lana donalds is a 16 year old girl she has to deal with all of her peers bullying her just because she is different she feels like no one cares for her ever since her dad left her mom works full time and all her sisters moved to america she is slip...
I got home around 5 putting off going home and having to see my mother. When I walked in the door I heard my mother stumbling around "What time do you call this" my mom slurred i looked oh her table that was by where she sat and saw about 10 bottles of vodka and 10 beer cans. Ever since my dad went all crazy and killed Sky and Hope my two little sisters, my mother has been drunk but I didn't get why she didn't get us out of his life any way he was always hitting me whenever he was drunk I was target number one but then came my twin sisters I tried to save them that night, but I ended up in a coma for two weeks my mother was out that night at my aunt's because they argued dad hit mom so she ran away and just left us with him. "sorry I dropped someone home" I said walking up stairs the only place that I could block out her. I entered my room switched on my radio putting on a Muse CD that was just lying around.
I dropped down on my bed staring at the wall thoughts of how I failed to save my sisters I felt tears roll down my face before I knew what i was doing i reached for my blade on the bedside table and made 3 quick cuts the blood started to drip on the floor all my pain leaving from the cuts i sighed a sound of relief.i wish i never had to do this but sometimes the memories were that bad there was nothing else i could do.I would never talk to mom about it i remember how i tried to talk to her about it when she frist started drinking but she slapped me saying if i ever spoke of my sisters i would never be able to talk again i remember when i was in a coma she only came to vist me like 3 times in all them 2 weeks.
I push myself off my bed walking into the bathroom washing my cuts and wrap them up i look at myself in the mirror.I frown at my bloodshot brown eyes and brush my hair out of my face i looked too pale my black hair didn't help i touch the scar on my eyebrow the first one I received from my father when he smashed a bottle over my head the glass cutting my face i was only 11. I remember earlier with Lana the first time I have smiled since last year. I find myself thinking bout Lana thinking why she was so closed off and kept everything to her self maybe she is careful about who she trusts all the time we were at school i did not see her with any friends. "Leo!" my mother shouted waking me up from my thoughts i sighed getting off my bed unwillingly "What" i shouted at my mother "There is food in the kitchen that needs cooking" i looked at my mother ashamed I hate the fact that we look like each other "well why don't you cook it your self," i said walking into the kitchen she didnt answer me.
That night after dinner i stayed in my room again i stayed up reading i never slept anymore i always have nightmares.I liked this new house a lot better than my old one for a start all bad memories were in that house and because Woodford was a city there was less gossip than in Chuckfields where I couldn't even leave the house without people talking about what happened, i didn't plan of making myself a target i couldn't deal with any more shit right now i don't even know why im still alive right now. But i remember for all the shit that happen with my sisters our family used to be normal i don't know why my father got the way he did.I got dressed for school not bothering to sort my hair out just pushing it back and using some product to keep it in place and put on an old pair of jeans and a Ramdon top i grabbed my leather jacket that was a gift from my sister they put there months worth of pocket money to buy it for me one birthday i always wore this jacket it was like my sisters were always with me i sighed ready to go.
I entered the school gates plugging my headphones into my iPhone putting on Fall Out Boys new album on,i was putting my books into my locker when i felt someone watching me i turned my head to see Lana's bright lime green eyes i smiled and waved she quickly snapped her head back to look down blood rushing to her cheeks. witch made me grin more, her pale skin looked amazing when blood rushed to her freckle-covered face her lime-green eyes making her face look perfect.I was about to go to class when i saw a girl who was in the same year as me slap this girl in the face and pour her coffee over her.
she walked away in my direction i turned to face my locker as she walked past when she was gone i walked up to the girl "are you ok?" i asked she jumped "oh its just you Leo yeah im fine" she said fake smiling i saw that she had been crying i don't know why but the fact that, that slut made lana cry made me wanna punch her in the face." why did she do that" i asked she was trying to get the coffee out of her hair " we was best friends but in year 9 she changed into a bitch so i stopped hanging out with her and now we both hate each other" i had this urgent feeling or need to wrap my arms around her "well maybe it's a good thing that you fell out with her i mean i heard she has nearly slept wit all of our year" i said smirking "yeah you're right ugh my tops turned all sticky" she said looking down.
"do you wanna lend mine" i asked good job i have an hoodie in my bag "are you sure you dont mind" she asked looking into my eyes her eyes are so green and her lips are so red i wish i knew what it felt like to kiss them.We faced away from each other as i gave her my shirt "thanks erm do you need any help finding where you are for the next lesson" she said looking up at me i was about 6.10 where she was about 5.6 "er yeah i have a history in room 104"i looked down at my many papers why did they have to give me all this paperwork like really im not going to fill them in "im in room 108 i have to go past it" she smiled showing her dimbles. we walked slowly to our next lessons "so how are you enjoying Woodford " she asked rasie her eyebrow "its alot more open less gossip then chuckfields" i said she looked confused "wait is chuckfields that place where those two little girls got killed" she questioned i nodded looking down great even people here know about it "well i understand why you left anyways we're here 104 by the way make sure you have headphones because she doesn't teach us anything" she said walking down the hall, my shirt was massive on her it matched her leggings and white combat boots nicely
-picture of how i imagine Lana-
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AN
it was so hard to write in Leos pov i might stick with lana's and comment vote all that jazz songs u should check out this update is
bring me the horzion can you feel my heart
all time low somewhere in neverland (video at the side)
