Drugs or Love {Eminem}

Chapter 1 Marshall Mathers Sam's P.O.V

"Samantha are you ready for your new school?" I looked at my mother for once I knew she wasn't on drugs like she always on. I would sneak into her room and seal her pills and her dugs and her liquor. I rolled my eyes at her and I walked out the door. I knew that she was just trying to be nice but I hated my mother. She was never there for me. I was standing outside across the street there was an old house. I saw a teenage boy came running out yelling screaming at someone. He had bleached blonde hair an earring and a lip piercing and possibly a tattoo. "Mom i'm fucking leaving just let me grab my god damn jacket" He yelled. He sighed looked at me and rolled his eyes. He smelled like weed but I could tell that he was going through a rough time. He kept looking at me. "Sam don't forget jacket" I looked over and my only Brother Robbie was standing there holding my jacket in his hand and on his back was my little sister Haylie She was only 3 years old she loved me and Rob. "Thanks Rob" I said while smiling at him. He walked inside and the bus came around the corner. I got on and the bus driver said "Samantha Brooks?" She said questioning me. "No ummm Samantha Crossfield" I said back while smiling at her. Last year my name was Samantha Brooks but I was named after my deadbeet of a petafial dad who raped me when I was real young. He raped me and he hit me and my family but he was gone when I was 8 he was sent to jail and I never saw him again. I'm 14 years old now. When I got to the third school this year and it was only September I got lost to homeroom I almost passed out during P.E I didn't make any friends and also I got made fun of for not having an EMP Player. I knew that I was going to hate this school and I didn't want to go home right yet so when I got off of the bus I walked inside where my Mom was past out on the couch which she was drunk I went into Rob's room where he hand another girl in there "God damn it Sam get the hell out" Rob yelled "I can't help it that i'm freakin deaf Rob" I yelled back. I ran outside crying. He knew that I didn't like talking about me being part deaf. I didn't knock on the doors because it really doesn't have any good I just walk in if I don't have my hearing aides in which I only have 1 pair and I keep them at school. I ran out of the house crying I decided to take a walk with Haylie I knew that Detroit, Michigan was a real bad place for 2 kids walking down the street but I didn't care.