Drugs or Love {Eminem}

Chapter 16 Faith Marshall's P.O.V

1 year later.

"this is your daughter Faith she has autism Sam had her while she was in the mental Hospital" They guy said. "the fuck man I ain't have no fucking daughter with autism" I said back. I sat down and I just realize that it was true. "well if you don't want her than" "I want her" I said. I took the girl and I held her in my arms. She looked like Sam but she had the shape of my face and my big ears. I looked over her medical papers and in 3 days I had custody of Faith Hope Mathers and she was living with me.

"Honey why is there a little girl in our living room?" Kim my wife said to me. I never told her about Faith. "shit" I whispered to myself. I walked into the living room smiling I picked up Faith she wrapped her little arms around my neck "sweety when Sam was" she cut me off "Sam Sam Sam that's all I ever hear when do I get a song for myself" I got mad I didn't even know about Faith but than again if I was Sam I won't tell me another and Kim knew I loved her but still she was my fucking daughter and she had no place to go. "Kim Sam was pregnant this is Faith my daughter" she rolled her eyes and said "what's wrong with her she should be walking" I put her in a walking thing. Now the other girls was running when they was 1 but Kim didn't know about Faith and she had Sam's breathing problems and Faith was tiny like Sam the dr.s told Sam that need to be in a special school and that she will need to see her dr. every month. "Kim Faith was a buch of medical problems and i'm paying for them and she has autism so fuck you she's my daughter and I love her if you don't like that than get the fuck out"

After a few weeks Kim was okay with Faith. Knock Knock Knock it was about 2 AM I grabbed my gun and opened the door. "oh it's just you come in" It was Sam. I put my gun down on the counter "why do you have a gun?" she said. "cuz people are crazy and i'm one of them" she smiled and said "I know" she looked so sexy in that black tank tip in jeans. "can I see the kids" she asked. I knew that she was released yesterday but I didn't think she would come and see me. I went into my fridge and got out two beers. I opened one and turned around and asked Sam "want one" she took it than she said "how am I gonna get home" I knew that Kim was at her sisters for the weekend and Sam lived here before she did "you can stay here Kim not home don't worry" I said as I opened the beer and gave it to her.

Sam's P.O.V

I took the beer from his hand. I was already drunk off of just seeing him again. "sorry for being a mom now but do you always get wasted when you have the kids" he smiled and said "no I love all of my girls and that's Faith now she always wakes me up at 2AM." He took my hand and took me into Faith room it was purple and on the door and the wall it had her name on it. "wow are you mad at me because I didn't tell you?" I asked him. I didn't want him to yell at me. "nah I was at first but I love her" he said to me. He handed me Faith who looks like she gotten bigger since the 3 months without being with me. Marshall got the bottle and warmed it up. "now at night I try to give her baby food in the morning but at 2 am I get tired so" he smiled and gave me the bottle and she started eating.

After he rocked her asleep. "she's so beautiful Marshall do you love her?" He nodded his head and put her down in her crib. "you wanna stay?" he said to me after he closed the door of Faith's room. "umm ahh" I didn't know what to say he was a married man. "come on Sam please your home now and the first thing in the morning you will see the girls" he was smiling. I knew that he wanted to have sex and I also knew that he probably would get some too. I am too weak I love Marshall and there's nothing I wouldn't do for him. We walked into his bedroom. His bed was still messy which didn't surprise me. "where am I going to sleep?" I said. He laughed out loud and said "here with me" I felt uncomfortable and I was showing it too. He looked me straight in the eyes and said "nothing gonna happen if you don't want it too" He smiled and said "but if you do want something to happen then it will" I smiled and playfully punched his shoulder. I looked around his room and it was trashed "why don't I clean up" He said to me he got up and started to pick up the pile of dirty cloths off of the floor. "mind if I shower?" I asked. he nodded his head.

After I got out of the shower I walked into his room it once our room. It was clean. Marshall was just now making up the bed. It was 3 30 Am now. "nice shower?" he turned to me and asked. I noded my head and I could tell that he was sad or wasted or something. "here let me help you" I said while reaching for the blanket he had in his hand. "NO I'M THE MAN I WILL MAKE THE BED UP" he screamed and he snacked the blanket out of my reach. I closed my eyes and exhaled I knew that slim shady just walked into the room. "sorry" he uttered to me. I just stood there thinking about what the clancers and what Mike said to me if the real slim shady came back out. "I-I-I think I should leave now" I studdard. He looked down and said "don't please stay i'll keep slim in the box okay it's just Marshall Mathers okay" I was thinking but he walked over to me and hugged me. "it's late" he whispered "let's get some sleep lay down" he whispered. I did what he said. He set his alarm clock "for the girls" he said. He turned on the fan and turned off the light but he left on the nightlight. He sat next to me he began to remove his shirt then he looked at me and said "cool if I take off my shirt?" I nodded his head and he took off his shirt showing all of the tatoues he had. He layed down next to me and slowly put his arm around me. He rubbed my back and said "I can't help myself I need to kiss you please Sam just one little kiss please i'll kiss you like I kiss my daughter please it will be just one little kiss" I rolled my eyes and said "okay one kiss but you have to kiss me like you kiss Haylie okay" he nodded his head and puckered his lips and kissed me. It reminded me of the first time we got together the first kiss the first everything. We was staring into eachother's eyes he leaned in and kissed me hard. I liked it but when he started to touch me I felt uncomfortable again. I put my hands on his chest "Marshall maybe I should leave" he backed away from me and said "no please don't i'll i'll behave myself I promise" He looked down in sadness. "what's wrong" I said. He shook his head and said "I just sorry that I did all of those things to you it was really wrong of me i'm sorry and I hope you can forgive me" I scooted up close to him and put my hands on his arms and said "I forgive you Slim" I laughed and he laughed than I kissed him hard. "are you sure you wanna do this Sam?" I laughed "I don't know if it's the fact that I missed you or if it's the beer talking but I want you Marshall I still Lo-" I stopped talking. "I still love you too Sam" he smiled and we started going at it again but this time with all of our passion we had for eachother. "Marshall put some cloths on" I said. He was half asleep but he put his cloths. I got the girls and we all slept together like a family. "Sam wake up now" I got up and Marshall was flipping out"what's wong" "Kim is coming up the drive I love you but you need to get out" so I grabbed my bags gave him a kiss and jumped out the window.