Change my mind

Not his amusement

Headache awakened Dean. It felt like someone was hammering inside of his head. He wanted to roll onto his back but noticed he couldn't because there were some arms wrapped around him. Dean opened his eyes to find no one else but Castiel lying next to him, causing him to smile widely. To his own surprise Dean remembered everything that happened last night. The amazing hot sex. Castiel was amazing. Even though Dean never thought he'd ever bottom for anyone. Dean just wasn't the type to bottom. He would show Cas so soon enough.

Carefully Dean turned around to face Cas, since they were spooning before. Castiel was still sleeping peacefully. He looked so innocent. As if he couldn't even hurt a fly. Softly and barely touching Cas' skin, Dean tuck Cas' hair behind since it fell into his face.

"Good morning." The person in front of him mumbled, causing him to smile even more. "Hey." Dean whispered and pressed a soft kiss onto Cas' lips.

"I don't think Mom and Dad will like that you're still having contact with Dean." They suddenly heard, as the door opened. It was Anna. Who else. "And I don't think they would be happy knowing their son has a boyfriend, he just fucked in this house." She grinned and took out her phone.

"They will never know. If you tell them you're stabbing yourself, cause you were throwing this party." Castiel hissed at her.

"I've got pictures. And I can just say it was your idea." She grinned and showed both of them pictures of them being together. Castiel stood up, completely forgetting the fact that he was naked and stormed towards Anna.

"You won't tell them anything or I will tell them what things you've already done. You won't be their little favourite anymore." He hissed at her.

"Oh Cassie. We will see about that plus you should better put some clothes on, you're disgusting." Anna said before leaving the room.

Castiel just stood there, looking at the ground. "I'm going to die." He whispered. Dean stood up and wrapped his arms around his boyfriend from behind.

"You're not." Dean softly pressed some kisses onto Cas' neck.

"I don't fucking know what my parents will do if they find out about this. They will go crazy. They didn't like it when I got tattooed or pierced and that was nothing. But now if they find out I'm gay and had sex with you..." Castiel shook his head, not continuing his sentence.

"You will be fine. I will protect you. I promise." Dean whispered into Cas' ear. His boyfriend turned around and hugged the taller boy, burying his face in his neck. Dean's hand stroke up and down Cas' back to calm him down, which luckily worked.

"We should get something to wear and see if there's any chaos downstairs. I'll help you clean up." Dean kissed Cas' head before pulling away.

When Dean faced his upper body in the mirror he couldn't help but grin at all the hickeys, Cas gave him. "The fuck did you do to me." Dean grinned. Castiel's face turned to Dean's upper body. "Dunno." He shrugged smiling a little.

"That's not fair, you know. I've got marks everywhere and you don't have a single mark." Dean pouted.

"Well I'm the top. I get to do that." Castiel now smirked.

"Oh are you?" Dean rose his eyebrow and looked at Cas, who only nodded proudly. "Let's see about that." Dean grinned and pushed Castiel onto his bed, sitting onto his waist and pinning his hands next to his head. Then he starting kissing and sucking Castiel's neck, also leaving marks.

"Better." Dean grinned and stood up, continuing dressing himself up.

"Well, now they will find out." Castiel sighed, obviously not amused, what kind of hurt Dean. He hid it though. "Just say it was Hannah or something." He replied. The happiness, the fun in his voice was gone.

"I'm sorry, Dean." Castiel knew he kind of screwed up but Dean wouldn't admit it towards Cas.

"Whatever." Dean replied, putting on his jacket.

"You know. Maybe this isn't right. Maybe his is worse for us than we thought. It can cause both of us real trouble." The black haired boy said and Dean's head turned to face him.

"Are you serious right now? Both of us knew what this relationship would take and now you're like this? You know what I'm thinking? You're just doing this to embarrass me to the whole school. You've placed a bet saying that you will get me in bed right? Congratulations. You did it. Hope it was worth it. Goodbye Castiel." Dean said and only heard Cas call after him as he left, but he didn't care. Dean was stupid enough to even fall for this. Why did he even think that this would be a serious relationship?

While driving home, Dean's head was hammering even more than it did before. It was horrible. Not only that, also the thoughts of Castiel and his words flew through his head. Was he really like that? Did he really just do that to embarrass Dean? Well, how could there be another explanation?
When Dean pulled up at his house, he noticed his Dad's car outside. Fast he took out his phone but didn't see any calls of Sammy. Dean got out of his car and rushed into the house. It was quiet. He didn't see Mary anywhere so he went to go look for Gabriel and Sam. He wanted to enter Sam's room but it was locked. "Bitch." Dean whispered, sure enough that Sam would hear it. The door unlocked and opened. "Jerk." Sam answered, inviting Dean in and locking the door behind him again.

"You look funny." Gabriel grinned.

"Yeah, would cut every mark out if I wouldn't die of it." Dean answered looking at Gabriel with a straight face. He wasn't joking. Both, Gabriel and Sam raised their eyebrows but didn't bother to question it any more. "Why didn't you call me?" Dean asked, turning his face to Sam.

"I didn't want to ruin your fun. It was the first day after such a long time that you actually went out. Dad seems pretty upset about that though.." Sam answered.

"How's Mom? Where is she?" Dean's voice was honest. He tried to hide the anger, filling his body.

"I told her to hide in your room, when Gabriel and I ran to my room. I heard her crying." Sam's voice was quiet. "But you two are alright?" Dean's eyes changed the eye contact between Gabriel and Sam. Both of them nodded.
"Stay in here until I get you out." Dean ordered leaving the room, hearing the door lock again.
Then Dean turned to his own room to check if his mother was in there but he was stopped before.

"Oh there you are. Where do you think you're going?!" The angry voice of his father echoed through his ears. Slowly Dean turned around to face his father. He didn't have to stand close to him to tell he was drunk. "Why do you care?" Dean answered calmly.

"Cause you've got to be here brat. Where do those come from?! Better be from a girl!" He yelled at Dean.

"No they're not. Actually they're made by a boy and you know what? I also had sex with a boy. Yeah you heard right! But just in case you're wondering, yeah I regret it." Dean's hands built fists, preparing for what was going to happen.
And sooner than expected he felt the fist of his father, punching his face a few times.

"You're a worthless fag! You're lucky I'm having a good day but don't think I'll come back to you with that." John pushed Dean to the ground and kicked his stomach once more before leaving. A few seconds later Dean heard the main door shut. It took him a minute until he got up. "Sammy, Gabriel. You can get out now. Grab some breakfast, I'll drop you off at your house later, Gabe." Dean ordered and then went for his room. He knocked a little. Weird for it being his own room. "Mom? It's me. Open up." Dean's voice suddenly softened. He didn't know what expected him and he was scared. "It's open." His mother said with a quiet voice. Slowly Dean entered the room and looked at his mother, sitting on his bed. Her cheek was red, on its way to turn blue. Dean felt anger filling his body as he walked over to his mother, bulling her into his arms. "I'm so sorry I wasn't there." Dean whispered. "Don't mention it. Now tell me what happened to you, Sweetheart." Mary heard everything Dean said to his father. So did Sam and Gabriel. Everybody in this house did but for now, Dean didn't care.