Lifesaver (A Zarry fanfic)

47. Here for You

Jessie's POV 47

Harry picked me up from the hospital after a long week of being there. I felt so hopeless not being about to hold my baby or nurture him the way he should have been for the past two horrendous weeks. I haven't seen Zayn since then and I've already had withdrawal from his touch, love, and care.

I was now laid in the bed of Cynthia and Harry's guest room, watching Bentley sleep peacefully beside me. He was my only live souvenir other than the ring on my finger. I kissed it every night before I went to bed.

"Jessie?" Cynthia walked in, smiling at me. "I have some great news."

"Is Zayn coming back?"

"No.." She sighed.

"Then don't lie."

"Well, after learning of your story, the town decide to raise enough money for you to go to university and even built you a home."

"What?" I sat up in disbelief.

"They've been doing this for ten months, all for you." She smiled. I only frowned, looking to Bentley.

"Why would they do that? I'm no more special than anyone else."

"That's where you're wrong. You have the p-"

"I don't want to have this talk again. I'll go live there, thank you." I answered unenthusiastically, Cynthia frowned. I felt kind of bad for not showing any emotion, all she was trying to do was lift my spirits.

"I hope you feel better, sweetheart, really." She walked out. Bentley started to fuss and stir in his sleep, making me sigh.

"I know, baby, I'm not so happy either." I pulled him to into my chest to feed him, watching his eyes study me as he drank. Once he was finished, I stood up and limped into the kitchen. Harry jolted from the couch.

"Um, hey Jessie!"

"Hi Harry.." I spoke quietly.

"Can we talk? Cynthia went to work and I think it would be better if we talk alone."

"Like last time when we started fighting?"

"No, I didn't mean for those words to come out my mouth.. I just got so angry and excited." I scoffed and sat at the table, placing Bentley in his rocking chair. "Jessie, I'm really sorry."

"You do realize I'm not staying here with you and Cynthia? I'm going to Payton's house later."

"What about Zayn? He leaves today.." I looked to my son, rubbing his tiny feet.

"I don't know.."

"I could treat you so-"

"Shut up! Okay, just shut up, Harry!!" I spat, groaning as I stood up. "Zayn has done nothing but love and care for me, gave me a baby that I love dearly and.." My hand went to my stomach, sniffling. "And-And you can't try and seperate the bond between us with your words. What's done is done."

"But Jess-"

"Harry, stop it! I am pregnant with Zayn's baby AGAIN! Will that make you shut up?!"

"I already knew that but I guess.." He frowned, balling his fists at his side. I suddenly started to feel pity for putting him through this pain.

"I'm sorry, Harry. I didn't want to yell at you."

"I know, I'm forcing myself onto you and you already have a kid, another on the way." He chuckled, walking to my side and looking down at Bentley. "At least I get to hang out with my godson more."