Drugs or Love {Eminem}

Chapter 27 What the!!!!!

                                                                          Sam's P.O.V 

My hands were weak I wasn't feeling good and I just wanted to be left alone by every fucking one. "Will you marry me" Marshall said. I looked at him weird and he said it again "will you marry me?" By this time all of the Dr's and nurses was aweing and I just didn't know what to say at all I really just wanted to left alone. "Marshall I-I-I" He looked disappointed. "Look if you don't want to than whatever I promised Faith that we would get back together now what Sam now what?" "I was going to say yes you asshole I just don't feel good I just had a fucking baby and oh my god"

I felt like I was going in labor again I couldn't help it but to scream. All of the drs came back in running. "She's having another" I heard someone said. I looked at Marshall and he was in great shock. I knew that I wasn't gonna have twins but hell what else could go wrong with the suicidal deaf bitch who is bipolar and got raped by her own father. "Sam" I heard Marshall say. "Just push Sam just push" I was in ungodly pain. I have never felt like this before even when I had Winter and I was 16 by the way.

I pushed as hard as I could until I heard crying. I looked at Marshall's face and it looked like he was crying. Not a sad cry but a happy one. "What's wrong?!" I almost shouted. Marshall didn't respond. All I knew that he was handed a baby I don't know witch one but then he sat down on the chair holding a newborn baby. "He's not gonna make it" I said when I took one look at him. The baby was a purplish blueish color and he was really tiny. "Sam he's gonna be fine" Marshall handed me the baby boy and I just fell in love with him he was my baby boy and Marshall got the other boy and was holding it.

Marshall's P.O.V 1 hour later.

After the boys were born we didn't let our eyes off of them the little one mostly. I knew that he wasn't gonna make it but something kept on telling me that Faith and Proof was watching over him. He reminded me of her in every single way. "What should we name them?" Sam said while feeding the first boy. "Don't know Sam." I said in a tired voice. "How about we named them after your uncle and my brother?" She said. "Yeah Ronald Chase Mathers and Robert Mathers" She smiled and said "can we have his middle name Chance?" I nodded my head and kissed her.

An hour later me and Sam was alone. We decided to go out of the hospital to get some fresh air. I had to push Sam in a wheelchair but I didn't mind at all. It was start out like the night of our first kiss I remembered how fucking nervous I was to kiss her I could' believe me made it this far. I felt bad for the way I had treated her. I know that I will never forgive myself for hurting her like I did. "Marsh?" Sam said. "What" I said back. "Yes" I was confused. "What do you mean" I said. "Yes" She said again. "Yes what" "yes I will marry you" I felt happiness all over my body. I had forgotten all about it. I thought she didn't want to. I hugged her and kiss her. I slid the ring on her finger and it fitted  The ring was black but the diamond part was blue. I knew she would love it considering that was her favorite colors.   {http://biture.biz/wp-content/uploads/2015/04/Silver-Wedding-Ring-Sets-Cubic-Zirconia2.jpg   like to see the pic}

Sam's P.O.V

A few days later,me and Marshall was still in the hospital he was about out asleep on that chair. I felt bad because I knew it didn't feel good sleeping in a chair. I knew I had experience. I was moved to a bigger room where I could walk around in. They knew that I would have to rock the babies to sleep. Me and Marshall decided to breastfeed for 4 months and than try to switch them to formally. We already had a breast pump from Faith but god knows where the hell it is.

After I put the boys to bed I got on my phone and listened to Not Afraid by Eminem. It was live and he just flew out to New York I think and performed it live. But when he wrote it he said "like my daughters and raised it" but when he performed it he said "like my children and raised it" I didn't know why he did that because he tries to make our life not in the spotlight like it used to be. I listed to the song again and I looked u the lyrics and flowed along with it.