Better Days (Completed)

- We All Going Through It...

Chris(top left), Jasmine(top right), August(bottom left), Aria(bottom right)

Okay guys, so I just want to address that some of the stuff I write in this book is stuff that I've been through personally or have witnessed. I know some things may come off as funny but it's really not. Not type of abuse is funny, no type of abuse is okay. I'm trying to reach every aspect of the word with this book because it is real life and people do go through it. Whether it be physical, emotional or verbal. Whether it come from your father, spouse, friend, or stranger it's all wrong so please be mindful.

Enjoy ❤️

Iyasia

I'd been feeling a little up in spirits lately. Ky & Jasmine stopped by every now and again and I appreciated their company but I couldn't expect them to babysit me all the time. So today I pampered myself, nails and hair done and a little bit of shopping.

I was hanging up my new clothes and was interrupted by a knock on the door.

"I told Ky and Jasmine and I couldn't hang out today what the hell." I mumbled to myself.

I swung the door open. "I told yal I-" my body froze in place coming to terms with who was standing in front of me.

"Wassup A?"

"August um.. what are you doing here?" He looked so damn good and obviously he was doing a lot better physically.

"I came ta talk, you busy or sum?"

"No no, come in." I stepped aside and allowed him in. I inhaled is smell which I've missed so much.

He sat on the couch and I sat next to him with a decent amount of space in between.

"First I want to say, I apologize for putting my hands on you. Someone helped me realize how out of line that was, how it can really fuck you up in the long run."

I was curious to know who the someone was but didn't need this conversation ending any other way than us being okay again. Plus I had no right to question him about anything right now.

"August-"

"I also wanna say I apologize fo da shit I said ta you Asia, none of dat shit was cool. I wanted you ta feel every bit of pain I felt. When I told you I loved you I meant dat shit, I meant it mo' and mo' every time I said it. You did a nigga dirty for real and I'm all fucked up emotionally cus of dat.

It grew silent for a moment before he spoke again.

"Do you remember the day we found Latoya cheating on me?" He said while looking directly at me.

I sighed not wanting the conversation to take this route but I knew it was impossible to avoid and as much as I wanted to I couldn't look in eyes right now, not knowing what I did.

"Yeah, I remember." I said softly.

"Remember you was pissed off when you thought I was forgivin ha?"

"Yeah." I said trying to keep all my emotions together.

"Why?"

"Why what?"

"Why it pissed you off that you thought I was forgiving ha?"

I took a deep breath before I spoke. "Cause you're a good guy and you didn't deserve that. You deserve the world."

"So why?" He said and his voice began to crack.

"August listen-"

"Just answer it please." He said with his hands over his eyes clearly trying to hide his tears.