Change my mind

Behind the covers

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It has been a few weeks since the Novak's incident. Castiel was still at his family's house and it didn't seem like there were any problems.

Dean was already looking forward to this weekend because Castiel would finally stay over at the Winchester's after a while. Only seeing Castiel at school made Dean miss him a lot. He had a lot of stuff to take care of with his family. There have been quite a lot things going on. Castiel wouldn't talk about it but Dean decided not to push him. If Cas didn't want to talk about it, it was fine.

After school Dean went to catch Castiel before he could think about going to Dean twice. Of course Dean didn't want to force Castiel to anything but he simply missed his boyfriend.

So Dean hid behind a tree waiting for his boyfriend to pass by. Soon the black haired boy passed the tree and Dean grabbed his wrist, pulling him into his arms. The smaller boy was surprised but a small smile built up on his face when he saw Dean.

"Hey." Dean smiled and pecked his lips.

"Hello Dean." Castiel's smile was warm and soft but Dean decided not to spend any more time at that odd tree and pulled Cas to his Baby. Sam and Gabriel were going to the Novak's for a school project so he wouldn't be back until dinner was done probably. John has been on a business trip again and since it was Friday Mary was going out with some friends again. So Castiel and Dean had some time for themselves which Dean seemed to figure out to finally get close to Castiel again.

After the party they never had had sex again. Dean still remembered every single touch of Castiel and he wanted to feel his touch again.

Their ride home was quite. It didn't bother them though. Their silence was comfortable and just the presence of each other made them enjoy the ride. Even though that Dean could notice there was something going on with Castiel. He was sure that he would tell him soon enough though.

Dean pulled into the driveway and both of them made their way up into the house. The Winchester's house hasn't been that quiet in a while. Nothing but the footsteps of Castiel and Dean could be heard. When Castiel and Dean put away their jackets and took off their shoes, they made their way into Dean's room. Out of every room they had for themselves they chose Dean's room. Both of them laid down on Dean's bed.

Dean's head resting on Castiel's chest, breathing in his sweet scent was one of the most beautiful things Dean ever did. Slowly Dean started lifting himself up, kissing Cas.

With pleasure the black haired boy returned the kiss. Soon after things got a little heated. Dean sat down onto Cas' thighs and leant forward to kiss his neck, while slowly lifting up his sweater. Then he figured out that Cas was as well wearing a shirt underneath that. He must've been sweating like hell. Fast Dean pulled the sweatshirt above Cas' head and threw it to the ground. He noticed a bandage on Castiel's hand and a little further than his wrist. He didn't notice before because Cas' hands were always pulled inside of his sleeves. "What have you done?" Dean whispered against his skin while still planting kisses onto Cas' neck.

"PE." Castiel shortly said. That was explanation enough. Dean was surprised he didn't really get hurt at football yet. Every once in a while a contused body part but besides that nothing. Just as Dean wanted to pull up Cas' shirt as well, the boy laying underneath him gripped his hands to make him stop. "I smell, don't want you to die of it." Castiel smiled a little. "Fine for now." Dean murmured, crashing his lips onto Cas' afterwards. Dean started unbuttoning Cas pants and pulling them down afterwards.

It didn't take long until Dean was in his boxers only and Cas in his boxers plus shirt.

"You sure you don't want to take off the shirt?" Dean moaned lightly against Cas' ear while rubbing his already grown erection against Cas. His boyfriend simply answered with a nod and Dean kissed his way down to take off Cas' and his own boxers. This time he would be top and he would show Cas how much he loved him.

Dean spit Cas' legs and laid down between them, moving them a little so it would be easier for him to enter. He put to fingers inside of his mouths and licked them quickly before slowly pushing them into Cas, while still rubbing his own member with the other hand. Dean widened Cas, leaving him to give out a few quiet moans. Slowly he picked up the pace of his fingers thrusting in and out of Cas.

"Please.. Please Dean." Castiel whined. Dean knew exactly what he wanted and so he pulled his fingers out and replaced them with his hard erection, leaving a moan while entering Cas. Slowly he pushed in until he completely filled him and bent over, placing his hands next to Cas' head to support his weight. Meanwhile Cas had wrapped his legs around Dean's waist, giving him more room to move deeper. When Castiel adjusted to Dean's length, he started moving in a slow and steady pace. Time after time his thrust turned faster and harder, leaving a lot of marks on Castiel's neck. Their lips meeting each other every once in a while. Teeth clenching against each other. Hot breath meeting hot breath. Moans coming out of their mouths. Dean started jerking Castiel off to his thrusts to make it possible for both of them to cum at almost the same time. And so it was.

Dean reached his high giving him a few more thrusts and spilling his load inside of Cas, still jerking him off until Cas reached his orgasm and came onto his shirt.

Both of them tried to catch their breath as Dean pulled out and dropped himself next to Cas.

"I love you." He whispered still unable to breathe steady.

"I love you, too." Castiel smiled at Dean.

When they finally relaxed again, Dean noticed that Cas' shirt was ruined and decided to give him one of his shirts. So he walked over to his wardrobe and took out a new pair of boxers, for himself, and two shirts. He got dressed himself and walked over to Castiel, who was already sitting in his boxers as well.

"Wear this one." Dean said putting the shirt aside before pulling Cas shirt up. He noticed that Cas obviously didn't want him to and as he saw Cas' exposed body he knew why.

"Who did this?" Dean hissed through his teeth while inspecting the bruises on his body.

"My father." Castiel whispered, avoiding any eye-contact.

"Give me your hand." Dean now ordered. He knew the story from earlier about PE wasn't true.

"Dean.." Castiel tried to avoid this but he couldn't.

"Give me your hand, Castiel." Normally Dean wouldn't push Castiel to something but this was different. He wanted to know when his father did wrong to him and it kind of hurt Dean to know Castiel wasn't being 100 percent honest with him. Slowly Castiel reached out his hand to Dean. Gently Dean placed it into his lap and took off the bandage on his hand and wrist and discovered scars.

"Did he do that to you or did you do it?" Dean could feel his eyes fill with tears as he saw what things happened to Cas and what things he probably did to himself.

"I did." Castiel murmured, almost unable for Dean to hear.

With that Dean felt tears escaping his eyes and he pulled the boy he loved into a tight hug.

"We are going to get through this. We will make you be fine. Everything's going to be okay." Dean sniffed while pulling Cas even closer.

When he calmed himself a little, Dean pulled away and planted kisses on every place Castiel was injured. As if it would heal his wounds. He knew it didn't but maybe it would ease the pain for now.