Music Saved us

chapter 8|blood and tears

chapter 8 blood and tears

(before i start i have got 100+ reads on this story thank you so very much im gateful for like 10 reads)

Leo POV

I was awake all night worried toughts of lana stuck in my head,I kept seeing her sleave covered in red blood dripping down her hand.I knew she was lieing when she said goodbye you could see the hurt and embarrassment in her eyes, they was sad enough as it is,whenever she smiles you can always see the saddness in her eyes and her laugh always sounds empty and forced. I sigh a sigh fulled with worry and look at my clock confirming that it was in fact 6:00 am it was a tuesday so i got up got showered and dressed,as i was getting dressed i looked at my wirsts in disgust even if lana did cut herself who am i to yell at her.

lanas POV

When i got to school i saw leo leaning his back on my locker with his hands in his skinny jeans pockets while stareing off into space with a very serious look on his face,he was wearing a dark green shirt today the colour matched his pale skin perfectly.I sucked in a shakely breath as i walked over to him "hey" i said in a small voice looking anywhere but his face i knew he knew "hi" he said in a serious tone "we need to talk are you alright skipping frist lesson" he asked me in a soft voice witch made me knees weak "yeah i have music so sir wont mind" i said sending a shy smile his way, he nodded grabing my hand and pulling me to the old music rooms,his warm plam sent shivers of pleasure up my arm making my face blush a little.

When we got to the old music room i sat on the table he sat next to me looking uncerrtain what to say afther a couple of seconds he said "look i know you didnt slip when you was cutting the chicken you....you did it your self didnt you" he said in a soft voice with his eyes stareing right into mine i sighed and pulled up my sleeve showing him all the hundreds of old and new scar marks,he took an sharp breath in and then kissed my wrists witch sent butterflys flying eveywhere insaid of me,he let go of my wrist and pulled up his sleeves the scars where matching with mine we looked at each ofther in the eyes at the point i couldnt hold it in anymore i brokedown sobbing uncontrolerble. He embraced me into a bone crushing hug but at the time i didnt feel it just felt nice to have someone hold me after so long

2 weeks later

lanas POV

it has been about 2 weeks since the moment in they music room happened, not a lot has happend with leo  i still havent stopped we didnt really talk about it much and we didnt promise to stop like most people who get close to you tell you to do but it hurts to see that he dose this to his self to we havent really talked about why we do it witch im glad but kinda disapointed in i what to know his story, we hang out when i take toby for a walk which is nice.I was sitting on the floor of my bedroom with the curtains drawn on a bright day i hate the sun i like the cold my bring me the horizon playlist was blasting from my laptop why i was slowly singing along

i actually felt clam for once at last when my phone rang i picked up without checking caller ID "hello" i said "hi lana listen can you do us a favor" my sister breathed on the other end she sounded as if she had been running "yeah sure are you alright"i asked "yeah im fine but see im coming home in the summer like i always do and i seem to have no one to go to this amazing festival that has just started this year" i waited why she took a bite or drink of something "yes i'll go with you" i laughed "but its the type of music we listen to right" i asked looking out of my window "duh why do you think i asked you anyway i did have someone else coming with us but she bailed know someone who would wanna come?" she asked while i stood up and walked around "erm yeah i'll phone you back" i said as i hung up, was i really up to asking Leo i mean he will get sick of me soon will we even still be friends this summer.

Leo pov

i had just said goodbye to phil when lana called me "hello" i said walking up stairs to my room avoiding my mother who was asleep on the sofa as always "hey Leo are you ok" i heard lanas small voice and smilied "im good what about you" i asked as i walked into my bedroom shuting the door behind me "im fine why are you smilieing" she asked laughing i chuckled "no reason anyways whats up" i said sitting down on my bed "oh erm see my sister is coming back in the summer and we're going to this new festival that plays the music we listen to and i was wondering if you wanted to come" she rushed out i grinned at her "yeah will be fun but is it over a weekend" i asked hopefully it is i tought to my self "yeah i think so" she said "cool" i said just then my mother screamed my name from downstairs "what was that" lana asked confused "nothing i erm got to go see you at school" i ended the call and went to see what the bitch whated she always ruining everything good in my life.

AN

SONGS YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO

OF MICE AND MEN (OIMFG THERE NEW ALBUM SO GOOD) - YOUR NOT ALONE

SLEEPING WITH SIRENS ROGER RABBIT

PIERCE THE VEIL- STAY AWAY FROM MY FRIENDS

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