FALLING FOR MR CEO

Chapter Thirteen:Reality Check(UNEDITED)

To live the dream,you must survive the nightmare.

A picture of Harrison's outfit.

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Harrison's POV.

I walked into the club and the place was pretty crowded with people even though it was on a tuesday.The speaker's were blasting and the dance floor was packed with people moving to the beat.I made my way to the V.I.P Lounge and made myself comfortable before ordering my usual drink.I usually come to this club because it was the hottest in town.

Soon after,the waitress dressed in shorts paired with a really tight shirt you could practically see her boobs competing for space arrived with my drink.She bent over slowly as she placed my drink on the table with a piece of paper attached to it.On it was her phone number.She left but not without giving me one of her flirtatious shake of the hips.I sipped my drink while starring at the paper,after looking at it thoroughly,i tossed it away.

Thirty minutes later,i was dead drunk.This was the only way i could forget about bridget.I have been trying to avoid her for a while now but it was harder than i thought..I had tried going back to my old way's of sleeping with anything on skirt but i only ended up comparing them to bridget.I remember calling one of my 'sex buddies',who were high class model's by the way.She came over to my place looking all dolled up but i just couldn't find her appealing so i had to sent her home and so you know,she wasn't at all pleased..let's just say i ended up learning interesting new words.I just couldn't shake the thought of her from my head,my soul,my heart..It was fraustrating to say the least.

"What have you done to me?"I lamented to myself.She was like a drug and i was addicted.This right here,was my fix.

After taking in a few more drink's,i could barely stand upright.while staggering,a dark haired lady caught me and supported me.She was also drunk but seeing as we weren't kissing the floor,i'ld say she was fairly sane.

"Easy now handsome."The lady said while trying to hold me steady.

"Bridget,is that you?..You look beautiful..My beautiful bridget."i said as i tried to caress her face.

"Who is bridget..You are drunk.I'm also drunk but you,hahaha..Ok where are your key's handsome.Let's take this party to your place."She dipped her hand in my pocket looking for the key's to my car.After finding it,we left the club holding on to each other for dear life and laughing over the colour of her dress.

We tried entering the car but the bouncer's would not let us.We ended up taking a cab to my Penthouse.How we got into the building and into my bedroom remain's a mystery.All i remember was that i slept like a log of wood immediately my head hit the pillow.

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I woke up to the sound of my door bell disturbing my peacefull sleep,plus my head felt like it was about to explode.I got out of the bed slowly and i noticed i was wearing just my Jeans.I was perplexed because i didn't remember changing clothes or even coming home.I was still trying to jog my memory when i heard the door bell ring again.

I started heading down the stairs to open the door but i heard the door suddenly burst open.Strange,Max must still be asleep by now and the maid usually come's over mostly during the weekend's or during emegencies.As i climbed down the stairs,i saw a woman dressed in my shirt speaking to the person behind the door.On a closer look,I saw bridget behind the door.I knew i wasn't seeing thing's because i could regonise that beautiful long thick mass of hair with beautiful piecing eyes anywhere,anytime.I rushed to the door while yelling her name because she seemed to be going back.

"Bridget,Bridget wait up.."i ran after her without caring if i was dressed only in jeans.

she turned around angrily and the look i saw on her face tore me to piece's.

"Is this the reason you've been avoiding my calls?,i know your all high and mighty but at least i deserve some respect.I considered you my friend and if this is the way you treat your 'Friends',i hate to see how you treat your enemies."

"Bridget its not what you think,please let me explain" I said trying to defend myself.

"You have no idea what i think and besides,you owe me no explanation.Its not like i was important enough to atleast pick up the damn phone and say 'hy bridget,i'm sorry but i can't pick your call's because i'm screwing someone at the moment'..I'm sorry for bordering you.I think i'll take my leave now".She turned around to leave but i reached for her hand.

"Don't you dare..I'm just glad i get to see the real you and to be honest Mr Harrison,i hate the like's of you.Jerk's like you who think they are so high and mighty and can treat people like trash.I want nothing to do with you and if i see your face ever again,it would be too soon...One last thing,if i ever see you even 10 kilometers from me,so help me God...Have a good night" As she said each word,she tore a piece of my heart.She stormed out angrily and i could do nothing to stop her.At that moment,i knew i had lost whatever kind of relationship i had with her.I had lost her friendship and trust.

she left me standing outside watching her retreating form.That was when i felt it.

Emptiness..Total and complete emptiness.

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I got back into the house after standing outside hopelessly..I was filled with so much anger and when i saw the woman in my home,my anger only grew.
Thankfully she was dressed in her own clothes.She was pacing back and forth in my living room when i walked in.She stopped when she saw me and by the look on her face,she was scared..damn right.

"In one sentence,tell me who the hell you are and how the fuck you got into my home." With each question i walked over to her slowly like a predator eyeing his prey.

"We met at the club and you were so drunk so i brought you home and i swear nothing happened betwen us.I wore your shirt because you vomited on mine so i had to wash it" She said without taking a pause.After her explanation everything came back to me.This was all my fucking fault.

"Thank you for everything.Have this..for your trouble" her facial expressiom softened as i gave her a wad of cash.She took it eagerly and headed for the still opened door.

What she said before she left,left me in deep thought."She will forgive you eventually..I can tell she love's you and by the look on your face,it's obvious you feel the same way.Don't stop begging for her forgiveness" Could it be that i was inlove with bridget.is that what i always felt when i was with her and when i wasn't with her, i felt like i couldn't breath.i needed answer's to those question's but what i was certain of was that,i wouldn't give up,no matter how long it takes to get her forgivness.

I locked my door,checked up on max who was soundly sleeping before i got to my room.I laid on my bed feeling stupid,fraustrated and empty.

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I got home past eleven and i went straight to my room.I locked my door and slowly slided down until i reached the floor.With my face touching my knees,i cried..i cried like i had never cried before because i felt so broken.

"How could i have been so stupid..so blind." The more i thought of it,the more i cried.I cried untill nothing was left.How stupid of me to have thought we had a connection.

"That only happen's in the movies'..The girl get's the quy,the prince saves the damsel in distress..hahaha.What a joke" I was so upset with him,with myself for feeling so much pain.We were not lover's and beside's we have only known each other for a short time.Why i felt this much pain left me dumbfounded but deep down,i already knew the answer.

"I'm in love with him..I'm in love with that bastard" The thought of that only made me cry harder.I ended up sleeping on the floor not caring about the pain it would cause my body because as far as i was concerned,nothing could surpass the pain i felt in my heart.