Love Will Find It's Way. {Austlan Cashby} BoyxBoy

Rant.

Well I'm sort of dissappointed with the outcome of my stories. I got great feedback on my first two books that are complete and that are terrible as hell but I'm barely getting any feedback on "Suicide Season", "A Killing Addiction" & "Fashionably Late". It's frustrating because I'm stressing over updates, school, my family situation, upcoming exams and much more. I want to just give up on these stories all together but it wouldn't be fair to the people who actually read, vote and comment on them. I appreciate those people a ton and I thank you for your support. So for their sake I'll continue on with my writing. I work hard on them, I don't have all the time in the world. I spend hours on updates and sometimes I don't end up going to bed untill 3a.m. I get up at 5 every morning for school and as soon as I get home I'm busy. Please don't bitch at me for this because I just need to rant.

And another thing; You all need to understand that you are ALL beautiful fucking people! No matter what your mom, dad, brother, sister, cousin, aunt, uncle, grandma/grandpa, boyfriend, girlfriend, friends, or lame ass assholes say you are all b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l. You may wish to look or be like someone else but there is someone out there who wishes they looked like you! I am telling you now, stop cutting and start counting the days that you've been clean for, stop starving yourselves and eat, stop worrying about what others say and just fucking live! Live your lives the way you want but in a positive way! I know you all can do it. I am not a heartless bastard, I care about every single one of you and I have been through it all. I have witnessed abuse, I have starved myself, I have cut myself, I have attempted suicide, I have scars, I have a shitty self confidence BUT I'm trying to change my life around!

I am now going on six months of being clean from self-harm. I am now eating whatever the hell I please and I'm slowly trying to build up my confidence. We can do this together! You do not have to do this on your own! Keep fighting and don't let anyone get in your way. Fuck the people who called you ugly, fat, emo, a whore, worthless, useless, a piece of shit, a waste, a bitch and whatever else. You guys are all so goddamn beautiful!

My rant is now over. Continue on with your day. Thank you all for being so awesome and thanks for putting up with me! <3