For the next few hours all the two boys did was sit there in each other's company. Connor drawing circles with his finger onto Troyes stomach. Troye brushing his hands through Connors hair. It's all they needed. Even after everything they said and everything that's happened recently, all they needed was each other's presence.
"You know how sorry I am for putting you through that quiet(just hold on one minute y'all okay). Right?"
"Of course. I know. And I'm sorry you felt that way. I really wish I could have helped you sooner."
"It's okay Troye."
"So what do you want to do today?"
"Just. Cuddle?"
"Okay." Troye pulled Connor closer, if that was possible. "Babe. It's only like 2pm."
"What do you want to do then?" Connor asked as he looked up at Troye. Troye kissed his forhead before thinking about what they could do.
"You want to have a Netflix and pizza kind of night?"
"That would be lovely." Connor said smiling and scrunching his face up.
"I'll order the pizza and you get the living room ready with my blankets."
"Okay!" They started to get up before Connor pushed Troye back down. He leaned in and met Troye halfway with a sweet kiss. "Okay. Now you can get up."
They ran downstairs, holding hands. Being silly teenagers and running around. They found it fun.
When they started the first movie, they were sitting next to each other with their feet up on the foot rests, with their hands interlocked. Once they were halfway through the second movie though, Connor was basically on top of Troye, with his head on Troyes chest, and their legs entwined. Slowly drifting off but still conscious enough to practically hear the other thinking.
"Do you think we're rushing into this?" Troye asked after probably an hour of silence between them.
"What do you mean?"
"We've only known each other for a couple months. I just. I want to know this is the right choice. Us being together."
"I wish I knew."
"I don't want to rush into this relationship. Ya know? I want to do this right."
"I do too." Connor smiled as he looked up at Troye.
"And I want you to know I would never hurt you. Okay?"
"And I you. And... I want to get better. I want to be able to go to parties without freaking out. I want to feel like I deserve someone so amazing as you. I want to be happy.... Will you.." Connor took a breathe "will you help me with that?" Troye smiled. And squeezed Connors hand.
"Of course Connor. I'm always here."
And in that moment. Connor felt hope. He had hope that things would get better. That he would feel better.
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This chapter felt v forced so I'm so so sorry for that 😁😁.
It's been a while hasn't it all? I'm going to try rockstar writing more again. I'm also going to try to film and upload on my YouTube channel more often again. So be ready for that. Hopefully I will fall into a good writing and uploading scedule for this fic. So yay!!
I'm sorry I've been so absent recently. I wasn't in the right headspace to write. And then some family stuff happened that I may talk about in the future. But yeah. It was just everything piling up on each other but it's finally calming down again. So yeah.
Hope y'all enjoy!!! And sorry this is literally a 6 page chapter or something ugh. But yeah. Okay.
I love you all.
Teeny out!!
