lana donalds is a 16 year old girl she has to deal with all of her peers bullying her just because she is different she feels like no one cares for her ever since her dad left her mom works full time and all her sisters moved to america she is slip...
The weekend passed by in a blur my sisters had come back for the weekend "oh look at your hair that needs a good seeing to" my oldest sister Emma said i smiled at her embracing her in a hug its been nearly a year since the last time i have seen my two sisters i missed them a lot i think if they stayed home i would never of started cutting but i didn't want to tell them about that because it would make them feel very guilty and i don't want that. Monday soon came around and after a great weekend i knew the abuse at school was gonna hit me hard i grabbed my iPhone and headphones before i left for hell my sisters were still asleep from jet lag and my mother had already left for work i sighed as i saw it was raining outside i pulled up my hood steping outside. I was listening to Sleeping with sirens a new band i found out about and didnt hear the sound of kyle tia and Pagie coming my way so when they took my headphones out and slapped me around a bit safe to say i let my guard down over the weekend,i brightend up a bit a little when i walked into english to see Leo was in school i sent a small smilie his way i was about to go join him when tia pushed past me to get to the seat frist just like a little lost puppy looking for a owner well she is a bitch i tought to my self smricking at my tought "oi go away peasent" Leo said to tia with a look of disgust on his face tia looked confused "what the fuck is a peasent" she said Leo held a blank look on his face as he told tia to fuck off again "you better watch your back little miss beacuse one day he won't be there to save your sorry ass self " tia whispered to me on her way to join kyle and his slaves at the ofther end of the class room.
I sat next to Leo "Thanks but you really shouldnt start anything with them" i said avoiding leos warm chocolate eyes "ha like im scared of them slags" Leo said leaning back in his chair "so er how was your weekend" Leo asked looking at tia who was trying to get his attention "yeah was good spent it with my sisters" the word sisters made Leo's jaw tighten he quickly losed his jaw "cool" we didnt talk the rest of the lesson as the bell rang i quickly grabbed my books and ran to the old music rooms trying to avoid tia i sighed as i sat on the table near the back wall. Just as i was going to take a bite out of my sandwitch i got a text from my sister linda hey babe hows your day going me and emma are going to pick you up after school x i smiled at the text thinking its nice that at least two people care and love me in this world i carried on eating when my sleeve fell down showing my cuts i frowned last Thursday was the last time i cut and i couldn't believe i wasn't getting any withdrawals i hoped that i wouldn't cut for a week.Just as i pulled my sleeve back up i heard the door open and shut i turned to see Leo standing there "do you always eat here" Leo said his lips turning up into a half smilie i ripped my eyes away from his face "yeah i guess its nice in here apart from the lack of light" i said smilieing back at him he came and sat by me by the table "so dosent your mom know about the bullying" i sigh "no not really she's always working so we never really see each ofther" i said to him i tought he would push the subject but he didnt he just nodded and looked around the room his eyes caught on something in the conner of the room he lips tugging up to a small smile he got up and walked over to the far conner of the room picking up the only guitar that wasn't broke he came and sat back down near me he tuned the guitar for a while "you play guitar" i asked him raiseing my eye brow he sent a shy smilie my way "yeah i havent played in a while" he said he starting play the frist few cords to therapy by all time low i gasped as he choose this song it means so much to me this song the way the lyrics are wrote before i knew i started to sing the lyrics
My ship went down
In a sea of sound.
When I woke up alone I had everything:
A handful of moments I wished I could change
And a tongue like a nightmare that cut like a blade.
Leo looked at me with a smile with something else in his eyes he went back to looking down at the guitar playing the chords louder this time.
In a city of fools,
I was careful and cool,
But they tore me apart like a hurricane...
A handful of moments I wished I could change
But I was carried away.
i felt a hitch in my heart the frist time i heard this song i broke down the lyrics and remember how this song reminds me so much of my self.
Give me therapy.
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything.
Therapy...
You were never a friend to me
And you can keep all your misery.
i poured all my feelings into that bit of the song losing myself in the music then the stupid bell rang making me and Leo losing the chords and lyrics. we both jumped up grabbing our bags not really caring we were late for our lesson we both had cooking next so we walked to class "i never knew you sang" Leo said to me i shrugged my shoulders "I always thought my voice was horrible but i love to lose my self in the music" i said looking up at his warm chocolate eyes he grabbed my hand which sent shivers up my back but good ones "Lana your voice is amazing" he said staring deep into my eyes i was the first to break away "erm..thanks but we have to get going" he sighed letting go of my hand i missed the feel of his warm hands on mine
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