Change my mind

Happy family

While Cas was crying, Dean pulled him up and sat down on his bed with him, pulling him onto his lap.

It took some time until Castiel calmed down and wasn't crying anymore.

"Will you tell me what's wrong?" Dean asked carefully and got a nod as an answer. Cas took in a deep breath but didn't face Dean.

"So you know, Anna took pictures of us and well yesterday she told our parents that I have a boyfriend, that it's you and that we've had sex. She showed them the picture afterwards as I said this wasn't true. And then my Dad came, he punched me and they threw me out. He said I'm not a part of this family anymore and now when I saw you and your Dad bonding again, everything just hit in like a truck. I tried to hide everything back down there. And then there's you.. I know what you might think but Dean, whatever is on your mind about me it's not true. I love you and this ain't just some stupid bet. I really love you and I tried to reach you but you never answered my calls or messages. I thought I had lost you, Dean." Cas whispered his last words.

He was serious about anything and Dean was simply an ass towards Cas. And his parents? They didn't even deserve to have an angel as a child.

"You will never lose me, Cas. And you can stay here, we won't kick you out." Dean told him and kissed Cas' forehead, making him raise his head and looking straight into Dean's eyes.

"Really?" Cas asked. A little form of hope in his eyes.

"Really." Dean smiled and kissed his boyfriend. Cas returned the kiss with pleasure but soon enough Dean broke the kiss and stood up.

"I will patch you up a little." He said getting a first aid kit.

Dean carefully cleaned the dried blood under Cas' nose and a little cut on his cheek, caused by the amount of punches. Then he stitched the little cut up and put some sort of cream onto his red-blue cheek, which made the bruises disappear faster. When he was done he put back the aid kit and went over to his wardrobe to grab some clothes to sleep.

"You should change, too. I doubt that you want to sleep in that clothes." Dean smiled while undressing himself and putting on some sweatpants and an oversized shirt. He felt Cas' eyes on his body while changing. "I hope you enjoyed the show but now it's your turn." Dean teased him a little since Cas was still only sitting on his bed doing nothing. When Dean sat down, Cas finally got up and walked over to his bag to see what he could find. When Dean noticed that Cas obviously didn't find anything he giggled a little. "You know, just take something from me." He told and first Castiel glanced at Dean but then turned to the wardrobe, going through his clothes. He took out some boxers and Dean's favourite shirt. A smirk appeared on Dean's face when he noticed and he watched his boyfriend change. Dean already laid down and made some space for Castiel to join him, what he did soon after. Dean put his arm around him, big spooning Cas.

"You're wearing my favourite shirt." Dean grinned and whispered into Cas' ear, making Cas shiver.

"I-I can change." Castiel was about to stand up again but Dean held him down.

"No, no it's fine. You look hot in it." Dean grinned slowly beginning to kiss Cas' neck. He didn't even know why there was sudden lust filling his body. Dean's hand slowly wandered down to Cas' boxers just about to slip into it but Cas gripped his hand and placed it back to his chest.

"I'm on my period." Castiel said, being completely honest.

"You're not a girl, Cas." Dean stated, looking at his boyfriend.

"I'm just not in the mood. I only want to sleep." Cas now murmured, closing his eyes.

"Okay. Good night, I love you." Dean kissed his cheek before also closing his eyes and drifting to sleep.

The next morning Dean awoke by the sweet smell of pancakes. Sleepy he rubbed his eyes and soon saw Cas still sleeping peaceful. A smile crossed his face and even though he didn't want to, he decided to wake him up so he wouldn't miss this great breakfast. Softly Dean planted kisses all over Cas face but he just turned around, cuddling himself into the blanket.

"Okay if you want it the hard way." Dean grinned and laid Cas onto his back, ripping the blanket away and sitting down onto his hips, starting to tickle him.

Soon Cas started laughing and moving everywhere, trying to get Dean off of him until both of them fell of the bed, Cas on top of Dean. Dean rubbed the back of his head but grinned at Cas.

"Are you awake now?" He smirked and Cas only nodded.

"Let's get down and eat breakfast. My mother's pancakes are the best." Dean smiled, gently pushing Cas off and standing up, helping Cas stand up as well afterwards.

They didn't change into some different clothes, they just walked downstairs, wearing what they were wearing.

When they reached the dining room, hand in hand by the way, Sam and John were sitting at the dining table already. When Sam saw them both holding hands, his eyes went wide and he looked at John, who just smiled though. "Don't worry, Sammy. We sorted things out." Dean smiled to explain, why their father wasn't going at him. Together with Cas, Dean sat down and soon after Mary brought a plate full of pancakes. "Good morning, boy. Cas did you sleep good?" She asked smiling, while handing everyone one pancake first.

"I slept great. Thanks, Mrs. Winchester." Castiel smiled shyly.

"I thought we already talked about the fact that you can call me Mary." Castiel only nodded. It was quite cute how shy he was around Dean's family. Normally he was powerful, teasing and everything but he also had his quiet, emotional phases. Everyone was eating, having great talks. It was just like when they were little. Just that now a few years have gone by and Cas and Dean were boyfriends.

"So Sammy, has there been anyone in your sight yet?" Dean teased him a little. He knew it wasn't easy for Sam to make contacts or even find someone to love but he still had hope.

"Well... I'm dating Gabriel." Sam admitted and with his answer, both Cas and Dean choked on their food, causing Mary and John to laugh. They didn't say anything though.

"Wait, did you know this already?" Dean asked facing Mary and John. Both of them nodded. "Sam, I thought you were coming to me first, when you found someone, why didn't you talk to me?" Dean was disappointed but then grinned.

"Well, you were too busy kissing around with Castiel." Sam grinned. Dean then looked at Cas, who was still in shock. While everyone else was laughing, his face was honest, his laugh long gone.

"Excuse us for a moment." Dean said before standing up, pulling Cas with him.

"Don't you worry okay? Nothing is going to happen to Gabriel. I will talk to Sam about it and I promise you that he will be safe." Dean whispered, cupping Cas' face in his hands.

"But what if my parents find out?" Cas voice was full of worry.

"They won't. I promise. Everything will be fine." Dean pressed a soft kiss onto Cas' lips and then took Cas' hands into his.

"Let's go back and finish breakfast." Dean whispered against Cas' lips before joining his family back at the dining table.