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Chapter 13

Surprise, double update! 

Unfortunately, this update does not have our beautiful Chan Chan but it is important so stick with me! Okay, I'll stop talking,

Enjoy Xx

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~I'm...~

 Atlanta

It has been about 2 weeks since my date with Nathan and he's been acting really weird lately. We went on another date but he kept looking away. It's like he's ashamed of me or something.

Chandlers been weird as well. He doesn't talk to me anymore, just ignores me, giving Nathan death-stairs. Like what the hell? The fuck happens between them?

It was Thursday night and Nathan was round for a movie. He had hardly said a word since he had been here. We were both staring at the t.v but I could tell he wasn't paying attention, like me.

He started to tap his foot rapidly on the wooden floor and it was getting on my nerves. He continued to do it for about 5 minutes until I had had enough.

I snatched the remote of the coffee table, pressing the power button angrily, turning the t.v off. He hadn't seemed to notice though. He just continued to stare blankly at the un-active screen.

"Nathan?" I snapped, which seemed to bring him out of his trance . He shook his head violently, blinking rapidly, before his attention was focused on me. "Okay, I don't know what is going on but what the fuck is up with you?" He flinched slightly at me harsh words and my angry expression disappeared. "Look, I'm sorry I snapped but you've been acting really strange since our first date and I don't now what I did wrong." I mumbled the last part, looking down.

"No! No you did nothing wrong, it's just..." He trailed off, a worried expression spreading across his face.

"Just what? What wrong?" I asked, shuffling closer to him on the couch we were both sitting on.

"It's just...just... I-I...I'm..." He tried, clearly struggling with his words.

"You can tell me anything, I won't be mad." I encouraged.

He took a deep breath, closing his eyes. When he opened the, he was looking directly at me.

"I'm gay." He said in a shaky voice, a relived look spreading over his face.

I paused for a second taking in his words. Suddenly, his relived expression was replaced with worry again. Just then, I let out a loud, high pitch squeal.

"OH MY GOD, I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!" I screamed, engulfing him in a huge hug.

"Cant...breath..." He whisperer in my ear.

"Oh, I'm sorry, but still I'm so happy for you!" I chirped happily, clapping my hands together.

"Your not mad?" he asked, slightly confused.

"No, why would I be?"

"I don't know, I just didn't expect you to react the way you did I guess." He shrugged.

"So how long have you known?" I asked, excitedly.

"I don't know really, I guess I've kinda always known there was something different with me. I never seamed to go through the same stuff normal guys would. You know, the whole girl thing. They just never appealed to me. I thought, maybe if i tried dating one, It might help. I'm sorry I used you like that." He finished, looking down.

"No, You have nothing to be ashamed of! I get it. Guys are so much better then girls. We'er just such a handful." I joked.

He chuckled lightly, which I hadn't herd in a while. "So, got your eyes on anyone?" I said, wiggling my eyebrows.

"To be honest, all the boys. Their all so hot. Like they all have 6-packs and a gorgeous face..." He rambled.

I felt sorry for him. He had obviously been waiting a while to talk to someone like this. I have no idea how hard it must be for him to keep such a thing like that a secret. Like, not being able to tell ANYONE such a big part of because of the people you like. It's just so messed up.

I was snapped out of my daydreaming by Nathan waving a hand in front of my face. "Oh, umm, I'm sorry, What did you say?"

"Is there anyone you like?" He asked, eagerly.

"Nope." I stated, popping the 'p'.

"Really? Not even Chandler?" He said, disappointed.

"What? No! He isn't even talking to me anymore." I said quickly.

"Oh really?" He said, a disbelieving look on his face.

"Yes!" I said, then thought about it."Maybe..."

"I knew it!" He shouted in delight.

"Look, I don't know! I thought I liked someone who loves the other sex for Christ sake. I don't know what feelings are, or what to do with them or how to recognize them. I don't even know anymore." I slumped my shoulders, looking down.

"Well, let's go find out." He smirked, grabbing my hand and dragging me out the door.

"What? What where the hell are we going?" I asked, trying to keep up with his fast pace. After about a 5 minutes, I realized where we were going.

"No. No! I'm not just going to march up to his door and ask if he likes me!" I shouted, trying to break out of his grip. Nothing.

"Oh god Atlanta, I would never let you do that. Rule 1: Never ask straight forward, you've got to play it cool." He sasses. What has changed in the last 10 minutes? He is so different then when I first met him. I guess being out the closet does that to you.

"Then what the hell are we doing?" I asked, giving him a strange look.

"Going shopping, obviously. Rule 2: If you want a guy to notice you, you've got to slay the game that is outfits." He snapped his fingers.

Oh god, he is my new favorite human being.

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I'm sorry this is so short but I didn't want to add anymore.

Plus, YAY! Atlanta has a GBF (Gay Best Friend if you don't know) Btw I'm not stereo typing gays here, he's just one of those gays that's incredibly sassy!

I also apologies that this is a really crappily written chapter, I'm just really trying to concentrate on school right now aka the internet is taking over my life, someone help. (Who gives two shits about school XD)

I hope you enjoyed this chapter and I'll see you next week (Maybe ;) )

Bye,

Ria Xxx