Drugs or Love {Eminem}

Chapter 4 hospital Eminem's P.O.V

While waiting and holding Haylie's hand I cried Sam was knocked out so was Rob and Sam's Mom. When the paramedics finally came. They asked me all kinds of questions. I couldn't go with Sam to the hospital but when they took Haylie she cried and kept on saying "Marshall no please don't take me away" So I rode with her to my house where my aunt Enga said that I could ride with Haylie but no matter what I had to go to school. She knew that I skipped a lot of school but since Sam moved I stopped skipping most of the time. I was binging to get myself cleaned up. When I got to the hospital where Haylie never let go og my hand I walked in with her to her room. She still never stopped crying I singed songs from "Rap crap" and also the ones that I made myself and some that Sam tried to make but nothing worked she was scared. I finally gave up and just faced the fact that Sam might be dead and I knew she was severely hurt and that she had no money and because of my hair and my tattoo and my piercing they thought I was just punk kid. I was yeah was now i'm just trying not to cry in front of everyone but I just felt helpless they kept on telling me to let go of Haylie and asking me all kinda of question but I knew them but my mind was all fucked up from the everything.

"you have to leave now son" I looked over and the Dr. was looking at me. I sighed but I couldn't let go of Haylie I loved her she was like a daughter to me. I nodded to the Dr. faced Haylie put my arms around her looked into her eyes and said "Okay now baby girl Marshall has to leave now but I promise you they are not going to hurt you and that I will try to be back but Haylie Jade look at me" She was looking at the Dr. who had a netel. Haylie looked at me again "Haylie I love you but you have to do whatever they say okay?" She held back her tears and said "Okay Marsh-daddy will you be my daddy?" I knew that she never had a dad which I am glad. "only if Sam will be your mommy okay?" She nodded her head and said "I love you daddy make the paint in my arm go away" I looked at the Dr. and he said "don't worry son,we'll take good care of the Crossfields and you can come and visent anytime after midnight" I smiled and hugged Haylie and walked out of the room crying.

The next day I got up at 6 am and I felt like shit Aunt Enga took one look at me and said "okay hun,I know you're still shaken up because of everything and I know you didn't any sleep last night i'll let you stay home for the next day or two you just go lay back down" I thanked her and than I felt the tears "come here Marshall" I wrapped my arms around her and I cried and cried and cried I was interrupted my mom walking in and she said "stop your god damn crying Marshall guess what Sam dead and Haylie is too" I was stuck in the spot I knew that it could be true I just ran out of the door crying I knew that I only had on sweatpants on too. When I looked outside there was cop cars all around Sam's house I ran up to them screaming at the top of my lungs "are they really dead" I was screaming for 10 mins when a cop sat me down and said "no they're not dead we're just getting some things now you just go inside you house take a little nap and try to forget it all okay" I nodded my head and did what he said to do but I knew that I would dream about them being dead.