Chapter 15
Finns pov :
Its been a couple of weeks since I found out Rachel was pregnant and we broke up . I really screwed up this time and I can't believe I said those awful things to her. I just I'm just scared, I mean I can't be a dad I'm in highschool I don't want to end up like a dead beat , I wanna be more than that. But I don't want to be a douche like Pucks dad and abondon my father duties. I love Rachel if only she would just talk to me. I've been trying to talk to her for weeks but she keeps avoiding me . I just wish there was a way I could tell her how I feel. "There you are!" Kurt yelled at me furious. "Woah whats wrong?" I asked him freaked out . "You need to man the hell up!" He yelled at me . "Woah. " I said. "Slow down Kurt you're scaring me." I said. "Oh you haven't seen scary! Your girlfriend is a wreck and you haven't said a single word to her are you stupid or something? And no don't answer that because I already know the answer and its yes you Finn are stupid. Accusing Rachel of sleeping with anothee guy when she loves you. Well I got news for you Finn you need to pull your head out of your ass and open you eyes! " He yelled at me. "Woah okay Kurt I think he gets the point. " Rachel said coming to us. "I have to go meet Blaine ." He said and left . I looked at Rachel and she smiled at me , "We need to talk." I said. "Couldn't agree more. " She said and we started to walk to the auditorium. "So are you going to keep it?" I asked her. "No , I can't take on that responsibility. Not by myself." She said. "Look I know I've been a real D-bag lately but you're not alone in this." I said. "Finn I told you you're off the hook, its my problem. " She said. "No , Kurt was right Rachel its time for me to man up and take responsibility for my actions. I love you and I love this baby . I know you say don't want to keep it but I know you and I know you want to keep him/ her. " I said. "Are you sure? " She asked me. "Yeah, I know I said some awful things to you and I'm sorry . Please just let me do this , let me be apart of your life again. " I begged her. She paused and thought for a moment , "Okay. " She said. I smiled and gave her kiss , "I love you. " I said. "I love you too. " She said and hugged me.
