Drugs or Love {Eminem}

Chapter 18 Happy Birthday! Marshall"s P.O.V

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"Happy 3th birthday Baby" I said to Faith. I picked her up and she said "D-da da" I was in shocked. "Sam she said dada she said da da" I yelled. Sam came running in and said "oh yeah I know we as watching a video of you singing when i'm gone and she pointed at the screen and said da da" I hated missing out on her life. She still couldn't walk yet. She had all kinds of problems like Autism. She had a really tough talking and walking but she crawled fast. She loved being held by me. Whenever I come home she will start moaning I would always hug Winter and Haylie kiss them than I would pick up Faith. She was the only one who looked like Sam well Haylie did but that's just because they're sisters. I put Faith down and I held her arms and tried to make to her walk. She stumbled while walking with me. I thought about the kids with special needs and than I looked at Faith. I cannot imagine her like that. All if those kids get bullied a lot. If she's like Sam and tries to commit suicide than I don't know what I would do. I put Faith down and I walked a few feet away from her got on my knees and said "come here baby come to daddy" she crawled to me and half way she opened her arms up and screamed "da" I picked her up and put her a few feet away from me. I got my video recorder out so I could video tape her trying to walk. "okay Faith baby girl you need to walk" this time she pulled herself up on her hands and knees. She used the way to bring herself up on her feet. I gasped. "come on baby you can do it come on walk to daddy please daddy will give a big kiss. ' She smiled and took a little step. She lifted her left foot and put it down then she lifted her right food and put it down very slowly. I was recording her walking. She did the same thing but half way she fell and started crying. "da da da da daaaa" she screamed. I ran over to her picked her up and kissed her. I put her in a little walker I got for her last year. I replayed the video and I showed it to Sam. She kissed Faith and then kissed my cheek. I put Faith down for a nap and I put on "mockingbird" on replay. She loved that song with all of her heart. I helped Sam get all of the decorations and the gifts wrapped up for the little party. I didn't know who all was going to show up from my friends I told them that I wasn't going to drink because I didn't want to do something stupid or make Sam mad at me.

At the party Proof was the only one of my friends who showed up. He bought Faith a teddy bear it had a pink dress and a bow on it. Faith hugged the bear tightly and she never let it g. She named it "Proof" I gave her everything. We was stalling so that Sam could go the baker and pick the the cakes. Faith had a little cake for herself. The big cake that said "happy 3th birthday Faith" I missed her 1st birthday and I missed her birth because I was an asshole and it was also because Sam hated me at the time. I was now starting to win her back. I tried to show Proof who came early and helped set up. Him Faith walking. I showed him the video because like Sam she was stumberd. She don't like to be around people she doesn't know she was shy like Sam. "Man she looks just like her mother." Proof said. "yeah I just hope she doesn't act like me" I said. I got the gold fish and tried to catch them in my mouth I failed. In a few days it will be my birthday. I will be turning half past old. Today is the 15th and my birthday is the 17th of October. I don't know what Sam and the girls are going to do for my birthday but I hope she would. She always did surprise birthday parties. I always pretend that I hated them but the truth is I loved them. "can you say happy birthday dada" Proof said to Faith in a baby voice. "Hap gerthda da" Faith said. I chuckled.It worried me and Sam that she couldn't talk like a 3 year old. She was really behind. I don't want her to go to school in 3 years because the teacher would question our parting. I was almost never home so I couldn't help her with talking and walking. Me and Sam both knew that the autism was severe. I tried to make her learn sign language for Sam. I think it would be one of the best things for her because me and Sam and the girls knew sign language and also there are all kinds of kids with autism that know sign language and that's how the commute.

"Happy birthday Faith" we shouted. I helped her blow out the 3 little candles that Sam had put on. I took pictures of the smooshing cake in her face and when I tried to wipe her face off she took a piece of cake and smooshed in all over my face and in my hair. "god damn it Faith" I said. Everyone started laughing including Sam. I went into the bathroom and cleaned the cake off of me. Than because Faith is messy messy messy I had to give her a bath. Faith won't let go of me and I wanted to lay down I wasn't feeling good at all. Everyone was outside I felt like I was going to puke. Sam pulled me over to the side and said "Marh your face is pale are you feeling okay?" She said. "no I feel like i'm going to puke" I mumbled. "go lay down i'll check on you later" I nodded my head and went I went to gave Faith to Sam she started screaming bloody murder. Everyone started at us. "she needs a nap you can take if you want to" Sam whispered to me. "but it's her birthday" I said back. Faith had her head resting on my shoulder she close her eyes. "did she take a nap?" I asked Sam. "nope" she said smiling. When I was walking into the house Sam grabbed my arms and asked me "hey Marsh would you mind if I take a picture while you guys are sleeping I won't post it I just want a picture for my album I have one with you and Winter and Haylie it's a father daughter well you know" I closed my eyes I didn't feel good at all. "don't care" I said in a week voice. She knew that I felt like shit.

I went into the bedroom and I laid down with my daughter when I just felt like I was dieing my head pounded and my stomach did a 360 360 times. I puked 4 times. "the fuck is that blood" I said outloud. I puked up blood. "Baby go get mommy" I moaned. "go get mommy" She got down from the bed and crawled out of the room.