Troyes POV again. Idek what I'm writing anymore. I'm sorry.
Troye spent his free day writing a new song. When he was in heartbreak, or in love, or missing someone, or any intense feeling, he liked to write songs. It helped bring out the best in his writing. When he was writing he fell into this state. He barley ate or drank. Only got up when he had to. He was completly focused on his writing. Channeling all his feeling into the writing. And by the end of the day he had pretty much finished a song. Fast I know. He played the entire thing back and sang to his pre recorded music has mixed together. He was shocked by his end result. It was deep, it was emotional, it was... Real. This was a real thing in his life. And he was just sad... Almost mad... That this was his reality.
Growing distance real explanations
We're getting deeper in this mess
Take careful contemplation
I'd rather be spitting blood
Than have this silence fuck me up
This separation, time and space between us
For some revelation
You didn't care to discuss
I'd rather be black and blue
Than accept that you withdrew
Aaah, just tell me
Say anything
Anything hurts less than the quiet
Just tell me
Say anything
Anything hurts less than the quiet
Used to give each other the world, every bit
Used to be the one you'd come to
When it'd all go to shit
Now I'm left here in the dust
With the taste of broken trust
And I don't wanna walk away
But you left me no choice
Only talking to myself here
Now you muffled your voice
I'd rather have broken bones
And feel myself turn to stone
Aaah, just tell me
Say anything
Anything hurts less than the quiet
Just tell me
Say anything
Anything hurts less than the quiet
I don't mind that I know that you're wrong
I don't mind that you think you're right
All I want is a fight to fight
Anything but quiet
Just tell me
Say anything
Anything hurts less than the quiet
"Wow". He turned around from his little recording area he had made a while back in one of the corners in his room. Sage was standing in the doorway.
"When did you write that."
"Just today."
"What's it about? If I may ask. Come here. Sit down." Sage reminded him a lot of how Zoe was with Connor. So motherly and sisterly and caring. She held Troye close as he talked to her.
"It's about Connor. He won't talk to me. I think he wants to break up with me."
"Now why would you think that Tokky?" Tokky was sages and their mothers nickname for Troye.
"He won't talk to me. I think he doesn't think he's good enough for me. Which isn't true. He's amazing.... I love him."
"Oh Troye. In sure he will Come around. Don't worry too much about it alright?"
"I'll try."
~The Next Week~
Zoe's POV
(Tyler Oakley voice "Wowowowowow")
I need to help the boys. They both look so miserable without the other. And I need to help Connor believe he is actually loved and that he does deserve to be loved. And that might take a while, but it's worth it. It's worth anything for my OTP.
Monday morning. That means Connor will be by his locker in about 5 minutes. Then I will get Connor and Troye and take them home and putting Connor through an intervention. Easy enough right? Maybe I'll need Alfie for this. I'll call him.
"Alfie?"
"Yeah little one?" I smiled at the stupid nickname.
"Do you mind ditching school with me today? I kinda meet to put a friend through an intervention."
"You and your scenes. Yeah sure I don't have any tests or anything. Sure. You'll need a ride right?"
"Yeah."
"Okay. I'll bring my car around to the front. Be there in 3 minutes."
"Okay thank you." I hung up on Alfie and called Troye next.
"Troye!"
"Hi Zoe. Have you heard from Connor?? It's been a week and I've barley seen him around school. I know he's been here every day but he's been hiding and avoiding as many people as possible. Including me."
"Um this is actually about him. I'm gonna drag him to his house and put him through an intervention to realize that I love him and you love him and he's worth it and all that shit that's been going through his head recently isn't true."
"That sounds like an intense plan. But I'm in."
"Okay great. Meet me by the front of school in 5 minutes. Alfie will be there in his car."
"Okay. Bye Zo." I put my phone away and saw Connor slowly walking to his locker. He looked like he hasn't slept in days. Oh. I hope this plan works. He really needs to understand the reality. Without the doubts floating around in his head.
"Connor!" All he did was smile softly, then opened his locker. But I was able to shut it before he did anything.
"I have to show you something. Come on." I didn't give him time to argue before I took his hand and walked out front as the bell rang. And there they were. Alfie and Troye talking as they waited for us. Connor looked stressed and mad an dissapointed, but more at himself then anyone else. I honestly don't see how he could think he did something wrong. Honestly no one did at first. But now Connor won't talk to anyone and it's been a week and they have all suffered enough.
"Connor. I know you don't want to talk. But we are going to. We are going to ditch and go to your house and talk everything out because apparently you won't do any of this willingly."
Connor didn't even talk. Just tried to walk away. But I've got a stronger grip than girls my age and was able to keep him from walking away.
"Come on. Get in the back with Troye. Alfie is going to drive us. No questions. No trying to get out of it. It's happening." He just groaned at my comment. This is going to be hard... But definetly worth it.
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These chapters are feeling super cheesy and forced and idk what to do about it. I hope it was good-ish.
I give so much love to Troye right now! 💖💖 glad he's back home resting.
And recently I haven't been able to get this one girl out of my mind. We are internet friends but the more we talk the more I like her and it's weird cause I have no idea what my sexuality or preference is and I've never liked anyone before but I think I really like her. Ugh. But I don't think she'd ever like me back.
But ANYYYYWAYSSSS..... How are you guys doing? I hope your all happy and healthy.
Ohh. Paris was attacked today. Sending my love to all the people who lost their lives, and their loved ones lives, and the hostages. I'm hoping everyone can make it home safe soon. And everyone please stay safe as this is happening as I type this. 💖💖
Okay. By lovelies. I love you all!
Teeny out!
