Why Me?

Stories and Betrayal

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-----Louis P.O.V-----

I felt myself collapse as I realised what happened. "No" I whispered as my body went limp. I didn't black out. More like I was dreaming but awake. Almost.

I was aware of my surroundings but didn't know what to do. My mind was gone but my body, sole, brain everything else was still there.

Everything starts to blur and my thoughts jumbled together. My heart felt like it was broken into pieces, unable to be whole again. What was this? Why did I feel so empty? So broken? So... lost?

I felt like a an elephant was sitting on my cheat, constricting my lungs but I was breathing fine. Everyone was trying to talk to me, assure me things will be fine. Zayns trying to get my attention, but I don't want to talk.

"Shut up. Shut up. Shut UP!" I say loudly and get to my feet quickly. I have a sudden burst of adrenaline I need to get out. I start running, hearing footsteps behind me.

I keep running an running and running until I'm in a deserted hallway. I rush into a random room and lean against the door, hear pounding, blood pumping. I slide down against the door an put my head in my hand.

"Excuse me." I hear a small voice say. I look up, slightly startled to see a little girl in a bed. She looks so fragile, her skin almost thin enough to rip if she gets wet. He had a bright orange bandanna wrapped around her head and a smile on her face.

"I'm Haylee." she says. I give her a small smile. She looked familiar but I can't remember from where. "Hi Haylee. I'm-"

"Oh I know who you are." she cuts me off. "I dont think you remember me, but I was pulled onstage at one of your concerts a few months ago." she said proudly. A spark of memory ignites in my head. Of course! That was the girl Annie had us bring on stage!

Annie. The name leaves an ache in my chest. A dull throbbing of pain in my head.

I smile at the girl again. "I do remember. My... friend A-Annie got you." I say, chocking up an Annie. I don't know why I'm freaking out about this so much.

He'd eyes light up. "You do?" she smile so wide I was worried her face would split. "That was the best night of my life. The tickets were a present from my grand parents. They sent them when they heard." she said, smiling at the memory. This girl couldn't have been older than 8.

"Herd what Hails? Mind if I call you that?" she smiled and shook her head. "Its cool. And they sent them when they heard I had been diagnosed with leukaemia." I let out a small gasp and he gave me a half smile. "Not to bad. Everything was fine until the treatment stopped working." she stopped herself.

"You probably don't wanna hear this though." she looked down at her little boney hands, embarrassed. "Hails, I would like to hear your story." she smiled at me and I smiled back.

"Well it started months ago. My mom noticed I had become weaker and a bunch of other stuff. She brought me to the hospital and I had tests done. Then the results came back: I had stage 1 leukaemia." She told it like a twisted fairy tail that already was obviously didn't have a happy ending.

"So I got my treatment and such and everything was fine. But then it stopped working. The doctors didn't know what was going on. Two had no explanations other than how long I had left. This was all two months ago." Why does all this have to such an innocent girl?

"I'm so sorry Hails. Is there some way I can help?" I asked softly. She shook her head. "No. I just have to make the most of what I have left." She seemed do calm and relaxed. Like she didn't have a set time to live or a deadly disease.

I smiled at her. "Hails, I promise to come visit you as much as possible. I'll make the rest of your time the best. If you want me to of course." I smiled at her. She gasped and her eyes were as wide as soccer balls.

"Really?" se said in disbelief. I nodded with a big smile on my face. She yawned an layer back in her bed, then smiled. "Get some sleep. I'll come see you soon ok Hails?" she modded an closed her eyes.

Almost imeadietly she was asleep.

I smiled to myself, but it soon dropped as I focused on the present. I walked out of the room and ran to the floor Julie an Niall were on. I walked in to see Harry curled up in a ball on the couch. His shoulders were shaking and I could tell he was crying.

I ran over and day ext to him, he automatically curling into my lap. He shook with silent sobs and I rube his back whispering soothing words to him. "Shed really gone Lou. My sister, she's just...gone. Just like that." she whispered as he began to calm down.

I choked back a wave a sadness beginning to overwhelm me. Instead, I just nodded. "I know Harry. But we can't forget what the doctor told us. He told us her chances were slim. You know this." I tried to make him feel a bit ether.

I don't think it was working to well.

He sighs and sits up, rubbing his red eyes. "I know. The doctor said we couldn't see her... body either." he said. A frown appeared on my face. "Why not?" he shrugged and I just brushed it of.

He wiped the remaining tears from his face and took a deep breath. "Let's go see the others. We can visit them together now." I got up and followed him to Julies room. When we walked in, she was sitting in the middle of the floor, with a phone in her hand.

Her eyes were wide and a hand was over her mouth. "Julie?" Harry asked in a concerned tone. "What's wrong?" she just turn the phone around and the pictures made Harry face go red with anger and his fists clench until they were White.

Nathan was kissing a girl happily and the caption said the picture had been taken earlier. She had been sent a link according to the message.

She wasn't crying- not that I expected her to, I mean it's Julie- but she looked almost depressed. Harry sat down next to her and wrapped his arms around her shoulders. "It'll be ok. I'll kill him for you." he said and she smiled sadly.

"Thanks Harry." she hugged him back an I just left the room. I went to see Niall an the sight I walked into was not what I expected.

"Macies here!?" I exclaimed. He looked at me with a deer in the headlights expression.

He told us he broke up with her but here they were. Snogging.

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