I suggest listening to Tori Kelly's I Was Made For Loving You feat. Ed Sheeran. I was listening to it while writing this chapter and it fits so well. Love it. And love them. Or you could choose Christina Perri's Be My Forever feat. Ed Sheeran. So yeah. Hope you enjoy. I really hope you guys like this chapter. In so scared. 😁😂
"Okay. Here it goes... I really like you Troye. And at first I thought I couldn't handle a relationship and I wanted to stay friends mostly for your sake. I though no one would want to put up with me. But you did. And I thank you so much for that. You make me so happy and I've felt so much more confident and healthier since talking to you. I didn't think I needed this but I really do. I really really like you.."
Connor looked over at Troye and could almost see tears in his eyes. Shit.
"You don't need to respond or anything. I just couldn't hold it in anymore and I just needed to say that but nothing has to change If you don't want that. Shit. I'm so stupid." Connor was talking really fast and freaking out. But before he knew it, his friends lips were on his own. And it was like nothing else in the world mattered. It was slow and sweet, but still the best kiss he had ever had, not even considering he had only kissed a few times pretty much all being in party games like spin the bottle or truth or dare. He felt Troye pull away and felt just a bit sad.
"I feel the same way Con. I started talking to you because I thought you were cute. Really cute. And I had seen you around and knew I needed to do anything to help you get back on your feet. So we started hanging out. And I didn't mean to fall for you. But I did. And I don't regret a thing."
"Me neither. And even though we haven't known each other long, I feel like I've known you for years. Like this was... I don't know... Meant to be? I don't know. It sounds so cliche."
"I don't care if it's chiche. Can we try this?" Troye asked him.
"Id like that." Connor couldn't believe this was happening. He felt so happy in this moment.
"Can I maybe play a song for you?" Troye asked.
"Sure."
"I heard this a few months ago and couldn't get it out of my mind so I figured out how to play it on my guitar." Troye got up, grabbed his guitar, and sat down with his back to his bed. Connor sat up so he could see Troye play.
"A dangerous plan, just this time
A stranger's hand clutched in mine
I'll take this chance, so call me blind
I've been waiting all my life
Please don't scar this young heart
Just take my hand.
I was made for loving you
Even though we may be hopeless hearts just passing through
Every bone screaming I don't know what we should do
All I know is, darling, I was made for loving you.
Hold me close through the night
Don't let me go, we'll be alright
Touch my soul and hold it tight
I've been waiting all my life
I won't scar your young heart
Just take my hand.
Cause I was made for loving you
Even though we may be hopeless hearts just passing through
Every bone screaming I don't know what we should do
All I know is, darling, I was made for loving you.
Please don't go, I've been waiting so long
Oh, you don't even know me at all
But I was made for loving you.
I was made for loving you
Even though we may be hopeless hearts just passing through
Every bone screaming I don't know what we should do
All I know is, darling, I was made for loving you."
