Love Will Find It's Way. {Austlan Cashby} BoyxBoy

Chapter Two:Accidental Affection?

I walk in to find Maddie fucking some random guy. I have no idea what to do. All I know is that I have to get her out! "Alan!" she squeals in shock. She gets off the guy and covers her body. The guy does the same and frantically looks for his clothes. I go upstairs to our room and I grab the suitcases from the closet. "Dirty whore can live with him." I mumble. I go into the dresser and take all her stuff out and throw it into the suitcases. I do the same with the closet.

"Alan!?" I hear Maddie call from downstairs. I zip up the suitcases and I grab the handles and storm out of the room and downstairs. "Take your bags and get the fuck out!" I shout. I throw her bags in front of her and she looks up at me and pouts. "GET OUT!" I scream. She scrambles to grab her bags and clothes and runs out with the guy. I slam the door shut and lock the door. "FUCKING GREAT!" I scream.

I'm so pissed off, I can't control myself anymore. I punch the wall and I feel no pain. I yell some random things that not even I understood. I should of left her a few days ago, I should of left when she lied! I curse and throw my lamp across the room. Why am I hurt? I knew this was bound to happen, everybody did! I'm just an idiot!

I'm so lost, so lonely. How could she do this to me? "Alan?" I hear somebody call from the front door. I feel tears soak through my shirt and that's when I realize that I was crying. I quickly wipe my tears. "Yea?" I call out. "It's Austin. Is everything-" Austin walks into the living room and stops midway sentence. "She cheated didn't she?" He whispers. I nod and sniffle a bit. "Oh fuck, I'm so sorry Alan. I'm here for you." Austin comes and sits beside me and looks at me.

I feel so at ease around him. He makes me so calm, so relaxed. I'm so comfortable around him, he's just so amazing. "Alan, if you want, you can stay at my place for as long as you like. I don't think you should be alone. I've been through the same and I don't want to take a chance." Austin says in concern. I nod and try to smile.

I think staying with Austin will keep me distracted from everything, it will help me get over things and work things out. I'm glad that Austin is here for me like I was there for him. "Sounds good. But whenever you want me gone just tell me, I don't want to be a burden" I say. Austin sighs and shakes head at me. "Alan you aren't a burden, don't think like that. Now go get a bag ready." He says to me. I smile and get up and head upstairs.

After packing a few bags to bring to Austin's, we loaded them into my car. "I'll meet you there." I say as I get in my car. "Alright." Austin shouts as he jogs down the driveway to his car. I watch him get in and drive off. He's perfect, he may be my best friend but in all honesty, I'm surprised he's still single. I snap out of my thought and I drive off towards Austin's.

I pull into his driveway behind his car and I turn off my car. Can I do this? Can I really take over his personal life for my selfish ways? I sigh and look around. Maybe I can stay for a little bit then when I get better, I can go back to my house? I just hope this all doesn't backfire on me. I can't lose Austin, he means a lot to me and losing him will only tear me apart. This will either make me or break me. I just hope everything works out and that Austin and I will be fine when it comes to our tour. I cannot risk losing my friends, family and band so I just have to pull it together. I can do this!

Austin's P.O.V:

I felt bad for Alan, I totally saw this coming but I know he did too. He was just too scared to break her heart or to even see her take Sophie. Which I kinda of understand, I guess.

"Austin, I brought Sophie." Alan calls out as he walks in the front door. I smile as he puts her down and let's her explore the house. "Do you need help with your bags?" I ask him. He shakes his head and turns around and bends down. I was enjoying my view. Wait, what? No, I'm not gay. Alan looks over at me and catches me staring at him. He laughs and picks up his bags and closes the door. "Did you enjoy your view?" Alan asks with a chuckle. I just wanted to say yes but I couldn't, it's weird, why would I enjoy it? "No." I say simply. Alan's face drops and he looks upset.

"Wheres my room?" Alan asks impatiently. I study his face, he's upset. Why would he be upset? I sigh and get up to show him his room. "Thanks." Alan mumbles. I nod and smile. He steps into the room and I stand at the doorway. I watch as he puts his bags down. He walks back over to me and gets close. He looks up at me and then looks my lips. He gets on his toes and kisses me on my lips. I'm completely unaware of what just happened, I'm shocked. I pull away and move back. "What the fuck!?" I shout. "I'm sorry." he mumbles.

I wait for an explanation but he slams the door shut. Was that tears I saw? I was so confused. Why'd he kiss me? Why!? He's not gay, is he? Well I know I'm not. He's my best friend. Maybe he's just vulnerable, yea that's it. He's just desperate to feel some love.

I sigh and walk back into the living room and sit on the couch with Sophie. I pick her up and place her on my lap. She purrs loudly as I scratch behind her ears. I turn the t.v on and just stare at it. I wasn't interested in watching anything, I just wanted to know if that's why he kissed me, because he's just lonely and is going through heart break? Things are already going wrong. I hope I don't regret this whole thing.

Alan's P.O.V:

I sit on the edge of the bed and I pull at my hair. I already messed up, I kissed my best friend! Why!? I know why, it's because maybe, well maybe I'm developing feelings for him. He's just so sweet and caring. He's an amazing friend, he's handsome and just who wouldn't want him? He deserves an explanation, but I'm not going to tell him I have feelings for him. No, that would just ruin everything.

I decided to go out into the living room. I sit beside Austin and he doesn't look at me, just keeps his eyes on the t.v. "Why'd you do it, Alan?" I look at him and raise an eyebrow. He looks over at me and stares at me. His eyes just make me melt inside. I take a deep breath and open my mouth to tell him a lie. "It's because you're vulnerable, right? You're desperate to feel something!" He says. I kind of laugh a bit but then I go serious. "Yea, that's why. I'm sorry, I didn't know what I was doing." LIES. I knew exactly what I was doing, I was kissing him just to see if I actually felt something and I did!

Austin nods and smiles. "It's alright, just next time let me know and I'll get you a band girl." He laughs and snorts. I smile and laugh. His laugh is so cute, it's so adorable. I wish I could just tell him how I feel, maybe if I keep doing things like that, he'll fall for me? No, probably not. He likes girls, but at the same time he hasn't had a girlfriend in such a long time. Things are so complicated already and I just want him to know that I like him, that I want to be with him but it's wrong because he's my best friend and because he's, well he's a guy.

I just hope sooner or later, I can tell him and he'll accept it and tell me he feels the same. But for now I have to put my feelings aside and I have to remember that he's my best friend. I just hope this all doesn't backfire.