Drugs or Love {Eminem}

Chapter 8 new house new school Sam's P.O.V

2 years later

"Samantha i'm so sorry but we're moving" Phil said to me. I felt the tears coming down "but why" I asked. "well,you're 16 now and Marshall is 18 and you're too old to have Haylie living with you in your room and also" he said in a whisper "Haylie told me she saw you and Marshall in the shower together" It was true but we didn't do anything he just wanted to get his hair wet and I wasn't even naked yet. "Now I don't want to know what you was doing but just use stuff and if you can't but it I will...... but really this house is old and I need to move because of my job Sam i'm so sorry" I started to cry. Phil got up and hugged me and kissed my head and said "I know you don't want to leave Marshall but Sam we have to leave but I promise that I will drive him to our new house I swear I will" I knew that we had to. "How am I going to tell him" Phil sighed and said "I don't know honey but if hr loves you then he'll understand and also I will drive him to you" He kissed my head and left for work. Marshall was on a road trip with his aunt Enga. He was going to be gone for 6 weeks just enough time for us to move. We was moving and hour and a half away from Marshall. He was leaving tomorrow. He was going to see his brother Nathan who got in foster care when he was 8 years old. He was about 12 now. Marshall was excited his aunt was going to try to get him back. "you okay Sam?" Marshall said to me. We was laying down. "yeah you just have fun and tell Nate I said hi" he smiled and said "he's gonna love you" I smiled back at him and we kissed. I didn't want to tell him I didn't want to tell him tonight at least Phil said that I can change schools after he got back. We looked at the school the same day Marshall left. The school was a white rich bitch school. The school that me and Marshall went to was a black run down gangsta school. The girls here was skimpy little bitches they was people who was skinny and call themselves fat. I was skinny well I was anorexic and I couldn't help it that's my Phil and Marshall get on my ass about me eating. I was skinny but I was heavy.

"Oh my fucking god I loved seeing Nate he's getting so big my god" Marshall walked in my house he was smiling. I looked down "what's going on? what's wrong Sam" I sighed and I took his hand and I took him into my room and shut the door. "Sam tell me" he said again. "Marshall...we're moving that's why nothing here" "O-oh" he said. He looked down I could tell that he was sad real sad. "hey at least we'll be in the same school right" I didn't answer him "right" he said again. It already sucked because he failed 9th grade and I didn't so we only hanged out after school. I look down and said "we're moving hour and a half away it's a rich white school" He didn't say anything I could tell that he was sad. He was wearing his black Nike hat and while he was looking down I couldn't see his face and the room was dark. "Marshall look at me" he looked up and there was tears. I never seen him cry before he was a tough guy. "Marshall" I said. He let a few more tears down and he put his arms around me and put his head on my shoulder and started crying "but you're my best friend and my girlfriend you're my everything Sam I-I have no friends but you Sam please don't go please" I let a few tears down and said "I tried everything but Phil said on weekends you can come over and stay the night he will pick you up" He shook his head. It was late it was 10:40 at night. I looked at him and said "we're leaving tomorrow" he wiped his tears and said "so what do you wanna do tonight we can look at the stars" I said "I have a better idea" than I kissed him hard. I wanted to do this. I wasn't nervous I knew that he wouldn't take it overboard. I started to take off his shirt but he grabbed my hands looked me in the eye and said "are you sure" I nodded my head. He smiled and took his shirt off. He started kissing me real hard. I had forgot that he had done this before. I didn't tell him that when I slept with Jess I was drunk and I didn't remember it at all. So this was like my first time.

I got woke up by Marshall he knocked over a vase of flowers he gotten me when he came back home the note said "sorry for being gone for 6 weeks to make it up here's 6 roses" "Shit" he said. I sat up and said "Marshall?" he looked at me and said "hurry up and get dressed before Phil walks in" I did what he said and after I did there was a knock at the door. It open and Haylie came in "Daddy" she said. She ran to Marshall he gave her a kiss and said "here this is for you Haylie baby" and gave her one of my roses. He knew I didn;t care. I knew that he would miss Haylie the most. I would too he thought of her as his daughter. He always wanted a daughter. "i'm going to miss you baby" he said to Haylie she smiled and said "no you're moving with us" he looked at me and I shook my head. Than he got sad again. He helped us move boxes. It was a nice house. "hey it's right across the street from those girls look like your age Sammy" We knew that he was trying to lighten the mood but it didn't work he was sad and I was too. The girls came over there was 2 of them "Hi i'm Jessica and this is Jaden" we smiled and Marshall looked at them and sign to me "sluts" I laughed they was wearing short strapless dresses. Marshall said "okay Sam i'm working on something new and it's corny but I don't care this is for you girls it's called when i'm gone"