Anticipation//The Ship

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The weekend soon came and Troye and Connor were headed to Troyes house again for another sleepover.

"Con, do you want to get some coffee first and then head over to my house?" Troye asked as they walked down the sidewalk out of school.

"Ooooo. Best idea ever!" Connor told him.

"Because it includes coffee?"

"You know me so well." Connor put a hand over his chest as he pretended to be impressed.

They walked in silence again. But it was never awkward between them. It was just. Nice. To be I each other's presence without HAVING to say anything.

They walked into the coffee shop, ordered their coffees, fought over who was paying, with Troye winning once again, and headed back out, instead of sitting down there. They sipped on their coffee and Connor couldn't help but admire Troye as they walked to Troyes house. Connor wanted more than anything to be holding Troyes hand right now. But he didn't think Troye would ever want to. He felt like Troye only wanted to be friends. And that sucked.

"Connah?" Troye looked over at Connor as they walked along.

"Yeah?" Connor asked back.

"What are you thinking about?" Troye asked looking down at his coffee.

Connor sighed. You. How I want you to do something like kiss me or ask me out. But I know you never will. Because of what I said before about not wanting a boyfriend right now. But I feel like your an (the only) exeption. I like you but you don't know that either. And your so special to me but you'll never know that. "Nothing." Connor said also looking down at his coffee now. Troye still looking down replied disappointedly.

"I know your lying. But that's okay. If you don't feel like you can tell me yet that's fine. I just want to help you be happy again Connah. In any way you need." Connor sighed. Because he knew how he could make him happy. But he was way too scared to bring it up and then lose Troye as a friend in the process.

"I know. And you've been so helpful the past few weeks. I just. I will tell you. Sometime. I just don't know if I can yet." Connor said back sighing again.

"You can trust me with anything. I need you to know that okay? What I want more than anything is to help you. Okay?"

"Okay." (I'm sorry I had to. How could I not?)

They walked in silence again. Connor with his thoughts in his head stayed silent. And then he felt someone take his hand in theirs. And he knew who's they were without thinking about it. He leaned his head on Troyes side. He could get used to this. Why couldn't they do this all the time? They soon showed up at Troyes house and as Troye detached himself from Connor to get the keys to the house, Connor almost let out a whimper. He really hoped Troye hadn't heard. But he saw Troye smirk and him and chuckle a bit and he knew he blew it. He mentally face palmed himself as they made their way inside the house.

"Mum! Me and Connah are back." Troye shouted to no one.

"Okay!" Connor heard from the kitchen.

Once they were in Troyes room again, Troye asked if he wanted a movie night again. Connor said yes and they tried to decide what to watch.

"How about a Hunger Games marathon since the last one comes out in like 2 months." Troye asked Connor as he got the stash of blankets out from under Troye bed.

"Sure." Connor said as he threw the blankets onto the bed and then threw himself into it as well.

"You look dead tbh." Troye said to him as he sat down in front of Connors body.

"Whatever. I'll go get snacks. I'm sure I can find everything. Anything you want specifically?"

"You know what I want Con."

"Nutella coming right up." Connor announced as he left the room. As he walked through the living room and then into the kitchen he noticed Shaun, Troyes dad, was in there making coffee.

"Ohh. Uh. You must be...."

"I'm Connor. Troyes friend." Connor said as he shook Shaun's hand.

"Ah. Thought so. So.... #tronnor." He said as he walked out of the room. Tronnor? What was this? Wait. Was this his and Troyes ship name? Seriously? Did Troyes WHOLE family ship them? They were just friends. Atleat for now. He ignored the comment and got the snacks he came for. A Starbucks coffee in the glass for himself, a coke for Troye, Nutella and a bag of chips to snack on. He walked back into Troyes room and put the food down.

"So your dad was in the kitchen when I got in there and we said hi and then he said #tronnor. Like does everyone here ship us?"  Troye laughed at Connors remark.

"I think they do. They can get a little obsessed with my love life. It's kinda insane. And we're just friends and they are still obsessed. Like I don't how to stop it. They would probably ship me with my worst enemy honestly."

"Wow." Was all I could say back. They sounded sweet even if they were a bit crazy. It was a good crazy.

"So. Movie time?"

"Movie time."

It took to the middle of the second of 3 movies for the two boys to migrate super close to each other. They were sitting with shoulders and sides touching and the back of their hands touching each other. Both wanted to grad the others hand, yet, neither could do it. Connor directed his attention to the movie. But soon couldn't handle just sitting there not doing anything anymore.

"Aw fuck it." Connor said under his breathe as he took Troyes hand in his. He really liked how perfectly their hands fit together. But how in the world would he get them to do more than hold hands if they were "friends". He hated this. He loved being friends with Troye. But even if he has said he wasn't in the position for a relationship, he would be in one soon somehow. Hopefully.... He found Troye as a major exeption

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Im really hating my writing right now. Gahhhhhh. But yeah. Hope you guys enjoyed. You should share this with your friends and tell them to read this or something. So yeah.

There's been no tronnor action due to Mr. Chipmunk and Mr. cinnamon roll. They're just chilling at home doing nothing cause of chipmunks teeth. But yeah. They're cute. That's all. Ohh. And janiel MIGHT be releasing a boyfriend tag soon. But we don't know. Ahhhhhh. So yeah.

And I was listening to the only exeption while writing this so your welcome.

Please vote and comment whatever you want and share with your friends and yeah.

Ok. Bye lovelies!!!

Teeny out!

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