doctor called us in. I already had a bad feeling and I was right. The doctor told us that Sophie had a miscarriage. Sophie was frozen and she turned really pale. I felt so bad for her but I waited for her to say something before I comforted her. She asked the doctor again, not believing her. I felt so bad for Sophie and hugged her, but she pushed me off and ran out of the hospital. I figured she needed some time alone for a while, so I left her and went to her house. I changed the bedsheets and put new ones on. After an hour, I called her but she wasn't answering. I got scared and called Logan. , he said. , I started off and told him everything that happened. , I sobbed. , he said and hung up. I drove back to Michael's house and called Ted, Jen and Liam. When they came, I told everyone what happened. We were all upset, but worried about Sophie. Where could she be?

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MY P.O.V:

I stayed under that tree and cried for what felt like hours. I couldn't stop! It was all my fault that my poor baby died! I wasn't careful enough! I knew I couldn't be a mom! I cried even more and had my knees pulled up to my chest. Then I heard footsteps approach me and got a little scared. Before I could do anything, that figure sat down in front of me. I looked up and saw the love of my life in right in front of me. , Logan began, but I cut him off. , I cried. , he sighed. , he said. I looked up at him and saw that he was crying. , I said. Logan's sad blue eyes were instantly filled with rage and hate. , he yelled. I was shocked. I didn't expect him to say that. , he said and started to cry even more. , I called. , he said and gave me his car keys. , he said. , I asked. , he said and walked away. I started to cry even more. I lost 2 people that meant the world to me! My baby and boyfriend!

I went to find his car and drove to our house. I was hoping to find him there, but he wasn't. Where the hell did he go? I called Victoria but she said after their phone call, she didn't talk to him. I called Liam and he said that Logan came to his house and went straight to his room and locked the door. Liam also said that he heard Logan crying; and he's never heard Logan cry that much before. The only time he cried that much was when his father died. He said that whenever Logan cried a lot, he would start hiccuping and he only did that when his father died, and today. My heart sank, no shattered when Liam told me that. I stayed at my house waiting for Logan to come home; but he never did. 2 weeks passed and he still didn't come back. I was missing him so much! Victoria forced me to come over to my dad's place, but I really wasn't in the mood. I tried calling Logan, but he didn't answer. I got really mad so I threw my phone at the wall. I saw it break into a thousand pieces. I tried to rid myself of these memories, so I tried to go to sleep. It was useless because the memories kept on coming back. I went through the bathroom cabinets and found my sleeping pills. I popped 2 in my mouth, but it wasn't helping. So I poured the whole container in my mouth and washed it down with water. I felt kinda dizzy and I felt really heavy. The last thing I remembered was closing my eyes.

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LOGAN'S P.O.V:

I ran back to my house and stormed in. , Liam asked as I quietly sobbed. I ran to my room and slammed the door shut. I sulked in a corner and started crying. After 20 minutes of crying, I started hiccuping. Only Liam and I knew why that happened. When I cry a lot, I hiccup. Like when my dad died. A few weeks passed since I found out about the miscarriage. I couldn't believe that Sophie wasn't careful enough! She killed my own child! How could I forgive her? My mom and Ted started getting really worried for me. So instead of moping around all day, I decided to go back to my place. Not to talk to Sophie, but to cry in one of the spare rooms without anyone bothering you. I walked over to our house, because it wasn't that far. I saw the car on the driveway, so I knew she was home. Not that I even cared about her being home. I walked inside but it was awfully quiet. I walked into my room and saw nobody there. I was about to go to sleep, but I was thirsty. I didn't want to go all the way down, so I went to our bathroom to get water. I froze as soon as I walked in. Sophie laid on the bathroom floor, lifeless with a container in her hand. I took the container and saw that it was her sleeping pills. This container was full, but now it was empty! I quickly called the ambulance and they came and took Sophie. I called Michael, Ted, my mom, Liam and Victoria and drove to the hospital in my car. I found her room and asked the doctor if she's gonna be alright. , she said and I sat in the waiting room with my head in my hands. I was mad at her, but I wanted Sophie to be okay more than I wanted a baby!