Drugs or Love {Eminem}

Chapter 5 loving support Eminem's P.O.V

2 weeks after the car wreck.

I was Monday and I still knew nothing about Sam and it was also my third day in class. I was at school but for once I was at the guidance closer I didn't want to be back in class and with everyone asking me where Sam was I knew it was going to be too painful I didn't even know but than again if she didn't no no no no i'm not going to talk like that she is going to make it right no dumbass she already dead no she's not she just fine "Eminem Em Marshall" "what" I said to the teacher I could tell that he was worried he was the only teacher who gave me a chance. "Are you okay?" I glanced at the doorway and I swear to god I saw Sam. "Sam no don't go Samantha" I screamed. Everyone was staring at me. I god up from my seat and I tried to get to her but the teacher was holding me back he was stronger than me. "what's wong Marshall" I started balling my eyes out. I didn't move. The teacher calmed me down and we went out to the hallway "Now Marshall you can talk to me I won't tell anyone" I sighed wiped my face with the wet cloth he gave to me and said "I don't know man,It's Sam and her family they -they" "I know about that" I sat on the floor did a cocky half laugh and said "you know what I don't even know if she's still alive they won't tell me anything not a thing she could already be in the ground and I wouldn't of know the last time I saw her she was knocked out" The teacher put his hand on my shoulder and said "she's fine she in school today but she won't be entering any of her classes she going to be with the gideons closer I don't know about her family but she's here" I smiled and said "can I talk to her?" he looked down and said "Marshall she's she's different now she'd not talking to anyone I don't know what happened but something real bad did I can tell just give her a few days and if I see her i'll tell her you're worried" we shook hands and I went to my next class.

We was launching our mousetrap cars in our engineering class I already got an A+ because Rob was really great with that kind of stuff and he helped me build it. I was listening to "rap crap" and thinking about Sam when "Daddy" I felt someone latch onto my leg "Baby girl?" I said question I knew that I was getting visions ever since it happens "yeah daddy" I smiled picked Haylie up where she only had a few minor cuts and buses on her forehead. I gave her a kiss and said "is Sam with you" She pointed and Sam was walking down the hall she looked mad and hurt. I said "Sam" she took Haylie away from me and said "just don't talk to me right now" when she felt that I cried.

When it was time to go outside I didn't go I walked into the room where I knew Sam was and said "okay I get it that something bad happens but you need to talk to me" She was crying even before I walked in she noded her head and said "Marshall my brother had a traumatic brain injury" I cut her off and said "i'm so sorry" and I put my arms around her . She hugged and said "that's not why i'm sad" I looked into her eyes and she said "my mom.........she's....she's......dead" I hugged her so hard that it hurt. I didn't want to leave her at all. I sat with her all day and even Aunt Enga pulled us outa school. She took Haylie to the part and me and Sam was sitting in my room smoking weed. "Man I can't believe she's gone" Sam said to me. "yeah I know" she started crying and said "what's gonna happen to me and Haylie we don't have anyone but Rob but he hates me" I looked out the window and said "don't say that he loves you I love you" She smiled and said "I love you too Marshall let's get married and have children" I got down on one knee and said "Samantha Leah Crossfield will you marry me" "yeah" She said. I picked her up and put her on the bed and I just held her."The fuck happened last night" Sam said. We was in my bed "don't know" I said back. Sam mumbled something and she went back home. 

We went to school Sam finally attend her classes.It was sad and depressing for her and she couldn't come over today because her brother is coming back home well he's been back home for a week now but Sam really wanted to be with her only brother and her only family member.He said that he would take her and Haylie  but when gets better. "see ya Marsh maybe we can walk later" the door locked" Sam said.We both knew that he always locked the doors and that he was probably was sleeping. "let's go in through the window come on i'll walk you around back" I walked her to the window she jumped in and I handed her her book bag gave her a hug and walked back to my house. 

Sam's P.O.V

After Marshall left I closed and locked the window. "Rob i'm home" I sat my stuff in the hallway. I walked into his room and I said "Robbie wake up" He didn't move and whenever I call his name he always woke up. I walked up to his bed and shook him and said "Robbie" He still wasn't moving now I was really scared. "Rob" I said again I put my hand on his chest I didn't feel a heartbeat. I began to cry I was screaming his name at the top of my lungs he was wasn't breathing he wasn't moving he was dead.  

Eminem's P.O.V

"GET YOUR HOMEWORK DONE LITTLE BITCH" my mom yelled at ame. I knew that I had to. I sat on the couch and started my math homework. SLAM! when the door. I looked up from my paper and Sam was standing there crying and shaking. She never just walks in like that she always used my window or knocked on the door. I got up from the couch and said "Sam what's wrong" she started to panick I walked up to her and put my hands on her shoulders and said "Samantha tell me now" she took a deep breath in and said "R-Rob room not there he's he's" I gave her the dead look in the eyes "Rob what" she burst out in tears she escaped from my hands and said "he won't wake up man he's gone he's he;'s dead man I shook him he won't wake up man I-I-I tried he's dead" 

  When she said that I wrapped my arms around her. We called 911 and while they was taking the body away we was sitting on couch. Sam was leaning on me and Haylie was on the other side of me. I was holding Sam. Sam was crying that's all she have ever done was cry cry and cry. I felt bad for her really I did I didn't even want to think about where the girls might go or who would watch them. I knew that she didn't have anybody in her family who liked her. I could only wonder what the hell was going to happen to her.