Drugs or Love {Eminem}

Chapter 17 Divorce? Sam's P.O.V

"Sam Kim is divorcing me" Marshall said with his teary eyes. I stood there and looked at him than when he put his hand over his eyes and put his hand back in his pocket I could tell that he was really sad. I put my arms around him and hugged him. He laid his head on my shoulder and started crying. I rubbed his back and said "what happened?" He looked me in the eyes and said "what comes around goes around I cheated on you and" I didn't mean to laugh but I busted out laughing "what you get" I said. He shook his head cocked an attitude and started to walk out of the room. I grabbed his arm and said "i'm sorry I was kidding" he wiped his tears and said "I don't want to divorce her Sam I know you don't like the fact that i'm married but I really don't want to get a divorce." I sat down on the couch and said "are you happy" he shuddered "Marshall I can't read your lips i'm deaf" "where's your hearing aids?" "Haylie broke them" he looked at the clock and said "i'll pay" I rolled my eyes. "what" he said "I can" he said again. I crossed my arms and mumbled "Gee I wonder why she divorcing you" He looked at me and said "what no go head tell me" he was cocking that attitude again the i'm rich i'm hot you do what I say. "okay so I don't really need my ex boyfriend to pay for every little thing need I can read lips you know that now just because you're the dad of my children doesn't mean that you need to come over when times are tough and think that i'm gonna bail you out because i'm really getting sick of it" He exhaled deeply opened the door slammed it stopped outside turned around opened the door and said trying not to yell "I have my court date with my mother tomorrow i'm going to need you to watch the kids" I noded my head and he stormed off in his car again.

{ringtone}"when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that, I'm lookin' down on you smilin' And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn, Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that, I'm lookin' down on you smilin' And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back"

My phone was ringing that was the ringtone for Eminem's house. I looked at the clock it was 2 am. It was midnight when he got mad at me and left. "hell Marshall? I can't really hear you i'll video chat you so we can sign" I hanged up on him and he answered the call. When the scream came up it was Kim on the other side she looked like she was pissed I looked over and I saw Marshall laying in a hospital bed he had gosse wrapped around his head and he was asleep. "Kim what happened" I read her lips and she said "I have to work you need to come here we're at the hosptial and watch your mother fucken kids there not mine" I rolled my eyes and said again "what happened?" She didn't say so I called my brother and told him what I saw. He told me that he would watch the girls and to see what happens. I walked into his room whee Kim just ran out screaming at me because she was late for work. Marshall was laying in the hospital bed. He was awake but he was out of it. I still didn't know what happened. "Marshall?" I said to him. He looked at me and smiled. The nurse came in and gave him his shot. "why is he staring off like that what's wrong with him?" the nurse sighed and said "we had to give him antibiotics to numb his body" "why what happened?" I said back. When the metal went into his skin Marshall body got intense I could tell that he still felt pain. "he was in a car accident he was driving really fast it was raining and when he hit the brakes the car slid into a building it was an old abandoned building but I think he's going to be fine you know it's just like the one car accident about 6 years ago the poor crossfields all of the adults died and there was this one teenage boy who never left this little girl side she asked him if he could be his father." she was smiling. I looked down and said "I was that teenage girl and he was that teenage boy" she looked down and said "oh i'm sorry" I rolled my eyes at her then she said "you know what he's gonna make it he's fine just a little concussion that's all" She put her arm around me I started crying. She walked me over to Marshall who was now sleeping. I put my hand on the trim of the bed and he moved his hand over mine rubbed it a little bit then he stopped.

A few hours later Marshall was moving his head left to right. The nurse gave me a cold wet cloth to wipe his sweat. He was hot and sweaty. "w-what?" he said in a mumbled. I smiled at him when he finally opened his eyes. He smiled back and said "didn't think you would be here Sammy" I kissed his cheek and said "I will always be here for you" He put his hand on mine and said "i'm glad you're here but where's Kim" he tried to sit up but he moaned and laid back down. I didn't want to talk about her right now that's how we go into the fight. "she had to go to work" I said. "Damn i'm laying in the fucking hospital and she's at work did you have to work tonight?" I noded my head. I worked as a DJ in this cafe called "the music cafe" sometimes I cooked. I got a lot of tips because I sang. People say i'm good but I don't think that. I', also the comedian because I try to rap to Eminem's song "rap god" and failed miserably. I was still wiping the sweat off of his face. "so,how you feelin?" He closes his eyes opened them again and said "my head fucking hurts" He smiled and I smiled back. "now I don't know what to do now Sammy i'm so fucking lost right now" he said. "Kim?" I asked. He tried to nod his head but he said yes. "I'm going to ask you some questions" I said. "well are you happy with her?" "no" "do you like spending time with her?" "I don't know kinda" "do the girls like her" "no not at all Kim hates the girls especially Faith" "well what do you think you should do?" "I still love her" "Marshall your miscible" "you're right Sammy but you think we would ever have a future?" "maybe" I got up straightened my back and said "you need to get the hell outta this room it's making me go crazy" I said. "not supposed to walk" he said. I got the nurse and I pushed him around outside in a wheelchair "Dear Mister "I'm Too Good To Call Or Write My Fans", This will be the last package I ever send your ass It's been six months and still no word, I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka,

You dare me to drive? You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" About that guy who could a saved that other guy from drowning But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you could a rescued me from drowning Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me See Slim, shut up bitch! I'm tryin' to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin' in the trunk But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you 'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out?" Marshall yelled. It was our favorite lyrics from his song called "stan" for once in a long time I saw Marshall smile like he used to when he was younger. "why you staring at me like that stop it Samantha" I was smiling at him just staring at his face. "I love you" I said. "S-sorry I didn't mean to say that no wait I do love you but" he was laughing "shut up Sam I know you love me" I walked over to him. He put his arms around me and he pulled me onto his lap. He rubbed his face up against my back. He never let go of me he always had his arms around me. Than flash a camera flashed. Marshall rolled his eyes some interviewees came up and said "now who is this your married Marshall" "man fuck you i'm getting a divorce this is my true love Sam she's my best friend and she's the mother of m- our children." "what happens to you?" "well we got into a fight and it was ringing I hit the brakes and slid into a old abandoned building" his face got straight and pail. "Sam I-I could of died like Rob and then" he slowly closes his eyes and said "I'm so fucking lucky" he was in shocked. I tried to get his hands off of me but he didn't budge. "Sam i'm so sorry about everything" I finally got him off of me and I pushed him inside.

"alright the divorce between Marshall Bruce Mathers the second and kimberly anne scott is final" The judge said. Than they took Marshall in handcuffs it was time for his court date with his mother. Than I went home and took care of Haylie {9} Faith {2} and Winter {4} Marshall called me and said that he had to give his mother 1,600$. He was kinda mad but he really just wanted to see him children.