Lifesaver (A Zarry fanfic)

21. Everything's Wrong

Jessie's POV

I woke up in pain, in the arms of the boy I was so in love with. But last night was just terrifying. This didn't feel right at all. I wanted to be mad at him, but I just couldn't. It's like it was impossible to hate someone who has had such an impact on your life. Yet, he goes and repeats history. He was so angry last night, this was not the Zayn I know. His lips against my forehead and our naked bodies pressed together, I started to move my arms. I needed to get out, now. I winced at the pain in my groin. Zayn fell asleep on me, still inside me. The more I moved, the more it hurt. I let out a small whimper, holding in my cries. What did you get yourself into, Jessie? All of a sudden, Zayn jolted in his sleep. I groaned, pressing my palms to his chest.

"Get off.." I quietly cried, pushing slowly. But at every attempt, Zayn would hold me tighter like a teddy bear in a toddler's arms. That's when I gave up. I'd have until he wakes up. The pain in my groin was distasteful and I could barely move without suffering. I was disgusted at myself for thinking of such a plan. But with my two fingers, I jabbed his testis, making him groan. He stretched, inching further into my body. "Z-Zayn.."

"Hm? Oh, hey babe." He narrowed his eyebrows and looked down, gasping. "Oh my god."

"Can you get-"

"I got angry didn't I? I-I lost all control and-and I hurt you!" His shaft twitched as he spoke, making me fill with pleasure. I didn't want this.

"Zayn, just-"

"You're mad at me aren't you? I really didn't mean what I did last night. You're all I have to rely on to be happy and I can't lose you. Please, I'm so sorry."

"Zayn! Can you listen for, ah just one second?" I moaned into the middle of my sentence.

"Don't yell at me!" He spat in my face.

"I'm in pain because you got angry, had angry sex with me and then fell asleep still inside! Everytime you move, I feel like crying."

"It hurts that bad?" I nodded as he looked down again. "We'll have to take this slow the-" Before he could finish, I shoved him off. I yelped out in agony, fisting a pillow. "Jessie, are you alright?"

"I'm fine, give me my clothes.." I groaned. Zayn obeyed and watched in pity as I pulled the back on.

"A-Are you leaving?"

"What do you think?!" I shouted, making him flinch. I sighed and sat beside him on the floor, rubbing his side. "Sorry, I'm just... really mad at you, for what you did. I know you're sorry and I believe you when you say you love me, but I need to feel better before I come see you again."

"Are you breaking up with me?" I looked up at him, wiping the tears from his cheek. "Please Jessie." I frowned, Zayn must be really guilty if he's even crying. I've only seen him cry once.

"No, I'm not leaving you." I whispered, Zayn chuckling and pecking my nose. I refused to smile right now. "Bye Zayn." I quickly stood up and rushed out the house.

Harry's POV

The doorbell rang and I ran to go get it. It was Jessie, but she didn't seem alright. Her dress was torn, her shoes were missing and her hair was an absolute mess. The mess that I dreaded, sex hair. My body filled with anger as I dragged her into the house, pulling her into the kitchen.

"Harry, I need to tell you something."

"I think it's pretty obvious, but go ahead."

"Yesterday, I told Zayn about when we kissed. He got really angry, he was scaring me." My mood softened as she started sniffling. "My groin hurts so much, it hurts to walk. Harry, he-"