Drugs or Love {Eminem}

Chapter 23 a family again Sam's P.O.V

{Hi I am so sorry I haven't updated in a while but here it is it's done  I am already working on the next chapter so enjoy} 

His clothes was like drench with sweat. I felt bad for him. "so how work been Marsh?" He looked up and just boded I knew that meant it was great. "you hear anything about the kiddie?" I smiled and I went into my room and I got a letter that they sent to their dad. "for you from the girls they miss you" He took and read the letter with a big smile on his face. I knew that he was happy when he was in contact with his children. "Oh they're coming for christmas we should all get together and do something like the olden days" I smiled and said "Maybe Marshall I have work and you know that" He rolled his eyes and said "if you need anything i'll help you out I don't hate you" I smiled and said "you already said that Marshall and I don't even hater you" He sat back down on the couch. "Why did we even broke up I still love you I think about you every day" I got sad and I can tell that we remembered why we broke up. "I'm clean now Sammy it's okay no need to be sad" I walked outside just because I didn't want him to see me cry. I was on my porch crying when I felt someone touch my arm. I turned around and it was Marshall. I didn't think he still cared about me. "it's cold Sam let's go inside" I looked at my watch and it was 6:03 AM wow we talked all night and I didn't even know it. "Come on Sammy" He said. I just felt like being alone. I walked up to him and I knew I had tears in my eyes streaking down my cheeks. "come here hun" he said and I jumped into his arms. He rubbed my back He was warm real warm. He took me inside. I still never let go of him. I looked into his blue eyes and I didn't mean to do it but I did I kissed him on the lips and it wasn't just a goodbye kiss it was a let's get it on kiss.

He let me kiss him. I didn't know why but he just did. He walked me over to the couch and sat down. I didn't think he was still sex crazed like he used to be. "wait" He surprisingly said. "do you even want to do this?" Marshall asked me and it was like he just popped the question I didn't know what to say. "can you hear me" He asked. "Yeah yeah Marsh I can hear you umm do you want to do it" I asked him. He got quiet and I knew that he didn't want to say yes. "Marshall answer me" I said. "okay yeah I want too but if you don't that's just fine with me sam" I kissed him. It was almost like I never wanted anything else in the world but him. I loved him.

"wow that was" I said Marshall finished my sentence "Yeah I know" I rolled over and put my head on his bare chest. "I don't wanna leave for work now damn it" He gently said. "well you gotta go and the girls will be coming home soon" He smiled when I said that. He wrapped his arms around me and I could tell that he could just fall asleep which we was both tired we didn't get any sleep. "wake up" I said when he drifted asleep. "fuck work" he uttered in his sleep. He still had his big blue eyes closed. "I know but you have to go" "nah i'll go later I get a day off this week i'm taking today hell all I have to do is meat with dre that's all" He opened his eyes and smiled. "why did I cheat your perfect and why the fuck did I make all of those fucking songs about you like Puke god i'm such a douche" I laughed and said "yeah I know but your my douche." he didn't smile "right?" I said in a hurt voice like he just cheated again. "huh what y-yeah Sammy" I could tell that he was really tired. I kissed his cheek and I shook him he opened his eyes. "i'm gonna shower real quick" I said. "k" He said back in his sleep.

When I got out of the shower there was a knocked at the door. It was Winter. I opened the door and I hugged her. Than Marshall who was butt naked walked in after Haylie came in. "Oh my god" She screamed. "shoot I don't wanna see my dad naked Winter said when looked over her shoulder "oh heck" Marshall said when he finally realised that he wasn't wearing pants. I knew my face was bright red from esbedment and that the girls probably knew that we was having sex but I didn't want to get their hopes up there is still really no chance for me and Marshall. I know he's clean and everything but he's still the same Marshall. "ummm sorry my babies are home" Marshall said while putting on his belt. He hugged the girls and kissed their heads. "I didn't think you was coming home until christmas" "we had nothing better to do" Haylie said. I was tearing up we was reunited as a family again and I loved it. We all knew it would still never be the same but it was still nice. Usually you can't get me and Marshall in the same room together without us fighting. Later I fixed dinner for the family and it felt like old times again.  I had to admit I would love to get back together with him again but I am just to afraid of getting hurt again I know I just couldn't.