"So... Connor."
"Yeah?" Babe. I wish I could talk to you like that. You deserve to know how much you are loved. Loved? Shit.
"So. My moms friend's from her work, her wedding is this Sunday. And I was wondering... If you would... Maybe... Accompany me? As friends of course. But yeah. Would you?" Connor sighed. Oh god did he wish Troye hadn't said that last sentence. But of course he wouldn't reject the offer.
"Of course I'll accompany you Tro."
"Thank you. So much."
"No problem." Connor looked into Troyes eyes and for a second he almost leaned in. But he kept his cool and soon looked away. Maybe something would happen this weekend. People do drink at weddings right?
The rest of that night went by uneventful, aside from them ending up cuddling again.
"Connor?" Troye said as they laid there on their respective sides of the bed. About to go to sleep.
"Yeah?" Connor said half asleep.
"Can we maybe. Cuddle. Like e did last time." What? Connor thought. Is this how platonic friends act? Friends aren't supposed to want to cuddle. Are they?
"Uh. Sure." Connor said as he scooted over to Troye. He wrapped an arm around his waist and nuzzled his head into Troyes neck.
"That's better." Troye said as they both drifted to sleep. Neither saying how much they needed this in their life. It was basically the silent treatment between the two of them. They would continue on with whatever they wanted. But they never spoke about what was actually happening. And to Connor it was complete torture. And he would have to bring it up soon. But not right now. Right now he would fall asleep in the arms of il his best friend and forget about any worries in the world.
"Troye. You have no idea how safe this makes me feel. Thank you." Connor felt Troye kiss the top of his head.
"No problem. Anything to help you be happy again." And then they both fell asleep. Not knowing how much the other wanted exactly what they each wanted so badly. They wanted each other. But they couldn't tell them that. And why was a question to them both.
(Troyes POV again since my ConCon is asleep)
Troye woke up to someone banging on his door.
"Come in." He said groggily. Only wen he saw his younger brother, Tyde, looked at Troye with wide eyes, did he realize his brother had found him cuddled up with Connor. Shit. Troye thought. There was no way he was going to talk his family out of this one. He saw his brother run out of the room and hear him yell at the rest of his family. Shit again.
"Con." Troye tried to softly shake him awake.
"Mmmmm" Connor just barley made a noise.
"We should get up."
"Nooooo!!!!!" Connor replied as he tightened his grip on Troye.
"Come one. It's almost noon. We've got to get up. How about we maybe skip school on Monday and you can sleep over again after the wedding?"
"That would be nice." Connor told Troye, still sounding half asleep to Troye.
"But only if you get up." Troye got another groan from his friend as they both say up.
"I want coffee." Connor stated.
"Well. There is some perfectly good coffee in the kitchen. If you would get up we can go and I'll make some for you. Okay?" Troye asked. Hoping to get his friend out of bed.
"Ughhhh. Okay." Connor replied. The two boys got up and made their way into the kitchen and found Troyes entire family sitting there chatting.
"Hey guys." Troye said to his family.
"Hey tronnor." Troyes younger brother teased.
"Shit." Troye said under his breathe. But Connor could hear him.
"What?" He said quietly only to Troye."
"Tyde may have seen us this morning while you were still asleep."
"Shit." Connor told Troye.
"Exactly. I don't know how they will ever let that go."
"So. Tronnor. How was your sleepover." Laurelle asked the boys. Troye actually facepalmed as he dragged Connor out of the room.
"I really don't mind them that much Troye. Don't worry too much. Okay?"
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah. Of course. We aren't even together so it really doesn't bother me. Tbh I just find it cute. They tease you. That means they love you. Okay?"
"Okay..." Troye huffed. Connor took Troyes hand in his and gave it a good squeeze and a wave o confidence over took him as he whispered in Troyes ear "unless you want tronnor to be real. Cause I wouldn't mind that either." Connor said to Troye, kissing Troye temple afterwords, and walking back into the kitchen after letting Troyes hand go. He went to start making some coffee and looked back at Troye and saw him standing there, dumbfounded, as he probably tried to figure out what had just happened. I wouldn't mind that either. Connors words rang through his head as he could not leave it alone. Atleast for now he had to. His whole family was around and already assuming things as they had just stood there. So he really needed to play it cool at the moment. He collected himself and made his way back into the kitchen where Connor already had his cup of coffee he was promised.
"I was going to make you coffee."
"Well I beat you to it. Sorry babe." Connor said. And Troye looked at him and he saw Connors face go read with embarrassment as he had just realized what he had said. Wow. Troye thought. And they would be going to the wedding tomorrow. Oh he couldn't wait to see what was in store for him then.
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I don't even know how to end this. Don't kill me.
Teeny out!
