Love Will Find It's Way. {Austlan Cashby} BoyxBoy

Chapter Seven:Can We Just Forget About Everything?

Alan's P.O.V:

I was woken up by Sophie licking my face. I groan and push her away from me. She meows and curls up beside me. I just wanted to go back to sleep but I can't. I look over and see Austin, why is he sleeping in my bed? I look around and soon realize that I'm in his bed and that we are both just in our boxers.

I take the chance and snuggle into his side, he wraps his arms around me. I smile to myself as he starts to snore again. I feel something hard on my thigh, I look under the blankets and my eyes go wide. Austin's friend is hard and poking my leg. I laugh but quickly cover my mouth. I wonder what he's dreaming of.

"Gielle, baby.. I just want you." I look at Austin in shock, he's still sleeping. He's talking in his sleep but he's dreaming about his ex wife. I get out of Austin's hold and I move away from him before getting up and gathering my clothes and walking downstairs to my room.

"These feelings end now." I mutter to myself as I put on a fresh pair of blue boxers. I pick out an outfit and put it on. My outfit consisted of grey track pants and a black drop dead shirt. I take a look in the mirror and I sigh. "How could you take a look at yourself in the mirror?" I hiss at myself. I pick up a black beanie from the ground and put it on to hide my bed head.

I was sitting in the living room on my phone when Austin came down and sat beside me. "Hey, you hungry?" He asks curiously. I shake my head and continue texting. "Is everything alright?" He asks. I avoid the question and plug my headphones into my phone. I pick a playlist before putting the headphones in my ears and blasting it on maximum.

I look up to see Austin watching me, he's glaring at me. I know he's waiting for an answer but he's not getting one. He waves his hand in front of my face and I don't respond. He reaches over and unplugs my headphones then takes them out of my ears. "I asked you a question." He snaps. I roll my eyes and sigh. "You don't own me, I don't need to answer." I hiss. "Well it's polite to answer." He says sarcastically. I shrug and get up. "I don't care." I mutter before walking over to the front door.

I slip on my shoes and as I go to grab my keys, Austin grabs my wrist and turns me to face him. "Stop running away from everything, Alan! I'm not going to continue taking care of you when you're drunk." He says nastily. "I never fucking told you to take care of me! Just fuck off!" I yell. I yank my wrist from his hand and go to open the door but he slams it shut and turns me around again. "We aren't done talking." He says through clenched teeth.

I take a deep breath and try to calm down but I just can't. "Why don't you worry about yourself and getting your ex wife back!" I retort. He raises an eyebrow and shakes his head. "I've been done with her ever since our divorce, Ashby." He shouts. "That's not what you said in your sleep this morning." I snap. He sighs loudly and slams his fist against the wall. "STOP PISSING ME OFF!" He screams at me. I back up into the wall and he moves closer.

I look around for an escape but there's nothing and nowhere. "Stop, okay? Just leave me alone." I say softly. He laughs without humor and shakes his head. "Why? Don't you like me? You want me, you want to be with me." He says proudly. I shake my head. "Not anymore, you showed your true feelings for me the other day. I'm done being hurt!" I growl. He backs up and his face changes. He looks hurt, I can see it. "Then get out." He whispers.

I do as told without any questions. I was done with all this bullshit. I quickly pack my bags and put them in my car when I'm done. I gather Sophie and her things and place them in the car as well. I get in my car and drive off without saying a word to Austin. He wanted this so, he can deal with it.

I pull into my driveway and I hurriedly grab everything and bring it inside. I didn't want to be outside, I just wanted to stay in bed all day. What I told Austin was a lie, I still like him, more than ever but I can't let it show. He hurts me to much and he's way too insensitive. I understand now, I understand why this was all a big mistake, our friendship is ruined now and all because of me.

I make sure to unpack everything and put it the way it was before I left. I make sure to feed Sophie before going in my room and laying down for the rest of the day. I can't face the world today, not on my own anyways. I have so much on my mind and very little time to think about it all. Our tour is in a few weeks and I know for a fact that things aren't going to go well.

I can't keep going on with these feelings, I have to get over him somehow. This isn't going to be easy but I'm going to have to be a dick to him. Bringing a girl on tour will be way to harsh so I'd rather not go that route. I knew this was all going to backfire, the only successful part out of the whole thing was him helping me get over Maddie and in love with him.

I hear the little jingles from Sophie's bell collar and soon she jumps up on the bed and lays on my chest. I scratch behind her ears making her purr loudly and rub her face on my hand. I smile a little before picking her up off my chest and placing her beside me. I curl into a ball under the covers and shut my eyes. I feel her lay beside me, she's still purring and it's helping me fall asleep. Soon enough I fall into a deep sleep.